Today, i went to see my neuro.
We went through the usual.... talked meds etc.... I told him i was done experimenting... I'll take my klonpins and phenobartital, when the occasion is required... otherwise i will battle through. I told him i don't think there is any pharmaceutical cure.
Maybe out of this chat, he could sense my frustration and told me that in Lisbon, they are on the cutting edge of treating epilepsy with brain surgery. He is positive there is a link with my problem and that the right area could potentially be targeted and treated (i would have to do weeks in hospital prior.... MRI, qEEG etc).
Obviously, this would take a huge amount of thinking... weighing up the pros and cons. As of now, it is just the seed of an idea and he has to chat with other neuros and also find out is i am eligible for paid treatment (as a non Portuguese resident).
If they found the right area to target.... Would you guys do it? Have any of your neuros ever even considered the option?
Bearing in mind that I have had this for 17 or so years, all of my adult life.... I think i would probably take the risk.... I think the weeks in MRIs, qEEGs etc actually scares me more.