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Friends and family, friends know it's drugrelated, told parents it might be becouse of a stressful period in my life that occured when i really got hppd. (Also i tell them there are many people with it and i refered them to thosewithvisualsnow.yuku.com becouse the people there seem to have the exact same visuals and dp/dr, most of them also got it during a stressful period of time.) I've also told my parents that if this doesn't pass in years they better follow me to the doctor and force them to give me keppra or whatever.

Don't has, add my facebook, it's in my signature

Haha it took me weeks to figure out what that black square was, thought i was going blind

From the looks of it, you don't have hppd, maybe panic syndrome or GAD (general anxiety disorder) as they can be triggered by drugs. Just go easy on the drugs and mybe see a shrink if this doesn't go away

Yes and afterimages are imo my worst symtom atm, if i read something on a paper the text is still there if i look on a wall and it's there for about 5 minutes. I accidentally looked at the sun today (big nono for me) and i had a black dot in my vision for 30 minutes...

I'm glad text doesn't move for me, i love to read

Edit: double post.

I get that 24/7, when i stare at my bathroom carpet e.g it moves and warps like hell, same with the ground outside but for as long as peoples faces keep intact i'm relaxed Alcohol makes my visuals worse while i'm drunk but i have no anxiety, the day after my anxiety is pretty high but visuals are ok. And since i don't have dp or dr i don't know how alcohol affects it but there is a thread about alcohols effects already

Yea atarax (hydroxyzine) it's an anthihistamine and it should be very easy to get

Same here, if not for the support from members on this site i would've gone to a mental hospital and forced them to take me in.

I have said this a few times but you should really go to the doctors and ask for a medecine for your anxiety, not benzos though!

This is really interesting Nepu, i love that you are putting in such effort in researching alternative theories! It would be awesome if Kozin could write his opinions of different theories

Centralstimulants can aggrevate symtoms, if you don't really need ritalin then lay it off :/

Just stay strong Passion, do things you have passion for! (Briljerar med svensk dryg humor :3) I am also feeling really depressed now and then, but for that i'm going through kbt which really helps! You should really see a shrink (If you haven't done that already) and just get it all out, they might not understand hppd but they do understand deppression and anxiety. And the 2D part i can really relate to, i had that a while back but i kept my self really occupied with school and friends and all of a sudden it went away. I think it (depersonalisation) has a REALLY strong connection to anxiety. Right now i have almost no anxiety at all and my visuals are very mild, i feel like i don't have hppd but i do. You still haven't had hppd for quite a time and when i had had it for as long as you have now it was just horrible, it really eases up fast and you will soon experience a habitable bassline of symtoms

Awesome! Doing things you enjoy really eases hppd!

I hope the best for you zukov, good luck!

Your brain won't heal up if you keep smoking dank and/or doing hard drugs like molly or acid. As Boogres said, if you wan't to keep having these symtoms go ahead. I don't want to sound like a preppy faggot but heed my warnings, it's not worth the trip.

How're you doing passion? Lever du

If you mean testo like in aas then i think it's harmless, my friend was on 500mg testo-e for 8 weeks he has hppd and didn't notice any change. Although i wouldn't recommend it.

Pretty fine, no anxiety and mild as hell visuals, happy every day! And you?

God damn it, what is up with all these spammers?

I think of this as well, there is a condition called post traumatic vision syndrome which has symptoms that is like hppd and the cure for that is wearing sunglasses for a long time so the brain as you say, rehabilitates.

For me the straight opposite helps haha

Maybe metalheads are always free from dp/dr prior to headbanging all day long