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Yeah im unemployed dude i cant donate huge amounts like that. little bits here and there yes but...50 bucks is ALOT of money

I blame mxe and 2cb for mine dam I regret 2cb. Just thinkin bout it upsets me

dont give up dude, wait to try the meds. wish u all the best!! driving is a good tool in life, if u do get a lisence itl help u live fully and its a fun hobby...ur so busy driving u dont think about hppd

Alright jay enjoy your little break man!

ah thanks alot mgrade! it comes and goes, some days its proper deafening. il try the magnesium. i have noticed hydration helps actually. i cut out all the loud drum n bass :/.

I agree the bromo family sounds fucking terrifying man, i wouldnt go near it. Im also a large beleiver hallucinogens gave u hppd..theyr not going to remove it. LSD is given to cluster headache sufferers around once a month, most of the patients HATE it, because they hate tripping but they do anyway because the pain of cluster headaches is too much to bear.

Just emailed em and put my name and number forward. Now to wait for them phoning and trying to decipher my accent hopefully they get some beneficial info.

yeah they dont tend to understand or take things so seriously, iv told all my mates and its kinda filtered out the dickheads and the ones who do care so its good from that perspective i guess. iv only had this 4 months, if it progressed to a point i cant drive...i dunno what i would do, i couldnt take it. yoga is definately a good idea, alot of guys on here meditate and the like, it gives them alot of anxiety and mental releif atleast so its worth a crack.

Thats the issue I have too. Scotland is a very hard place not to drink. Im 19 aswell so everyone drinks. U cant meet women, going out always involves alcohol. Definately distancing urself helps alot. It sucks but it helps, I had to stop going to dnb raves n stuff cos I couldnt handle the want to drink and the tinnitus hppd also brings. U got any hobbies toget a break from it all? Ur quite near the trossachs so fishing, mtb and climbing could be on the cards

As for driving etc not in the main road perhaps but how about getting to a track or something? Unleash all that fuckin rage. Just find something totally nuts. Speak to ur gf see what things shes always wanted to do. Do sunglasses help during the day? Aus is such a mad country. Surely theres something u can emmerse urself in to get ur life back. I know id be fucked without bmx or my car. I eat sleep bmw which takes up alotta thoughts and time. I definately think a hobby is something to try. Ur 22, u ever thought about skating or biking? Lots of indoor parks the sun wouldnt effect u

Where about in scotland are u man? Im edinburgh living in aberdeen now. Did u find the tramadol helped ur vision. I recently gave away 40 trammys cos I got hppd and decided to go 100% sober and didnt think theyd help. Tamazapan I was also offered by a quack. Generally the drinking doesnt help hppd in the long run. Most people stick to no or litte booze. Nice to have a fellow scot on here actually, if things get too much or ud like to meet a fellow hppder five me a shout

Why are ur symptoms so bad. Did u drink alot prior to getting hppd

Hey kev welcome. Everyone here is very friendly. Its a shame to meet u ( I say this ass hppd is bad and its horrible to meet another poor individual who has it ) anyway generally ssris are not good for hppd. Things such as valium, klonopin ( for extreme cases ) are beneficial. If ur lucky, sinemet, keppra flurinzine may help u greatly.

What are u proposing. Putting our case forward and hoping this company will develop drugs for us

Il send a tenner his way. All I got just now but its something. How do we donate

One of my friends used to slag me and call me a bitch for complaining til he got hppd for a month. He phoned me crying asking for help because he was so scared. He now realises he is lucky as hell and doesnt take drugs. Another 2 friends have 2cb patterns in the sky. One of sees static when scared. The girl I like phoned me crying because drdp had hit her so hard she freaked out. Its kinda crazy to see how common drug related issues can be. Most friends including nmy dad ( fuck knows his drugs past. He was a biker and into rush and motorhead ) have closed eye visuals.

Woke up to flashing before. Once. I just thought " holy mother fuck shut ur eyes immediately " black zig zags a few times...not really how u wanna start ur fuckin day lets be honest

Iv had that shit. Iv woken up to some terrifying visuals. Best thing to do is go back to sleep asap

My hppd is super mild aswell and on the day to day I dont worry atal. It doesnt bother me in the slightest...then something like that happens. I have a neuro this week so il get some xanax or something and see how it goes. Im just pissed off and scared im still getting new symptoms after 4 months. Some people have been drinking and so on and they havnt been getting worse, why me. Spent the last 2 weeks in a great mood happy as hell and got trails

They dont worry me. They annoy me but... Theyr not bad u know. I can still drive fine. If I can drive...i can work. If I can work I can live

Iv had panic attacks mid dream or been scared because I was drunk...woken up to check I wasnt drinking then gone back to sleep.

Naa ul be fine. Iv got mates at 5,8 who play...theyr built as fuck though

Yep trails all the time. They dont bother me

True but in all fairness the slowed frame rate etc was actually trails which are now in full bloom. The point is noone else has had a large red square develop and then slowly fade. The fact that is unique to me is worrying. Hppd comes with a huuuuge amount of hypercondria. But the fact this for eg. Shares so many symptoms with retinal detachment is worrying. I got ann apointment with a neuro so il see. I deffo want xanax or something to kill these stupid thoughts I get

yeah rex ryan needs to change the way he coaches, the way he coaches he makes the team feel theyv already won so they dont try so hard u should enjoy rugby, its a pretty mad sport. i dont play cos im skinny as fuck.