2muchmandy

I agree man I think you did do the right thing karma will bite them in the ass. It wasnt fair what they did but, theyl get whats coming to them

Ah man see I didnt even get that. Worst of all the drug that gave me it was 100% legal and could be bought on line. People pass me aside as some junkie little scumbag, what they dont realise is their children of 11-12 could have gone online, onto this party site and purchased the same thing i did and may get hppd....wouldnt be so judgemental then.

nice uplifter mike, i saw a severely mentally slightly pysichally disabled lad the other day and i thought shit...my visions a bit dodgy and i get anxiety attacks but...i can ride my bmx, i can drive my car. our lives are shit at times but, there are still others worse off

Yeah i woulda gone full on ape shit. My friends have been well warned, I reckon thatd drive me to do something stupid having one of my mash head layabout mates playing a joke and possibly throwing my sanity away. however by the sounds of things uv managed to keep cool and handle it well, and hey if it went away once, it probably will again

Yeah very true but atleast you have a reason, its not " dont do this because im telling you not to " its, dont do this, your life will be potentially ruined, you may die or become very very mentally unstable. I know for a fact if my mum/dad ( dont have hppd but do have CEVs ) had warned me off hppd if they had it...i wouldnt neeeevvver have touched a thing. But like most things in life, im always given lessons the hard way. How old is the young lad kev? Got plenty time before you need to be lecturing him by the looks, but atleast hel have the blessing of a warning that most of us havnt had.

Yeah but usually they would put you to sleep then give you the treatment, they gave it to him when he was awake for punishment. I dunno if its something id be willing to try

im always scared about this? was it a friend?

Nowhere neeeeaaar schizos man. Schizos will have full on conversations/relationships with people who dont exist have " episodes " that they dont know theyr having, and are totally unaware of there being issues. HPPDers like myself and the most part know wer mental, but we realise we have " manic " or stupid patches and thoughts and the stuff wer going through is not normal. Infact the thought of being classes in the same grouping makes me feel a little ill, schizophrenia is a big and scary word

I actually wondered about the ECT aswell kev. I know that schitzos and epeleptics feel much much better after it so would it work for us.

Haha indeed monkey! Dont let him fall into this hell wer a part of. The young lad must really keep you going through tough times

boss cheers man, and asprin doesnt effect visuals?

Oh yeah its 'mericah day.

cool dog man! spaniels are awesome

wortyh trying, german is a common language theyl probably have a german translator. how long do they take to phone, aint emailed me or phoned?

if your hppd is calming down take that as a gift from above and live your life happily drug free

Think il bump this up...shits been gettin plain negative recently. Need some happiness on the go. What yal been up to recently? I painted mine and my mates bike and rode hard

Yeah i agree with ferret, I havnt really had hppd long enough to do it.Visual...if hes up for it would be good, very chillaxed and does alot of research.

yeah i wouldnt worry, shit like that can be normal in a sense. i used to sorta like, think i was conversating with someone famous, sorta wake up roll over grumpy id broken the conversation...its nothing to worry about man. the difference between mental illness and not is the fact you know that was bullshit...your not sitting talking to people who arnt there you know. you saw some wierd shit...you know it was wierd

Very sorry to hear that, hopefully he grows up and either adapts to it or actually it buggers off on its own. I could never have a child personally hearing these stories and knowing i might pass down my depression and now hppd.

When I shoulda been sober I startedwtotcome up, anxiety sweats shakin colourful ptterns', thats when I knew something was very wrong.a week later I googled and found hppd

man that could be beneficial to the whole community if he has ideas

i took a tiny tiny tiny dab of mxe...i was on mdma weed and alcohol at the time though i guess. i used to cocktail alot, mdma and 2cb

I think the reason for that is often if people post during peaks of anxiety or bad attacks they just want advice they dont notice where to do it Well certainly Id put myself forward for it. Im currently looking for jobs so iv got alot of time on my hands to help out.

What sort of work is involved in doing the admin side of things?

Has anyone else made a recording/note or video yet? this will really be of assistance to david