hppd24years

1974, WHAT IS EMDR?? AND HOW DID U GET THAT??

The cones and rodes could be the culprits in ur eyes while transferring the intensity of light to the optic nerve and then brain..

That's strange 1974, are u sure he had h.p.p.d. For sure?? Sometimes I get tremmers while awakening or just before falling asleep..

Thanks!! I'll dig up some more later on.. They are all in fun not to hurt any feelings.. I do realize everyone is just trying to help and remain optimistic.. I'm just trying to add a dash of sarcasm while painting a portrait of my personality.. HPPD24YEARS NOW INTO THE 25TH.

Does anyone kno a good doctor in Canada in the province of Ontario??

Hope, hope, hope ur boat gently down the stream.. Merely, merely, merely, merely coincidentally the symptoms and the cure for h.p.p.d. are related to a dream. What an oxymoron!!! Come on everyone.. Fallow the bouncing ball.. .. Are you ready?? Take it from the top.. Hope, hope, hope ur boat gently down the stream.. Merely, merely, merely, merely deep inside all h.p.p.ders want to frickn SCREAM!!! THANKS MAN!!!

Ooookay I c..

If u did psychedelic drugs that altered ur mind then had a bad trip or freaked out with high anxiety slash panic, followed by a drummed up over load on ur brain, then woke up the next day with a residue affect by still feeling slightly intoxicated from ur personal experience if yes??? "WELCOME TO THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF H.P.P.D" if no then u might be a hypochondriac. If u have tracers, trails, streamers, dr/dp, hallucinations, tinnitus, channel vision, liquid vision, afterimages, halo's and ghostly mirrored hues while not being intoxicated on drugs then again "WELCOME TO THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF H.P.P.D" Sorry about ur luck if u fall underneath the symptoms or situation.. Hppd25years now.. And still rolling..

25 long years for me

Puppeteer, what the hell is Straya 2M8???

I use to watch Steve Irwin"THE CROCODILE HUNTER" he was the bomb down under and very inspirational with his work and all. How did hppd hook into u?? If u don't mind me asking?? I would imagine its a pretty typical question asked here. Thanks.

Canada which is Eastern Standard time.. Where are u??

Fuck eh, I don't get vertigo just constant ear ringing and high tweak's followed by opera high pitches.. Did anything help ue visuals??

I think it depends on the person and their brain its kind of like if u get stung by a bee u swell up a little bit and if I get stung I have roughly 10 minutes to inject myself with a Epps pen or I'm dead. Its also like people who have peanut allergies and if they eat foods that have traces of it they can die as well but the majority of the peeps don't. Unfortunately we are not like the majority of peeps that do shrooms, lsd and other psychedelic drugs just like the the bee stings and the peanut allergy peeps they are not like the majority as well. It sucks totally.. Hppd 24 years now..

Dam straight, I actually had it worse to be honest.. For starters god blessed me with hppd for 25 years now praise the lord hallelujah and might have lymes disease to boot lucky me again. I feel strongly soon enough he will pull his left foot out my ass just to put his right foot back in it. I lived with 2 friends in a complex where I gave my friend Joe the rent money as well as my other room mate Gary did too. We lived together for a couple of years had lots of memorable time that got pretty wild from time to time. I came home from work with the police and landlord at my door with a signed document by a judge stipulating we had to vacate the premises within 24 hours. WHAT THE FUCK!!! are u kidding?? I told the cop it was a mistake we pay our rent every dam month. Cop said "24 hours we come back and the house ain't empty bye bye" I sat in my kitchen and waited for the cameras to come in and Ashton to scream "U HAVE BEEN PUNKED" from the comedy "PUNKED" unfortunately that did not happen. I had to get a truck press the hyperspace button think fast and move into my parents place which I did not want to do. Turned out my friend Joe became a junky and didn't pay the rent for four consecutive months. Junky Joe moved to the hostel and died of an overdose 1 year later. I still visit his head stone to this very day and ask y? Hppd 25 years now and catching up to hppd since 1974..

Don't put the brakes on brake keep it pumpn and rolln!!!

I hear u on that.. I played in bands wrote music played guitar just totally bathed myself in music. Now I can't even pick my guitar up or have no interest in it what so ever. The first few years when I initially received hppd I was fucked then later on in time I started playing again as the disorder decreased. Then it came back stronger then before. I lost interest again it just ripped me apart from my compassion with listening to music and playing it.

If hppd does not come as a mental disorder like schizophrenia or bipolar then it can't be hereditary thinking about if from a logical perspective. The research and physical experience suggests it comes after taking psychedelic drugs that alter the mind with an after affect type residue later on when not high. Only certain peeps get this disorder after taken these types of drugs like us, our parents, their parents and our kids would probably be subjected to it as well because we are all cut from the same cloth. It only makes sense so our minds in the gen pool of family would be ok as long as they don't do the hallucinogenic drugs they wouldn't get hppd. If they did then they could be predisposition to get hppd. I told my son to never take shrooms or any other hallucinating drug ever. I know my parents would never do that. Lol..

Yeah I've been doing that for the last 5 years naturally on my own it does bring out turquoise blue tracers predominantly eh?? What do u feel like on valium anyways?? Or other conventional meds??

The videos relate to schizophrenia which is a mental disorder so is hppd related to that?? That's like comparing apples to rhinos. We don't really know what specific areas of the brain this disorder stems from or the offsets of origins. Anyways if we did I think we would be talking specific not pacific that is the problem with the progression to finding a cure or antidote to this disorder or disease. I see a lot of regurgitated copied theories and quotes everyone talking like doctors from the info they read including myself. I would like to see more detailing to what exact neurological areas or other type areas that are effected not theories we should not accept this like the cure and pharmaceuticals are not the cure but just a monthly customer.. Hppd24years..

BigPapaChakra, if u eat raw form Tetrahydrocannabidols (T.H.C) U will get the psychoactive high. If u juice the weed in raw form you won't get high like the video link u copied to ur comment says. If u took a bud and ate it u would get high because of all the stocked bulbed trichomes that are loaded with rich resin T.H.C. which is the psychoactive high. Don't mix the juicing part up with eating marijuana buds on raw form because it ain't T.H.C.-ACID, U WILL GET HIGH AS FUCK. Endocannabidiols are found in the human body which we make it up naturally. They are found systematically throughout our bodies including the brain, heart, liver as well as they fights off diseases and cancers. Hppd24years and still rolling.

I'm not a doctor but I do have a degree in business management lol.. I feel you have to succumb to a bad trip from psychedelic or psychoactive drugs to get hppd or just do it to frequently. Its from the mind alterations that I feel is the catalyst of the disorder from the drugs. Typically u won't feel good during the trip then within a day or two u will feel transzy and some sort of residue affect that disables ur audio, visual and reality of a new personal perception of u and ur reality. I have never heard or read of hppd being hereditary in any way shape or form. U never kno to say the least because there really isn't all that much studying or research on hppd at this moment yet. Did u not do any drugs ever or something and now u have hppd from someone in ur family who has it u figure??

I have literally never taken any conventional medication for this disorder. Tell u the truth I'm fucking completely petrified to say the least. I really do believe the degree of my symptoms are very pronounced and emphasized beyond belief this makes me mentally deranged where I can't make the choice. It's just to risky if this deficiency Elevates any higher I think I will sentence myself to eternal shut eye where I find my most comfort in tranquility of complete harmonization. I just dread the thought of waking up just knowing I want to go back into sleep where when I dream hppd is gone I don't see or feel it. Fuck its my only escape my tinnitus vanishes as well. Like believe this or not I have seriously recognized I was dreaming in my dream I looked at objects and shifted my eyes away and NOTHING. I looked at brighter objects no trails, no ghostly gloom's, no streamers, I even said out loud in reality "fuck I don't want to wake up" the feeling that went through me was gratifyingly grateful. My G-friend said to me "Jamie u screamed out"... "I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP" I totally recollected saying that in my dream. I don't feel chronic fatigue, dp/dr, intrusive thoughts, depression or anything like that when I'm dreaming. U know its so fucking ironic that I'm chasing normalization now and not mind alternating drugs or highs. Anyways this is y I like to dream and u have to go to sleep to get there. I ask myself every day is it so bad to go into r.e.m. Forever?? Talk about R.I.P. Hppd24years and into 25 consecutively. Thanks man!!

THIS RIDE NEEDS TO GET OVER.. I WANT MY MONEY BACK!! LOL..

I wish I was a genius genie in a bottle because "OPRAH Winfrey IT IS" She has lots of compassion and bling bling that would definitely destroy hppd forever guaranteed. Might have to write her show and get by the administration team for the pre-interview titled "HPPD NOT FOR ME" Eh hope??