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  1. This is the most dangerous thing to think. I have made my HPPD so much worse by taking relatively small amounts of mdma and ketamine when I thought there is no way i can make my hppd worse... There is ALWAYS another level.
  2. I can't even Imagine fully recovering, then risking it all for a bit of weed. There are easier ways to reduce stress... Take up a hobby, exercise etc If you are serious about using weed to de-stress and not just an excuse to basically say "i want to get a high again"... then at least try a CBD only strain.
  3. I can only speak for myself... But i was a very optimist, outgoing person with no thoughts about my health at all before hppd.
  4. It's possible.. I've never heard of someone on here only having closed eye visuals without the normal visuals.. But it certainly seems likely to be drug related, so would likely fit under hppd in some way or another. The CEVs are the one part of my symptoms I can tolerate ok, as I just let them do their thing and try to relax and watch the show. If it is causing you stress though, i think all the advice above, including (especially) meditation could help you.
  5. Yea, it does sounds like hppd. Sounds like you have recovered a great deal, amazing! Floaters are not hppd (and can actually be fixed with surgery), but you will notice them more as you scan your vision for hppd visuals. All I can say is keep doing what you are doing... Avoid drugs (of course), minimise any alcohol, eat well and exercise. Avoid undue stress wherever possible. All the best, Jay
  6. Sounds like most of your issues are coming from the meds... I would taper down and just live a totally clean life for a while, get to understand your illness, see what makes you worse/better, try to de-stress etc Remember, saying no to a doctor is your absolute right.
  7. I'm sure there are some links between hppd and seizures, but you'll probably never know which caused which, so better to focus on recovery now. Stay sober, get healthy etc (i know this isn't much of an answer!)
  8. I've been trying a choline/inositol combo for 2 weeks... no noticeable difference, for better or worse.
  9. I'm never planning to sell for $/£, just keep until it's worthless or i can use it to buy things in the real world.
  10. haha, yea... been an interesting month, for sure!
  11. Nah, i don't think you have hppd. Like you say, the spikes are astigmatism, which is fairly common. I don't think it's a bad idea to limit your drinking and smoking for a while though anyway... I think the idea of hppd is gonna play on your mind every time you smoke, so probably not worth that added anxiety/stress.
  12. Welcome back! Sorry to hear you are still struggling... How is life in general?
  13. Can't remember tbh, I imagine i just read a post on here!
  14. Just ordered a years worth, i'll report back.
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