2muchmandy

Its nice to do so every now and then, gives a break from the crushing depression. Itd be mad if some of the hppders on the board managed to meet up somewhere in a pub drinking beers laughing at how a cure for hppd was found...ah what a dream

I hope so dude. I dunno its just shit u know....its hard to know what makes me worse when I naturally worsen and improve anyway

Like, u all probably think im stupid for freaking out all the time but this is why. One week im cured next week I have like 2 new symptoms and feel insanr. The fact iv had hppd 4.5 months and have no baseline is harrowing

Yeah im really confused and pissed off. My snow is 24/7 as usual and its really bad this week.

I just want my vs and trails to dampen a bit

Yeah it seems it....4 or 5 mysteriius and so far untreatable things...like I said in another post why not take all ur little mental niggles and consolodate them into one large hard to manage package

I reckon the eye is partly.to blame. There are so many layers and films in the eye that it could be an issue of.something being in the eye

Definately something interesting to think about. I definately think visual snow pma and hppd are linked. Its wierd as hell but im hoping we make the advqnces we need to and get a cure, even a management method. Im happy how I am, the only thing that plagues me is the thought of worsening, even a pill to freeze development would make me cry in happiness

It shouldnt prevent you. My driving test is in 2 weeks. Iv done lots of lessons and my theory test with hppd. Infact my driving is better than it was pre hppd because im more alert. Just do as nepu says its a personal thing. If u wake up and think fuck me, it is not safe for me to drive today then dont...if u feel safe and ur visuals are ok then go for it

Yeah maybe ur right man. Same areas effected, different triggers. Makes sense.

This may and probably will sound daft. A week or so ago I freaked out because a large dark red spot came into my vision. Stayed thre for 10 minutes then left. I know migraine aura sufferers report zig zag patterned blindspots...i didnt see the classic sort of burst pattern, what I did see what a whitish grey square form....then as I looked at it, it coloured itself in. But it wasnt a natural darkening. It was like someone with a pen doing a scribbled intricate zig zag pattern in light blue/white, then it turnedto the dark red. This could mean hppd and pma are linked after all. Maybe I have pma and it kicked off coinsidently at the same time I took drugs. Would also explain my random flare ups and fluctuation of symptoms, I get headaches every few days but I wouldnt describe them as migraines I dont think

Dam that cheesecake looks fine. European diets tend to be good but as it happens I live in scotland, the fattest unhealthiest country imn europe, having said that im from a middle class family that always eat relatively well and my parents are supportive so its something I can try. Im going to try a reduced carb intake, full keto is too extreme. And il avoid veg oil, corn strarch all that shit, see how it goes. Im worried about ur eye pain comment as the start of deterioration but iv been improving well so I just dont know, hopefully qn altered diet will keep me on the right track

And surely it cant be deterioration seen as most of my symptoms have cleared up or improved by like 70% +

Oh god youve scared me now visual. Its only like once a month for like, 20 minutes. Doesnt even feel like pressure just. Ache. Like something boring into my eye

I think thats a good explanation on some peoples but not mine. The best way to describe mine was an allergic reaction to mxe...i just never came down properly. Over the first week of hppd I was seeing patterns real thick snow. drdp, paranoia felt insanity. But this all improved. Overall im brtter bar fluctuations and trails. I often think of hppd as like a bungee chord, the damage starts when it begins to expand, and sorta keeps going for a bit, stablises then begins to wind back in. God knows.

Yeah thats what I thought at first, honestly felt like a collapsed lung or heart attack. But then I think hppd is pretty kuch anxiety based. Iv been good the past couple weeka but even so all that anxiety is.muscle tension etc. I juat try stay calm and not worry too much. Usually goes away in an hour or so

Fuxk man but thats cos ur having a stressful time no doubt. keeping the baby or whats? I never know to congertulate in these situations because some people dont see it as a good thing. A holiday away from it would do u wonders

Ur the same as me. Still worsening in complete sobriety 4.5 months on. Mine kicked im the morning after an mdma mxe session

It is dam hard. Are there any concerns or worries? signs I should look out for if my body cant take it etc

Im bad for.cheesecake. Minute the stuff hits my mouth i.gotta eat the whole thing

my anxiety/occasional drdp gives me wierd ideas...some of them have been similar to this, along the lines of " if u took drugs for a year u get hppd for a year " but those were irrational. The way youve put it actually makes alot of sense. Ferret got hppd from one use, 5 montbs later is normal. I took psychs like 10 times. Iv seen improvement already but I reckon it could take a year or so. Would make sense

Visual maybe we should conduct a diet experiment. Me and harry are trying the ketogenic epelepsy diet. maybe you could try potatoes and meat. Someone else could try veg only or, I dunno

Had a sore left eye again today. Anyone get sore eyes? Also a tight and sore chest earlier... Anxiety I reckon. Wasnt particularly stressed out though

Yeah iv thought that too. Some weeks im cured almost some weeks like this one I have snow eye pain. Depression. Iv decided to try an epeleptic diet. Morbide mentioned it, I was also thinking seen as epelepsy and hppd are linked it may help. Theres not much i.can eat but steak bacon the odd hot dog nuts rasperries and whole grain cereal. No bread no pasta. Il try it for a while

I dunno man u just gotta stay positive. You have imo the greatest gift ever in life. To have got hppd and healed. Its great news and you should be happy