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Sorry to hear u have gotten worse ! How did u get worse ?? I won't even speak about Iboga coz that's wat fuked me up and if I ever see an Iboga shrub I will fuking spit on it and burn that piece of shit plant!!

Anyways I just hope that I can find some relief from this constant never ending fuking hppd nightmare I don't want to wake up another day with this shit

Well I'm here at the casa and I say it's all bullshit...arnt I enough physical proof? My hppd has gotten improvement and what is here verses what is on the internet is total crap

Look u don't believe it's as simple as that...but don't be putting these comments on my posts anymore ....if this place does help me for my hppd then why shouldn't other ppl suffering get help also !??

The herbs are only to pay for the maintenance and costs of making them...besides I haven't bought any herbs since I've been here even tho I got a prescription for them...I'm too scared to take them coz of hppd I'm still experiencing healing tho from the surgeries and the current rooms... Lol a carnival trick?? U rlly have no clue lol....the physical things are just for proof that something was done...he could be shoving scissors up ur nose but really the spirits are operating somewhere else on u it depends what healing ur seeking for aswell..as I said after he done the scissor thing to me I was put in a wheelchair and I immediately felt weak when I went to lay down I felt energy moving through certain parts of my body and things were being moved and changed around I slept for mayb 9 hours during the day after then again at night, I was sick the next day and my brain and tummy felt raw and sore...

Many things can happen with the scissors, he can operate on 28 different places in the body...the scissors are just for "proof" for ppl but honestly the physical surgery has been the most powerful for me, I had to rest for 2 days after and felt like utter crap I'm only starting to feel better now

Look I'm not here to convince u of anything Chris you can believe whatever u want, I can only say that he has helped ME so far and I deff do have hppd. I'm sure not everyone who comes here can be cured and he does not tell everyone that he can cure them, but those he does tell it tends to happen and it may not be in the time frame u want. He does not charge a penny from anyone, the only thing u do buy are the herbs which are rlly cheap and u don't need to buy them all the time. If u do not follow the rules laid out by the entities then why should they help u? Rules include laying in bed 24 hours after a spiritual op, no internet, reading or distraction, no going directly in the sun for 8 days after. No sex. Many ppl break these rules and there healing stops, or they get worse.

Nothing is fake here and there is no placebo effect.....this place is real and whether u believe or not u may still get a healing u cannot explain! Many skeptics come here and they change there minds once they leave. Those who claim they got no benefit are those who gave up too soon, did not follow the rules given to them by john of god and those who are expecting instant results.

There's always going to be "skeptics" ....half of those have never even set foot in the casa or experienced a healing from jog. I can say with proof that there is something extraordinary going on here...I had to leaver he meditation/current rooms many of times because the spiritual energy was overwhelming. I also received a physical operation from jog on Friday, it knocked me out for 2 days and I couldn't stop sleeping, he shoved a pair of scissors up my nose and then when they took me to the information room to rest I felt energy moving things around in my nervous system, tummy and my brain. Healings are not always instant here, many ppl need time, faith, patience and persistence. I had an amazing healing in the current room and when I walked out, I noticed my vision had a slight improvement, things were not mushing together as much as they were when I first got there, I can now go into crowded places without needing ear plugs and without needing to leave. I can handle the sensory processing better now. Yes my vision is still fuked and my body still feels disorted but I have went from absolutely unbearable hppd to somewhat bearable but still fuked I guess...

I will pm you

Well I have been conversing with solveig...she takes lamictal and she had the exact same hppd symptoms as me from using Iboga...lamictal has worked for her, she couldn't sense her arms when she moved them and felt as tho things were mushed together and fading out. If I'm not completely healed when I return I will try lamictal I think...my dp is worse aswel in this hppd nightmare. I tried NMDA agonist but it made me much worse...I took sarcosine, that was a big no no. Also glycine, piracetam I won't be touching them again. It seems Iboga does something to glutamate or so I think... I got jdtic from medchem, my friend used it and he took heapee and he felt nothing. I took it and I think coz of my sensitive fuked up brain I reacted badly once again.. I would like to find the mechanism of action for keppra, if it does similar thing as lamictal... Thnx for ur help

It's ok I guess..,I've had some success with this healer over here for my hppd but I haven't noticed any further improvement this past week... What does keppra and lamictal do ? I'm not sure I can take naloxone as I had a horrible reaction to jdtic and many drugs/supplements for that matter..

I'm just curious to know more about keppra & lamictal...I heard anti seizure meds could be a goer.. I'm still in Brazil ATM..and have only experienced a mild healing and reduction in symptom severity so am just looking at my options for wen I get back..although I still have a couple more months here

Alcohol caused dp to get worse for me too and actually triggered my hppd How can u do other drugs and not be affected ??

Yes I cannot drink coffee either...

Is it rlly pre seizure ?? Can u plz elaborate more on what hppd actually is because I am a newbie and don't rlly know too much about it and am very curious Thnx

Thanks guys! I would like to add that I have made some progress! I've only been here a week but I experienced an amazing healing in one if my sessions...my hppd symptoms are less but also my spirit feels like it's had a healing...I have felt dead for years coz I had dp and I am starting to feel a sense if aliveness. This place is beyond words I cannot even begin to describe it...but when I went past john of god he said he can cure me from hppd and also my dp so I am pretty impressed and hopefull. I will continue to post my progress but if it actually resolves all of it I will make a post in here for all to see

That rlly sux... How can it be bright on by stress ? It's a hallucinogenic drug disorder not an emotional one...that's fkn weird

Well guys I'm here in Brazil, I won't be seeing john of god until Wednesday when the casa is open. There are many ppl here for all different reasons and I rlly like the energy and atmosphere here. And yes I will do anything to get better ....since I cannot take supplements, drugs or medication because I react awfully to everything what other choice to I have !?? Alternative healing is my only option at this point. I'd rather try it then do nothing.

Yeah stop smoking weed !! Weed is well known to cause derealization... I have stopped all drugs, alcohol, stimulants and even tea !! I am sensitive to everything it's crazy.

Right...don't make fun of things u don't even have a clue about. You don't even know where I'm going and who I'm going to see.

It's more then Dpdr as I've had that for 7 years...but ur right it feels like I'm rlly far over on the dissociative scale. But unfortunately I cannot take any kind of medication or supplement as they seem to aggravate it even more...I took a tiny proportion of sarcosine and it got worse, I tried jdtic it got worse, I had a tiny bit of alcohol it got worse.. Hopefully john of god can help me

Hahaha well yeah they were panicy coz I didn't know wtf was going on!!! I've never ever experienced hppd in my life and there was something different going on for sure !!

Well I have had dp for 7 years before I got hppd...and I had not had anxiety for about 4 of this years so it's deff not anxiety..I only got these weird hppd symptoms recently and I believe Iboga was the trigger and alcohol But these odd hppd symptoms have deff caused me some anxiety as I'm sure u can probly see !