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hppd24years

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  1. Seeing after images trails,tracers and tinnitus beyond belief.. I feel the progression of this disorder to me is bothering some with tones of exasperation. I have had this for 24 years now constantly. I actually thought I was the only one in the world with it until 2 months ago. It was tolerable in my teens, twenties, thirties, each decade seems to have worsen. I'm in my forties now and strongly searching for a cure or coping mechanisms im not on any prescriptions, convectional medicines or drugs. I think I have a severe case of it because mine is every day seven days a week and 365 days a year. Anyone have any suggestions for the antidotes and coping techniques??
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    help me!

    Does anyone have tinnitus with their hppd??
  3. I had to stop because it intensified my after images/tracers and tinnitus. Dam they are bad enough without stimulates. I've had this disease of distortions for 24 long years. when I first got it it was a walk in the park in comparison to what it is now. Is there any antidote that keeps ur sanity known and proven out there on the horizon???
  4. I had to stop because it intensified my after images/tracers and tinnitus. Dam they are bad enough without stimulates. I've had this disease of distortions for 24 long years. when I first got it it was a walk in the park in comparison to what it is now. Is there any antidote that keeps ur sanity known and proven out there on the horizon???
  5. Well I hope u don't have what I got at least for the duration. I'm 40 years old and I fell victim to this disease when I was 16 years old. I took magic mushrooms laced with acid (7-9 grams) I never had a clue to what was going to happen to me after that intoxication. My heart was smashing through my chest sight and sound was completely messed up I had an out of body experience and was looking down at myself from like 20 feet in the air. I had anxiety at an immeasurable rate followed by derealization and depersonalization which was the whole trip. I didn't come down for three days I still didn't feel right kind of like a residue after affect I couldn't recognize peoples voices they sounded different my ears started ringing every night and the birth of bright lights, after images, tinnitus, trails, tracers, anxiety, depression, and it has intensified over the years. I used alcohol to help me cope I noticed when I was drinking it never affected me this was my shield for years but when I sobered up it was back again. I started drinking coffee 10 years ago then I noticed it started to progress worse with the visuals and anxiety. I finally figured out it was the caffeine being the catalyst to the problem. I've been tortured by these horrible distortions for 24 years now. I feel its the intensity of lights even though its not reality (they are not that bright) they help or assist the after images, trails, and traces. Like right now I'm in a low lit up room typing this message from my lit up phone. when I look away from it I see the perimeter of the phone in blue color on the wall or wherever I look at. It wasn't this bad 10 years ago this would not have happened in this setting it has gotten worse unfortunately. I don't think anyone has it as bad as me to be honest. Stay away from street drugs especially psychedelic drugs. Trust.
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