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When i get home i'll post a pic of me after i gott in a fight drunk as hell

Then me My visual snow is improving every day, after images and halos are still bad though.

No i dont want to work with economy, as soon as my hppd eases i'll join the army

Well you can make easy money out of modern art, paint a dot and call it the complexity of the human instinct att get one godzillion dollars for it. Maybe i'll try that... I fancy classic art While i need like 5 more years of full time study to get a job involving economy

But honestly, is college like in the movies? like party all the time, beer pong and stuff like that? Always wondered

Haha my grades are pathetic ;D well economy is kinda dull but at least it's logical. I've always wanted to study art, i love drawing and painting

I guess it's like high school for you guys, it's really big here in sweden to graduate from that I studied societyscience(directly translated from swedish ) and economics!

I know I have a good sense for alcohol and i'm barely drunk ty for caring though, and i wont fuck myself up

Well thats great I challenged fate today and i've been drinking constantly for 9 hours, no worsening... yet. But you only graduate once in a lifetime!

When i eat much sugar my visuals and anxiety go crazy! Learned my lesson last week, thought it would be permanent

Same here nepu. Alice that seems kind of bad my visual snow is mostly visible in the midday and then it diminishes in the evening.

After a couple of months my visuals are slowly fading to normal, today i saw nearly a clear blue sky! There is hope man, worrying only makes it worse.

Yeah i can't relax when i take sedative pills, first time i took the anxiety reducers i'm on now i read on the package that 1 person out of 100000 experience heart-failure, that freaked me out so much becouse i was so sure i would have a heart attack...

Get a new doctor dude

Get a new doctor dude

Sometimes when i'm watching tv it feels like im watching it through a tv, if you know what i mean.

On the website or in real life? Neither way i can't say that i do

If it doesn't pass you will learn to ignore it, i've had that feeling for 6 months straight and i can still go for a jog without suffocating, it's not dangerous.

Ugh double post, pardon me.

It only comes when my dr kicks in, which it does rarely nowadays thank god.

Or try asking for a miracle pill that cures hppd, leave no stone unturned

Sounds like a stress reaction, stress affects the CNS in the weirdest ways.

I was just looking at the news and it was about a new medecine developed by a swedish nobel-price winner to treat fatigue for ME and stroke patients. It regulates the dopamine levels in the brain. I din't catch the name of the medecine but it was just a mix of letters and numbers. Maybe it could have effect hppd since it affects dopamine levels, any thoughts?

Like a classical panic attack, feeling that i have to throw up, shivers, sweating, super bad anxiety, high pulse, fear and i always want to 'escape' to somewhere safe. I wouldnt call them flashbacks and judging from your experience it sounds like a panic attack, nothing to worry about and keep in mind that it is a fully natural phenomena, it just occurs at the wrong time instead of when it should, like when you are being chased by a lion. It's an ancient reaction that has kept humanity alive for millenias.

Ask for atarax completely harmless, non-addictive and very cheap, i take them almost everytime i get anxious and the effect stays there for long which is nice. I mean you should start with a weak anxietyreducer and not benzos right on