Missjess

With my hppd...I wouldn't even consider taking a recreational drug it has the chances to trigger psychosis. I am super sensitive to every chemical I put in my body that affects the brain. I've had horrific experiences from simple supplements like glycine and sarcosine, anti biotics triggered my hppd to get worse and I felt as tho I was falling into a sudden valley of doom. Lamictal made my hppd feel like I was on acid.

I like to put this to increased brain sensitivity and possible brain damage...my brain went through a drilling when I took Iboga it's no wonder my brain can't handle anything anymore.

Hey what is this intervention ?? Well I've had hppd for 5 months now and the only improvement I'm getting is from healing in Brazil otherwise it would have never gone away on it's own at all

Yes that's how I feel! Just much more sensitive to toxins! The hair dye and bleach did not irritate my scalp it never does..just the toxins from it I can feel it affecting me now. I only got like this after hppd. Why does this happen?

That's so fuked! That shit shud be made illegal

I have come to realize that I can't tolerate any sort of mould and toxins or fungi...I have gotten my hair coloured twice since being in Brazil and the hair dye rlly aggravates my head like I start to feel a little bit sick and I can feel the toxins entering into my scalp. Also another thing I've noticed is the mould and fungi on walls in a room I've been staying at....this rlly proves to me that hppd is some sort of chemical brain damage coz this isn't normal by no means to react this way. Perhaps hppd is the result of being poisoned by chemicals/drugs in the brain or something

Isn't that wat gave u ur hppd? Morning glory seeds!?

Fuk that looks so irritating!!! Lol do many of u have that?? I used to get my whites being so fkn bright and white with a little starbursting or I cud say blurring

Lol...

Ur serious ?! U want to do ayahuasca with hppd!?? R u crazy or wat !?

What he said

lol yuk!!!

Hey...I'm interested to try NAC...I'm looking for something that will help with ocd and a crazy hppd mind ...I have to stop taking lamictal coz it seems to be making my visuals worse...but the upside is it rlly fuking puts a hault on all those fuked up thoughts and fast mind from having hppd. Has it made visuals worse for anyone ?

A couple of ppl have already told me about it but I still don't quite understand what it is and what would the symptoms be like ? Is it like blurring or an object and expanding kind of like the light goes outward like a burst ? Thnx

I'm curious to know if anyone else has tried lamictal and if it worsened there hppd ? I've been on 12.5mg for a week or more and now it's starting to aggrivate my visuals it rlly fuking sux coz it put a hault to my monkey ocd mind and stabilized me a bit and I could better handle hppd. But now I will have to get off it Shit this rlly SUX....I don't wana fk back to crazy hppd mind anything but that !!!

I haven't tried that one but generally the ones I've tried fuk me up

Nar I'm just kidding !! Fuk Iboga !! Hahahahahahhaha I will never take drugs again lol...there's no way a hallucinogen is going to reverse hppd lol

Hey! I'm at the same place u r but I've only had this shit for 3 or 4 months! I can't imagine having this for 16 fuking years!! Fuk that! If u are into an alternative route and are not too scientific and logical type of person then I would recommend to go and see john of god in Brazil ...I'm here currently and he told me he can cure my hppd in time.. I will need to make multiple visits but I have got progress and no medication helps me so yeah there it is... I hope u can find some fuking relief ! Hey if ur doc won't prescribe u shit if u haven't tried keppra or lamictal u can buy from goldpharma.com

I seem to be fine on 12.5mg I actually don't think I'm allergic I just had awfull side effects but none that were serious

Well I'm just saying tho ppl like us don't even have the choice we genuinely cannot take anti depressants They saved me a few years bak I was only on a small dose.

Thanks I have some natural sleeping supps already and it has that in it I also took melatonin last night but I still cudnt fall asleep until the morning

Yeah my anhedonia is extreme with hppd I'm completely cut off I've been here for 2 months already and this is my only option to get better I will have to make multiple trips to be healed of this problem also. I can't seem to take medication with aggrivating hppd.

Lucky u...at least it improved that's great !

It's awfull I have that with everything..but I also had dp for 7 years before which I felt nothing also but this is to a whole new level How long did u have hppd for ?

Haha imagine having dp chronically and it doesn't come in waves, then picture that times by 10 and u feel extremely disconnected. That's why I have anhedonia No I'm not going to try any medication or drug now, it always sets me back and aggrivates my hppd. Unfortunately I'm going to have to heal in Brazil without the help of medication but who knows how long that's gonna take.