morbide
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Natrual Body Building / Fitness
morbide replied to must-be-a-way-to-heal's topic in Community Open Space
Last year i was pretty buff, low % of bf and weighing about 95 kilos, then i quit going to the gym for quite a while but now i'm back on the track! And must-be-a-hell-you've-got-a-long-name, it sounds like you are living the dream! -
Hello Mike! Really good to hear that you are hppd-free and how old are you now since you were 17 when you got it?
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Haha in the beginning i never ate outside my own house, i was so sure that 'they' had laced all the food with acid, 4-ho-met or whatever I'm still pretty paranoid...
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Maybe i'll start with 'snus', a swedish tobacco product which is basically tobacco in a tiny bag that you have under your lip. Much more nicotine than in cigs so maybe that can be a reliever?
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If i don't smoke for a day my visuals go crazy
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You deserve a beer
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I'm drinking tonight i don't give a flying fuck, fuck hppd, hppd can suck my balls
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We all hope to get normal but for each day it feels like my hope diminishes more and more
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I'll get a tortoise, a symbol for endurance and strength.
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I don't think that i'll ever accept my condition, sometimes i feel like this is just a 'test' by like 'god' or something, and i'm not religious at all but i always try to find my own answers to things... And they're all stupid
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As i told mandy on fb, i need to fucking bungee -jump or climb mountains without safety equipment just for adrenaline!
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I took a course in java and c+, too lazy to follow it up though What app have you designed?
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Hey Ben, good to have you! Although hearing about longtimers diminishes my hope of ever being cured... If i'll have this for a couple of years i might as well join the army and die for a cause i believe in.
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Dubstep is like this: wubwubwub skrillex wubwubwub
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Out with it nepu
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Has anyone tried Sibelium (Flunarizine)?
morbide replied to Ghormeh Sabzi's topic in Medications & Other Treatments
Does this have any other name? Might talk to my doc about it. -
I once downed 1,5l tequila, wasn't pretty...
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Exercise, get good sleep and eat well. Don't dwell on your symtoms either, it will pass so don't worry! Also reasearch is actively being made so hopefully we'll have a cure in the future. Welcome to the forum by the way!
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Those dots wont stop moving
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Yeah but only for a few seconds at a time.
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I smoke maybe a pack a day, it eases my symtoms while the nicotine is active.
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I think that seeing things in visual snow also is very natural, one of our brain's main assignments is to find patterns, both in events and in what we see. Douchebrain.
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I like the thoughts behind the paintings, like Kazimir Malevitj's painting which would've been a religious motive but he said that no religion is right for everyone so he painted a black square. Simple yet amazing.
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I have it when i stand up from a chair or when i'm training, looks like bloodvessels with cells flowing trough them. Actually i've read about seeing bloodvessels so it's nothing to worry about. I have really read eyes, and when i look in the mirror it looks like bloodvessels are going past my pupils... By the way does anyones pupils dilate and contract (wrong word) constantly? I'm pretty worried about that
