hppd24years

The Formal Friend, Thanks for the fantastic theory in regards to the split shifting from the neurological to the psychological warfare of this prolonged exposure of 25 years to this disorder. (have to change my name from hppd24years to hppd25years) Anyhoot my expectations of the simultaneous impairments seem very light handed for realism of relief already. Again everyone seems to be focused in the subtraits of rhetorical explanations in figure eight backs that have no solutions or antidotes. I feel this left foot launch needs to be right foot challenged in terms of solutions and cures not explanatory explanations. Don't get me wrong I appreciate the time and effort you took for me in ur paragraphs written please note dully respected. I just read all the theories and scientific data regurgitation that appears to be aimed for complacency as a consensus. It's about that time!! Hppd24years consecutively and now 25 years (Can u say Holly Fuck?)

I'm not trying to burst any bubbles here but I didn't see anything pertaining to hppd cures on any of these hyper links posted?? Maybe it is more of an indirect notion of hppd cures?? Neurological disorders? It's kind of broadly blown wide open I can't quite depict the details. Then again I just found out in the last 2 months my hppd diagnoses. I have all the symptoms from it but did not see anything specifically geared to them on the links.. Scary shit when u never see H.P.P.D. in any Scientific Research Faculties type sites.. Hppd24years going on 25.

Thanks for the clarification that is gratifying..

U know this is an approach to get this disorder into the eyes of the public and professionals for a positive impact and awareness potentially at international level. Yeah check out the credentials and the 23 year old kid feathered by the authenticity of legitimation in the angle of her regard. However do take into consideration of the potential here and the snow ball effect that could benefit all hppd peeps from a wide array of spectrum. Keep in mind people do get paid for their careers and jobs don't think they are scandalously motivated by monetary and lucrative reasons. Respectfully Hppd24years going on a consecutive 25.

Cbd tincture.. Natural holistic medical element with no psychoactive high. Totally relaxes u beyond belief it calms the nerves and brain down totally. I can't fucking believe it..

Tincture Andrew its cheaper to buy it in that form than to buy buds off the street. Let the lab techs do their work for u.

I wonder y lots of peeps say accept it?? They must not have a severe case like the first time when I received it.. I had some visuals, tinnitus and dr/dp but it was nothing compared to now.. Dam I hope I can find something on this site that works for me...

I didn't go and see my family this Christmas for the first time I actually made up a philosophical excuse which later I found buzzar. I thought to myself "This isn't me? I like to socialize, I haven't seen my brother in two years" I don't understand y I'm holding out on this gathering? Then I began to think a little bit deeper as I started to drift off asleep from semi-conscience to r.e.m. and had a vision not to be mistaken for a visual. The vision entitled me laughing with my family at my parents house then glancing at the lit up Christmas tree then looking at the white wall and not seeing the after image on it. So I repeated it over and over again there was still no intense blue or purple images on the wall that had been typical for 24 years of my life now. I instantly felt a feeling of relief where chains have been stripped from my body followed by a lightening bolt of happiness that electrified through my whole body. I swear I felt like I could move mountains the energy had no interference of fatigue just clarity. I never felt deranged into derealization or depersonalization what so ever it was pure genuine normality. I fucking truly felt it what a feeling and ironically enough being normal again would be my high now in regards to the status of my frame of mind currently. I snapped out of my vision from the loud barks of my dogs, dam I was so upset I finally got a release a true escape while a tear of joy rolled down my cheek. Talk about a temporarily taste of ultimate ecstasy that I just could not spit out. I literally could have died in that moment of amazing tranquility let me tell u that if anything. I started to wonder how did that happen? Y didn't I see or feel the symptoms of hppd in my vision or dream?? It was kind of odd to think that to say the least. After dwelling on it momentarily I proceeded to think dreams are not reality like when I had the most memorable one when I was twelve years old that I still remember to this day. It consisted of me fishing on my front lawn while hooking into a fish who tail walked to the sidewalk while hopping on my bike and riding away on it. I ran after it screaming "Give me my bike back now" I woke reciting the dream back in my head and laughing thinking that was crazy. So thinking about my vision or dream now it appears that normalization is the dream of non reality like the fish who stole my bike when I was twelve. That is fucking ludicrous!!!

A fucking cure... Which does not seem to be the focus in our reality so that's y we are floating in derealization unfortunately.. H.p.p.d24years going on 25.

We do need to step up as a whole internationally there is h.p.p.d. Suffers in every State, Country and Province. This is a sickness that truly affects the quality of life and should not be ignored. The exposure will definitely be a surplus for the disorder. It needs and deserves the attention of solution like schizophrenia it is torching to say the least. Some cases to the point of people taking their own lives so that is severe and should be honored in the most deepest respect..

Hope is a ponder into the good of something while aiming into a positive outcome or result. The problem with that is by the time u see a psych-doctor or neurologist they tell u what ur problem is (which u already know) they don't give u the antidote but possibly conventional medicine that doesn't take anything away completely (they've been doing this since the sixties) love the progression of repeat. Then they get paid for the same rhetorical spin on each decade of hppd disorder. What a fucking joke.. That's like going to a mechanic to fix ur car, he tells u what's wrong with it, but doesn't FIX it, then bills u for it, that's more insane than the disorder the even more cracked out crazier thing of it is we accept the process and pay.. Like when I seen my ear specialist for tinnitus he told me there was nothing he could do.. Then y is he getting paid?? He's not doing his job.. These professionals are to complacent about doing nothing in regards to fixing it while receiving a standing ovation for no solutions. In regards to answering ur question about doing drugs after the known affect of something wrong with me but did not know of the diagnosis? I did not do drugs because they retriggered the previous bad trip from the magic mushroom laced with acid I took 24 years ago. I do not take drugs now either. I did consume alcohol though it actually took it away and it was my only escape.. I stopped that because I was becoming an alcoholic so it was kind of a catch 22 for me. Alcohol did not make me paranoid and it took away my visuals completely as well as my dp/dr. My ear ringing was amplified when I went to bed that was about it. H.p.p.d24years and going on 25.

U kno Sam ur not the only one feeling discombobulated in discomfort in the month of family get togethers feathered by the good holly book. I feel great apathy for u in regards to ur confidante breaking bad from u just before Christmas that is absolutely horrific. From an exterior point of view u seem like a good person and from an interior point of view I'd like to raise my glass in recognition that u will overcome this and smile once again my first sought friend.. There is other people knowing that u can trust or count on in this wacky wild kool-aid style type of world we cost in. Seek and u will find lots of love dude.. Cheers!!! Hppd24years strong and still thinking I'm going crazy..

Dylan, I haven't heard of anyone curing themselves of the visuals completely either?? If u don't mind me asking what were ur visuals and how did u cure urself?? I have had this miracle from god for over 24 years now!!! Praise the good Lord and Hallelujah!! Amen!! (Jokes)

Smoking weed or getting high off any THC I would never do, weed is probably the scariest drug to me now lol. But eating it wouldn't get you high. I am not talking about making a oil or butter just eating raw plant material. Andrew its not T.h.c. U do not get high off the C.b.d's what so ever.. C.b.d. Is a nonsychoactive element it does not carry any psycho active properties of Tetrahydrocannabidols. It is the complete opposite of T.h.c. to be specifically accurate and exact. C.b.d's are the soul carrier of comfort, relaxation, functional and no panic or anxiety episodes.. It also cures various different cancers. T.h.c. is the catalyst for psychoactive intoxication which we don't want for obvious reasons. U can probably remember when weed worked with u before u became a host to h.p.p.d. Unfortunately?? If u do remember when u felt that relaxed feeling that was the C.b.d. affect now on the other hand when u were paranoid thinking "cops are coming, get down and hide, I have to get out of here fuuuuuuck" that's the t.h.c. psychoactive high...

Interesting to say the least.. There is a differential between tetrahydrocannabidols (t.h.c.) and Cannibidiols (c.b.d's) vastly. T.h.c. is responsible for the psycho-active high and the C.b.d's are the complete opposite with healing elements for extreme anxiety, panic attacks, depression and even cancer.. My order is coming in the mail soon I now a few peeps with bad anxiety, panic attacks, PTSD, and depression who say it completely relaxes them which allows them to function and feel like they did before without acknowledging or thinking of their disorders.

Like I said before as soon as there is enough peeps in the world with this disorder it will at tracked the drug companies and the pharmaceutical to invest in a day to day pill regiment for lucrative matters. We will all be a customer not a cure. H.p.p.d.24years and still kicking, 25th anniversary and can't wait for what's in store for me in regards to escalation. (pick me Herc)

I think the catch phrase should realistically say "MOST H.P.P.D. SUFFERS SEEK FOR SALVATION" in the first couple of weeks after debunking the belief of Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny from the original person who wrote it. Thanks man!!!

I hope we are not all Destin to die into eternal shut eye. Unfortunately we are told to believe it will all go away, just ignore it, accept it, take a few vitamins, exercise, nootropics, supplements, pharmas, benzo's from all kinds of philosophical theorists. I believe this is not a fictitious fairytale world that will cure up through these alleged antidotes. I personally know we need to take this seriously and our counterparts, doctors, psychologist, neurologists and ultimately ourselves need to get a clear crystallized concept of how this affects us on a personal, emotional and spiritual level. Lets understand that this is not normal to our mental state in any way shape or form or acceptable by the intoxication of psychedelic and chemical residues. There is an obvious imperfection in the kick start portion of the brain to convert back the controls of audio/visual functionalities to maintain normalization by array of side affects from the disposition of these horrible drugs consumed by us. These mind alterations are so overwhelming its like an echo affect off our visual stimulus, audio stimulus, personification stimulus, reality stimulus and self-actualization stimulus. I feel there is an impairment in the frontal cortex above the brainstem in the region where the pituitary gland and hypothalamus work together simultaneously. The hypothalamus is responsible for linking the nervous system endocrine system which notices natural ever day things like objects, light, shadows, shades, tones and sounds as well as body temperature, thirst, fatigue and sleep while filtering out the less significant things to the more important ones. l feel sometimes I'm over analyzing every fractal portion of blue, red, orange spectrum of light relayed by my optical nerve to the visual cortex which distorts my perception of over visual stimulus fumbled by my hypothalamus. The sense of sight is over exaggerated beyond my human mental horizon. This is where I get tracers, trails, streamers, visual snow, hallelujah halos, ghostly glows and a whole lot more in the field of my vision. I don't think u want me to get into "Tinnitus of Tinnitusation" I will next time simplify my post on this thread or others.. CHEERS H.P.P.D.24YEARS and still suffering...

Hey guys I'm 24 years in on this disorder and still buzz in on this 24/7 magical ride of audio, visual, perpetual, emotional, escalation, ratification, Hallucinations, tinnitusation, clusteration and the list of profound progression goes on and on ladies and gentlemen!!! H.p.p.d. is a total mind fuck.. Trust..

If u have anxiety and panic attacks try c.b.d's it works totally natural brasky. Its not psychoactive either. It is a tincture application that u put under ur tongue and it works.. Trust..

Things on this subject are just starting to scratch the surface.. Its about that absolute time for awareness, forms of communication, debate, understanding, acceptance, direction, decisions, participation, friendships, education and ultimately cures or functional living. I hope this is the seed ready to blossom into an amazing experience of expectation as a whole with the numbers to sustain it....

Crazy shit man.. Are u still doing it or did u quit

Yes I can say I have. It feels like our mind is a little behind our sight.. So when u are conscientiously looking at something close then fast shift away to far distance it takes a little longer for it to register to the brain (time gap) then the brain picks it up. U do recognize the the short time gap from normal recognition of instantaneous vision registry which sucks unfortunately. I truly believe that certain delicate parts of our brains haven't healed yet (from the mind alternating drugs) which makes us very venerable to mental relapses from certain meds, sounds, sight, feelings, (anxiety, depression, dp/dr) that partially retrigger the bad trip or situation we had.

Just read ur post now and man can I relate to all ur symptoms.. How long have u had this disorder for? Do u have it 24/7 or just periodically? I'll trade u my tinnitus for ur peripheral movement ehh?? Lol let me know.. That would be dam kool if we could do that eh??

U went to hell in a hand basket niccceee!!! Black spaces can be really dam trippy eh?? Did u shake hands with the devil too?? Ur trip consisted of u laying down in a catatonic state of mind with a touch of rationale? (concluding u were going to hell) that's distinguished or what? Lol.. If a next time hopefully it will be heaven;O)