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  1. 2muchmandy
    I really wish i could partake in these studies. Especially seen as it may benefit hppd, secondly im fucking skint and being paid $$$ to help my disorder is a win win.
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    aah right, see im really worried to fuck around with my balance of dopamine.seratonin. im really kinda like...what do i do?
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    My family is pretty good gene wise. No shit like that, the men have had heart issues but bar depression my family are pretty solid...so they tell me. I do.t care about pd or that in 40 years time. I just want to live my youthful years without a haze of fucking snow around me
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    I wondered about decreased blood flow to the head or something like that, explains all the pains etc and preasures
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    I understand about the very low doseage. Im thinking even about valium or something just now. I need to get a new job so I cnt be having panic.attacks and all that. My worst symptom by far is my visual snow, my trails and my anxiety. Which I feel as justified seen as its been almost 5 months and I have baseline.
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    Yeah Im really upset about that. I need to go soon its a childhood dream. I hope bmw bail it out. It doesnt need too much cash. itd be such a shame to let it die
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    Most famous /longest / most dangerous race track in the world. U can to go on, the bmw factory is there. should do ot ferret. Travelling is really good for u
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    isnt L dopa sinemet? see thats what im worried about, i dont want to end up taking sinemet or even a klono and becoming pyschotic or mental
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    i reckon wev possibly fucked up blood flow to our head and eyes, if i stand up too quick and the blood rushes outta my head the visuals go fucking crazy. Would also explain the pressure and all that, the pains.
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    magnesium is a nice suppliment to try, i suggest you try it
  12. 2muchmandy
    Why did ur hppd worsen? Through drinking or weed or?
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    I still get processing issues like wuwei, I cant multi task but then again I never could. I definately thinkni could persue my dream again ( stand up comedy ) before.my speech and memory was so impared there wasnt a hope in hell
  14. 2muchmandy
    Iv had this with red ones. It comes and goes. This is one u really just need to tell urself theyr not there and ignore
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    Ativan whats that?
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    I love how you can put a light note on it. I just had a panic attack outta nowhere bui managed to cope and stop it goimg on too long ( im learning ) my snow is very very thick right now though so obviously im still a bit distressed
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    But u were tripping after u got hppd eh jay? I wonder if theres something in my environment pooluting me. Worring cow I always avoid fumes etc.
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    What exactly is extrapyramidal syndrome
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    Yeah im in scotland mgrade. Would love to do a big usa tour one day when money allows but europe shall do for now. The reason I want to drive is I want to visit the nurburgring, also taking my bmx. Drivin also helps my hppd cos I dont focus on it too busy concentrating. I want to see italy germany, switzerland. Juat see where the road takes me
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    Nothing takes your mind off hppd like falling over the bars of your bmx 7 feet to flat on your chest....DAMN my wrist hurts bad

    1. mgrade

      mgrade

      nothing like a little pain to show you your'e still here.......did you sprain it?

  22. 2muchmandy

    Nothing takes your mind off hppd like falling over the bars of your bmx 7 feet to flat on your chest....DAMN my wrist hurts bad

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    This is my thoughts too. My bmw is finished now and i want to go a tour of europe, there are 3 spare seats in my car and the company is more than welcome.
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    mine came from 2cb/mdma, i have also used dmt once, i didnt feel any effects
  25. 2muchmandy
    fractal like patterns when bad that turn into like DMT trip images. google dmt images, like that after 10 mins of shut eyes. when good, VS that gets a bit patterny
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