Missjess

Yeah it is I've had one before in perth for dp..

Hey well I'm on my second day of anti biotics and I didn't handle them as well as yesterday But still I couldn't handle a drop of tea before coming here so it's still improvement.. I honestly feel like some sort of seizure medication will help I found it by searching for healing ...he doesn't charge for his work but I'm gonna make a post about it once I'm finished with this trip. I may need multiple trips tho but I don't care.

Wow thnx for all that info I will deff be looking to see if Australia has a neuro psychiatrist...and I'd be interested in getting both those scans done too...I gotta find an open minded and genuine person to work with I think

Yeah that rlly sux!! If I drank some alcohol I know I wud get the full blown hppd!! I stopped as soon as I tipped over the edge ! So u had dp for 10 years before u got this shit? I had dp for 7 years before this hit me! ...so nmda and amphetamines triggered ur hppd? Yeah being social with hppd is like trying to walk on water...it is just fuked and is way worse then just typical dp. Have u tried lamictal or keppra? I'm here seeing john of god...it's a spiritual hospital there are many entities here that work thru john of god and heal ppl from all sorts of ailments from physical illnesses to emotional and spiritual. When I walked past him in the line he said he can cure me of hppd and my other issues....I'm just not sure how long it's going to take. After each week or 2 I notice improvement. I can now walk into crowded places without needing ear plugs or without my brain being unable to process everything. I can take antibiotics and some more medications and supplements without getting an awfull reaction so I'm rlly glad I came here! It may have healed my brain enough so I can try lamictal and naltrexone I didn't have the confidence to take them before coming here at all...my brain was totally fuked and super sensitive

Oh yes I'll deff be putting a post up of my progress !!! I rlly hope they can help me. Shit...that sounds awfull I'm lucky I don't have after images and things like that, or see flashing colours etc...I can't believe u were shovelling snow and when u went inside ur eyes were burning and u saw pink!! What the fuk What is a neuro-psychiatrist ?? They sound better then normal psychs! I wonder if Australia has them?? Yup QEEG interests me also...what does a SPECT scan show ? My results came back normal from a regular EEG and of course my psychiatrist told me my brain was totally normal..

Well that's how we all got hppd isn't it? Coz we just never stopped and never listened to the warning signs (I had many overdoses) but my hppd was a complete accident I'm sure u will look after urself now anyway

I'm one of those who cannot take a sip of alcohol I wish I could !! What is life without a cocktail or a nice glass of champagne or wine with dinner !!

It got to the point where it impaired my functioning that was in the last couple of years...I had no emotions, continuous dp and feelings of deadness and lifelessness... Holy fuk!! That fuking sux! How do u sleep at night?? That shit sux ass! Yes well who knows it may be a lengthy process...the brain dysfunction that caused hppd must go deeper then I thought! I guess it starts off with healing the brain so I can handle things again and then mayb the visuals will go I'm not sure,. Well I needed to take them today for a UTI infection....I did not react badly like I usually do to things so that's fkn great...it gives me confidence to try lamictal and possibly naltrexone in small doses

U had a few warning signs why did u not stop weed and LSD !! Don't touch them again! Weed is a classic trigger for dissociation and LSD is a classic trigger for hppd U have a chance to heal if u don't touch drugs again

Aww u poor thing!!! I just read this post today ...I also got a UTI infection today and went to take my anti biotics being shit scared but I'm so lucky I could handle them and didn't react badly!! I think it has to do with the healing I have received whilst being over here in Brazil thank god!! I hope u get better ur hppd sounds worse then mine Xxx

bigpapachakra Yep I had Dpdr for 7 years prior to getting blessed with this shit! Yeah I am great full for the small improvements since being here, I can now take antibiotics without reacting badly too, and my brain feels like it's slowly getting healed but the visuals remain so far...

Shit that's horrible! Have u tried any medication? Has any of ur symptoms lessened over time? It's awfull to think that I could have this for longer then 2-3 months!! What is CEVs?

Thanks for that update! Well mine has not seemed to budge (apart from the minor healing I'm receiving here in Brazil) the more I wake up in this state...the angrier I get it's rlly fuking horrible and frustrating!! I don't touch coffee, tea, alcohol, drugs, cigarette nothing! I just want this horrible visual crap to go away!! Like wtf

So what...every one on here initially got there hppd at some point...and u have had hppd for 1 month aswel. I had dp for 7 years prior to getting hppd from Iboga so don't tell me shit about my condition I know what I have is hppd it certainly is not a mental illness of any kind. Do u know of a mental illness that makes ur surroundings looked mushed together, green tinge vision, visual distortions and funny depth perception, not being able to sense ur body in space or time? Piss off..

About a month now..

I have noticed that I cannot feel any sort of compassion for other ppl, I have become more cold and uncaring because I am just so severely dissociated to an extreme level I just don't even feel like a human being (worse then just dp) I feel completely inhuman....the hppd has cut me off from any sense of self...I just feel like a plant and everything is visually distorted. I am currently waiting on lamictal to try it here while I'm also still here in Brazil getting alternative healing, which is helping very slowly... I am impatient and just want to get back my normal vision and be less dissociated !! List of horrid symptoms: Extreme dissociation & detachment from body and self 1 dimensional expanded consciousness type vision Faint boundaries between objects and environment Head feels like fish bowel Environment has slight green tinge No perception depth Feeling like a plant No awareness of body in time or space Cold & uncaring and sometimes rude to people Constantly feeling like I'm on edge and annoyed at something

Hppd24 years I've had this horror show for a month now...

Severely dissociated and depersonalised Cannot receive any sensory information from ppl or environment Extreme difficulty attaining an orgasim Bcoz I'm severely dissociated Surroundings looking like they have no boundaries Slight green tinge in environment Ppl look weird Not able to sense my body in space or time 1 dimensional/expanded screen type vision Those are the main and most bothering symptoms...I would never choose a long life with any of them and they we terrible and unbearable, yes I can cope temporarily but I can't see myself just coping forever until I die no thank u

Hey there ...hang in there have u considered trying lamictal or keppra? A sweet girl from this forum has posted me out some of her lamictal to try and she has had success with that. I feel the same way u do...rlly struggling to hang in there it's a fuking horror show if nothing works for me I will not be able to continue living like this no fuking way!

Thanks guys I will try my best when I get home

Very wise decision BigPapaChakra !! Things wud go bad especially because u have hppd! What I hate most about hppd is that u can't even drink alcohol anymore or get drunk do u know how shit that is!!!

Hi!! I'm so happy to hear it disappeared after lamictal! Ur the second one who I know has had success with lamictal I'm currently waiting on lamictal to try it for myself What triggered ur hppd? Mine was Iboga

I'm looking for one in either perth Australia or Brisbane/Gold Coast If anyone knows any plz send me details thanks!

Your friend has hppd? That would be great if you could get him to message me or something ? I rlly need some guidance As to how to go about doing that and may need to change psychiatrists I'm not sure

Well I'm not sure my psychiatrist wud support it coz he thinks I look "fine" to be able to start engaging with society more...even tho he agreed I had PTSD from childhood I don't rlly know wat else to do ...change psychiatrists? Go yo a psychologist I'm not sure and plus who wud know about hppd ? Jimmy r u on disability ?