hppd24years

disguyhere, I hear yeah, this shit is torturous for sure and no doctors really kno about it where I'm from. U can add a zero on the end of ur 2+ in the game quote for me. I've never taken any pharmas for it either. Anyways good luck in finding some tranquility in the transformation of rebuttalment because that's about all this defecation is. Take good care of urself and others!!:-S:-()(:;]):*_*('o')⌒.⌒O_O

Hey, I have the same thing I get it from the t.v. My cell phone and the orange lines on the road. Its like seeing through watery eyes or the object u are looking at is being stretched out to duplication. How long have u had h.p.p.d?? I'm not taking anything for mine yet but I will be soon. I have had this disorder for 24 years now. I'm waiting for my c.b.d. tincture its all natural and cripples anxiety, panic attacks, and visuals.

Visual, I have never been on meds of any sort.. I dealt with it by drinking alcohol but then I became a alcoholic which made it a ironic catch 22.. I'm venturing into a special tincture loaded with c.b.d's (Cannabidials) which is a natural element that paralyzes u with relaxation and settlement. We all have Endo- Cannabidials in us naturally, they fight off diseases/disorders and even cancers. Things happen to us that suppress these natural biological weapons we have in our bodies to fight off o whole array of negative problems including anxiety, panic attacks, and P.T.S.D. It is nonsychoactive as well.

Andrewcb Y the hell are u doing blow for?? God knows what they are cutting it with by the time it gets to u?? If u have h.p.p.d. and a child this isn't the appropriate way of dealing with it. Try to make the right choice for ur future next time.. That's crazy dude..

Alot of philosophical nonsense in regards to the cure for this disorder everyone seems to think they have a birds I view of the rectification on this subject. Persistence?? in terms of duration? Hey as long as the persistant disturbances are behind our eye sight that's what matters to me. I have had this for 24 years and I ain't going to sugar coat it. There needs to be scientific research with physical people unfortunately there is no lab rats that I'm aware of that have h.p.p.d. Lol. Conventional drugs u are just a customer not a cure.. (u buy meds every month) I'm not sure if h.p.p.d. Falls under mental health but dam it really makes me wonder sometimes. I feel all u really can do is remain optimistic practice law of attraction and believe OR one day there might be enough peeps with this disorder to create a market for the pharmaceutical and drug companies to make a pill u have to take for the rest of ur lives!!! How would that be for our salvation?? Take good care of ourselves and others..

I hear yeah with the tinnitus brother.. I hear it even in normal sounds too. Never did before because it would get blocked out..

Shrooms were the whole reason my mind got into this mess.. I don't know why my body reacted the way it did on them. It was actually shrooms laced with l.s.d. a combination that I could not unlock to this day. Seems like I'm the only dude that got tinnitus with it.. Every testimonial written speech I read on here there never seems to be a mentioning of it. I'm constantly wondering if we are still tripping and the shit hasn't ran out of our bodies yet. I have lots of friends that took acid, shrooms, masculine, and they are as good as gold. Why are we seeing trails, tracers, afterimages, visual snow, static vision, a strong sensitivity to light, tinnitus, bursting stars, flashing colors when eyes are open or closed, dp/dr, oral headaches, foggy forgetfulness, a sense of dream state, depression, anxiety attacks, panic disorder, PTSD, this all comes from shrooms laced with l.s.d.???? Quiet the mind fuck if u asked me!! I know when I use to drink in my teens, twenties and thirties it was my only escape and I felt normal for days after like no symptoms at all including visuals when I was drinking. I had minor visuals though in the first place with barely any dr/dp but I had tinnitus. Strangely enough it all got worse as I got older which is crazy I have not smoked weed or any psychedelic drugs what so ever in 24 years. Another mind fuck I just want to wake up from all of this.. I have never appreciated the word NORMAL so much as well as being it once before. I just wish it would come back to me I have fanticised about it like winning the lottery its been a long 24 years I guess..

I found when light became bright I felt like a Gremlin from the movie Gremlins. I was super sensitive to it then the after images came kind of like if you look at I bright light and look away u will see the image of the light where ever you look naturally. Now i can get tracers, trails, after images from not so bright objects to other people and when I remember when my vision was normal. So if we could figure out how to make our eyes not so super light sensitive that could be a good and final step of getting rid of the visuals logically. Fuck the drugs dam with the ignoring it so it can possibly PROCEED TO PROGRESS into something worse like thee 24 years of h.p.p.d. lucky me. I'm not a optometrist or anything of that nature but i do know there is cones and rods in the eye that control high levels of light exposures then transfers it to the optic nerve then to the brain. I feel there is something wrong with something in that zone or area which is screwed up or damaged could be a nerve or a muscle that relays light and desensitizes it so its not so bright and therefore there is no reflex and no afterimage, trail, or tracers. Maybe we need to study the eyes and brain as a whole its more on a personal basis to us take the responsibility in our own hands not put it in others who really can't relate. We have a strong nucleus here of determined people sometimes it takes a army to win a war. Screw riding the wave of no cure and becoming a customer of pharmaceutical and conventional misfits. U'd be surprised at what a thousand minds can do on the same subject. I'm just sick of hearing the same regurgitation of other peeps experiences followed by pure defecations in terms of real cures and solutions. We need more Cheefs and less Indians my friends u never know one of us could come up with the cure or a concoction in assisting to a cure. Good luck peeps and try to be original and a creator if u can. H.p.p.d.24years over and out.

Hi floydian1974 welcome to the wonderful world of aids!! Just kidding my friend ur going to have to have a good sense of humor to roll with the punches of h.p.p.d. trust. Who really knows how long ur going to have it for? I'm 24 years long with it and still surviving like an almost endangered species my friend of a first time tripper on acid. I'm very sympathetic towards ur experience but just wait it out for awhile and see if ur body deals with it and hopefully it does. If it don't there is tons of options on here to try just browse around. Take good care of urself and others.

Sounds like the start of h.p.p.d thenighwatch.. I mean the correlation between ur acid trip then the main symptoms of the disorder of h.p.p.d. to coincidental to me my friend. Ironically enough it the disorder usually comes after the first trip of l.s.d. or magic mushrooms it is based on the first intoxication from research studies I have personally read. Did u have a bad trip on ur first experience with the one hit of acid u consumed?? I ate magic mushrooms laced with acid it was my first experience I was like almost 16 years old. I left my body I was about ten feet up from my head looking down at myself. I suddenly got slammed back into my body it was a little freaky but I rolled with it. Then my hearing went insanely acute and my reality was completely distorted and out of this world. My heart pounded out of my chest and I was incredibly dehydrated I couldn't stop drinking water. I remember going back outside because I couldn't stay where I was at the world was deranged and I was attached to it. I heard weird prehistoric noises the sky went blood red like lava from a volcano and out of 80 foot trees came out a fucking T-Rex that was so real I couldn't say to myself"h.p.p.d.24years ur only tripping its all kool trust" my heart was beating out of my chest and this fucking thing was chasing me it was always just at the back of my neck I couldn't get any further from the dam dinosaur. I could literally feel the heat from the throth of its mouth it never bit me though lol. Anyways I guess I ran to exhaustion and woke up in the hospital the doctor told me my heart smashed records for the most beats in a minute. I always wondered why a dinosaur my mom said I had a fascination with them and I always wanted to watch Godzilla movies when I was a little kid. Crazy shit..

Hopefully u are okay..

I honestly feel it depends on the degree of this disorder. Like when ur seeing tracers, shimmering, trails, afterimages, that can't be fixed that drives someone crazy and clinicly depressed.. Its hard to concentrate on doing things with all these disturbances going on. When I was young my h.p.p.d. Was not that bad I did not have the visuals like I do now nor the degree of tinnitus. I'm shakn up bad and can't take much more of this. My head is spinning nerves are shot body feels its shutting down. I'm bothered by the fact that the professionals tell u what's going on but no solutions or cures for h.p.p.d. Love the philosophical theories and all but man I want to feel some sort of rest or comfort. I hate this feeling of anxiety and dp/dr episodes. I hope things Mr.50's be thankful u can function enough to finish school and do something with ur life. Try to be greatful at the stage u are in with this disorder which u are able to concentrate in school and succeed. Enjoy and take advantage of this special time u are in and run with it because u never know when it could be sniped..

I don't know if ur around 1974?? Or if u seen my reply??

Well, well, well, I've had this wonderful gift for 24 long years of fun in the sun. U have had it for forty years wow that's a long time I can almost feel u there. What is the severity of ur case and did it progress as u got older? What path of antidotes did you go through to get relief??? Thanks Jamie.

Etard I have never taking medication for this I'm going to try some tincture of c.b.d.'s Cannibidiols its an element found in marijuana that totally relaxes u and heals the mind. We all ready have them in our system they are called endo-Cannibidiols. I let u know how it goes.. Again its natural it doesn't have t.h.c. In it no psychoactive high.

U know I think a lot of peeps and doctors have these feelings mixed up in terms of order. Like I don't get anxiety first then the visuals like after images, visual snow, channel vision, blue squiggly lines, tinnitus, tracers, trails, ect. I get the visual symptoms first and when it gets to be to complexed for my brain THEN the anxiety kicks in THEN the depression follows and dp/dr on the end note. If I didn't ducking hallucinate every minute I would b okay totally. I personally know this because when I first got this sess pool of diseases (thank u Jesus and praise the lord hallelujah) it was tolerable and I really never got anxiety I had a bit of the visuals here and there with a toast of tinnitus again (praise the lord thank u Jesus hallelujah)I'm obviously being sarcastic in the parentheses typed here. On a serious note it really was okay in my early years of taintment. Contrary to my belief it was when the PROGRESSION of my visual and audio disorders transitioned into immeasurable anxiety and uncontrollable panic that flew through the roof up into the stars around the galaxies and into the black hole just ask Buck Rogers in the movie Battle Star of Galatica. Thanks man!! Anyways Um SHAMAN there is a tincture loaded with Cannabidiols that are non-psychoactive that is completely organic and holistic. I'm venturing into this within the next week. I feel its safe because we all ready have Endo-Cannibidiols in us that fight off diseases and disorders just some E.c.b.d's are locked up inside of us and can't correct our imbalances so the infusion of these c.b.d's will assist in the correction of anxiety and panic as well as P.T.S.D. and hopefully H.P.P.D. I will post my results positive or negative on here for those who are concerned. I've been battling this gift for 24 years and still counting. To afraid of the pharmaceutical conventional drugs don't trust the F.D.A.

U know I think a lot of peeps and doctors have these feelings mixed up in terms of order. Like I don't get anxiety first then the visuals like after images, visual snow, channel vision, blue squiggly lines, tinnitus, tracers, trails, ect. I get the visual symptoms first and when it gets to be to complexed for my brain THEN the anxiety kicks in THEN the depression follows and dp/dr on the end note. If I didn't ducking hallucinate every minute I would b okay totally. I personally know this because when I first got this sess pool of diseases (thank u Jesus and praise the lord hallelujah) it was tolerable and I really never got anxiety I had a bit of the visuals here and there with a toast of tinnitus again (praise the lord thank u Jesus hallelujah)I'm obviously being sarcastic in the parentheses typed here. On a serious note it really was okay in my early years of taintment. Contrary to my belief it was when the PROGRESSION of my visual and audio disorders transitioned into immeasurable anxiety and uncontrollable panic that flew through the roof up into the stars around the galaxies and into the black hole just ask Buck Rogers in the movie Battle Star of Galatica. Thanks man!! Anyways Um SHAMAN there is a tincture loaded with Cannabidiols that are non-psychoactive that is completely organic and holistic. I'm venturing into this within the next week. I feel its safe because we all ready have Endo-Cannibidiols in us that fight off diseases and disorders just some E.c.b.d's are locked up inside of us and can't correct our imbalances so the infusion of these c.b.d's will assist in the correction of anxiety and panic as well as P.T.S.D. and hopefully H.P.P.D. I will post my results positive or negative on here for those who are concerned. I've been battling this gift for 24 years and still counting. To afraid of the pharmaceutical conventional drugs don't trust the F.D.A. at this present moment.

Etardnow and wooshka, yes I have had ringing, pitching in my ears since I was 16 years old I am now 40. The ringing is so loud it wakes me up in the middle of the night then I'm running around in a panic/anxiety mega panic mode. I have figured out triggers like the t.v. is one humming noises like a fridge ect. It feels like I have acute hearing as well as a feeling of my ears being full I'm constantly cracking them with a type of yawning physical method. It wasn't this bad when I first got it though I've been to specialist but they all have the same answers"can't do nothing about it sorry" not to much sympathy from these guys unfortunately. Over the years it did subside drastically but then it came back blasting out on the rector scale like 90 decibels. I guess from the combination of shrooms laced with acid had a dual impact on my audio and visual simultaneously. I'm so lucky to achieve this h.p.p.d. I ask myself does it get any better from this point?? I have never taken any conventional drugs for it just alcohol it relaxes me for some strange reason. I can't smoke marijuana cause it makes me feel extremely paranoid and like I have schizophrenia or something. There is a tincture mix of c.b.d's (cannabidiols)which do not have t.h.c (tetrahydrocannabidols)in it which does not give u the psycho-active high. It is natural holistic medication that takes away anxiety and PTSD. I'm going to order it tomorrow and see how it works.

This discussion of this disorder is so rough on the brain. I see trails and tracers from the moment I crack my eyed to the moment I shut them. My ears ring as well as pitch all day long and I'm suppose to remain optimistic and positive?? I don't even remember how to relax or get in a settle state of mind. I use to have a mild case of this miracle sent from god and now he won't take his foot out of my ass and it has progressed beyond any buddies human mental horizon. Lucky me.. I wish I would have won the lottery instead of this I think I'd have better odds. The rarity of this disorder is in the millions. Duck me..

Mr.50's when u say visuals on a 4 to 5 scale could u describe in detail or definition of this phenomenon u see physically? I'm just trying to get a scope on mine in comparison to urs. I can tell u this my trails, tracers, morphing, light stretching and channel vision has escalated beyond a 10 rated scale. I haven't found anything that works naturally yet. Like if u have a complete mild case then maybe the concoction u made up works for u but not me.. Let me kno please.

Hey Dante, I felt the exact same way u feel like it's a piece of u and them together in a harmonious setting evaporating right before ur eyes. Unfortunately it doesn't work for u no more. Its a hard mother fucker to swallow because of the unity between u and ur friends in the moment. Just make ur stand and don't be insecure about it ur SANITY is worth it (trust) and if they are real friends they will understand there is nothing to be ashamed about. Then when u make ur stand and maintain it u will feel ur self actualization. My H.P.P.D. is like pressing the hyperspace bottom where u don't want to be so stop the stimulators now before its to late. It's not a game and I guarantee anyone one on here who has a severe case of this disorder would give anything to be at the stage where u are at. Trust. Make the right choice..

Alisa, I have the same symptoms as you. Its virtually impossible to function in life do u see tracers off ur t.v. In dim lighting and stretched light from the t.v. or car lights, street lights?? I haven't heard that or read it on this site yet, I read a lot of this visual snow dam I would exchange or trade anyone any day with what I have. Trust.. What about tinnitus??

My ears ring every night I pick up sounds that I never use to. I get hi pitches in my ears that drive me nuts. I find the t.v, fridge and other buzzing objects trigger it. My ears feel full I'm always yawning to crack or pop them for comfort. Is there any cure or remedy about this??

I'm hoping for success in wondering about the severity of my hppd. Does or did anyone get stretching lines like from the t.v. Coming out of it. Kind of like when ur driving in the rain and the light from a street post or another car gets exaggerated by the rain across ur wind shield?? I see after images like crazy from anything remotely bright. I see tracers from cars going by me at night like a fluorescent blue color. I have ringing in my ears or head can't differentiate which one. My hearing is acute where I pick up every tone or frequency. Dp/dr its crazy.. I first got this when I was 16 I'm now 41 that's 24 years but I will honesty say it went away for like 4 years where it was totally reduced. Then it worked its way back I never done any drugs either including pot BC it brought back my trip. I did start drinking coffee colors started getting bright again then dp/dr hit the fast forward button and it started getting worse then when I first got it. I didn't think coffee was the culprit so I drank it for 8 years shit got compounded over the years til I couldn't stop trying to figure shit out. Needless to say I stopped drinking it but things haven't changed I unfortunately feel stuck in destitute of distillation. I practice law of attraction in the remembrance of clear crystallization in conscious. Hopefully I will become obscured from these clouds.

I'm hoping for success in wondering about the severity of my hppd. Does or did anyone get stretching lines like from the t.v. Coming out of it. Kind of like when ur driving in the rain and the light from a street post or another car gets exaggerated by the rain across ur wind shield?? I see after images like crazy from anything remotely bright. I see tracers from cars going by me at night like a fluorescent blue color. I have ringing in my ears or head can't differentiate which one. My hearing is acute where I pick up every tone or frequency. Dp/dr its crazy.. I first got this when I was 16 I'm now 41 that's 24 years but I will honesty say it went away for like 4 years where it was totally reduced. Then it worked its way back I never done any drugs either including pot BC it brought back my trip. I did start drinking coffee colors started getting bright again then dp/dr hit the fast forward button and it started getting worse then when I first got it. I didn't think coffee was the culprit so I drank it for 8 years shit got compounded over the years til I couldn't stop trying to figure shit out. Needless to say I stopped drinking it but things haven't changed I unfortunately feel stuck in destitute of distillation. I practice law of attraction in the remembrance of clear crystallization in conscious. Hopefully I will become obscured from these clouds.