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morbide

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  1. Wow are you really experiencing visuals like those on the bag??
  2. Nope, no restless legs but Yeah it's great that they're non addictive!
  3. Does anyone have any tips for the visual problems? Becouse whithout afterimages and visual static i call cured and these two are tearing my soul apart from the back of my eyes.
  4. 25mg only, it's a tiny effect but it's an effect. Hard to say but suddenly i just realized a reduction of visual snow and it has been on a tolerable level since then.
  5. Atarax or hydroxyzine is an allergy med which also dampens anxiety. Over the counter supplement in most countries and it's cheap.
  6. It's like å rollercoaster of feelings and symtoms this
  7. Oh my god thank you much, a new handbag will cure my hppd, marvelous!!!
  8. Same here gmo and candy, i got hppd after my second use of hallucinogenes and i didn't even like it... Now i can't even drink a few beers whithout it escalating into a trip. Fml.
  9. I have told my parents about my symtoms but not that it's drugrelated. Both my parents have GAD and visual snow though... Kind of makes me think it's inheritable hmmm...
  10. I kind of get these, it's a "mass" which i can't shape with my mind.
  11. I kind of get these, it's a "mass" which i can't shape with my mind.
  12. I feel with you too man! I f you are supposed to vent here well, it just feels so unfair that i got hppd after my second use of hallucinogenes... Whilst many of my friends still do all sorts of drugs whithout any signs what so ever of hppd. I just want to be me again, i barely know how i used to be anymore except i was the really Nice guy with a job, many friends and a loving girlfriend. Noone understands me anymore and it feels so unfair again... Why me or why anyone? I want to be me and get smashed at the bar just waking up the day whithout this damn static everywhere. I want to be able to stay up late whithout having superstrong visuals. I miss the old me... Everyone is noticing my withdrawal behaviour but they can't help, i can't help. I want to join the army and become a officer, but with all the physical and mental pressure that comes with it it's a nogo... Unless i get cured but i will never loose hope. Well that's me, i'm tired of being weak.
  13. Good to hear op! I am also experiencing improving symtoms, mostly becouse i ignore them but now i actually have to look for my vs, usually i saw it everywhere. Other symtoms are also vanishing like dp and dr thank god.
  14. I don't think that any of that would help, the visual problems of hppd due to brain abnormalities and the damage is not in the eye.
  15. Got my hppd after my second trip on ~70mg 4-ho-met, damn rc's...
  16. I'm not a longtimer but when i drink and close my eyes it's like an astraljorney...
  17. Well:ll just have to wait it out i guess, *sigh*...
  18. I get superfreaky cev's when i'm drunk but when i'm sober i get really wierd thoughts when i'm going to sleep, strange mindloops etc...
  19. Maybe a little OT but wouldn't you be able to totally fry your receptors so the brain can make new ones or does the brain create new receptors?
  20. Blast... Well, the research is hopefully going forward!
  21. Antihistamines doesn't affect my hppd in a bad way, it does in fact make my visual snow "thinner"... Or maybe im just fooling myself.
  22. I have noticed more and more allevation during nighttime now, maybe i am on a good track!
  23. Did anyone have visual snow pre-hppd? I remember seeing static on the sky when i was little, maybe hallucinogens've made it worse or maybe i just can't stop dwelling about it...
  24. I experience it rarely when i wake up, got very frightened the first time.
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