Hi guys,
About 7 months ago I took a flood dose of iboga and it went horribly wrong. I was trying to cure my dpdr by using it. I ended up in hospital for 3 days and had to be put on a drip. It was the most horrible nights of my life I actually prepared for death coz I felt like I was gonna die. Fast forward 7 months later, I haven't been the same. Ongoing symptoms: worsening of my dissociative symptoms, feeling spacey 24/7, my head feels empty and totally seperate and Invisible, chronic blank mind like someone turned down my inner voice and it seems to have disappeared, zero social interest, zero motivation, unable to learn new things, unable to think or plan, anhedonia, paranoia when I am outside, constant feeling of doom when I am around a lot of sensory stimuli, symptoms of neurodegeneration including muscle twitching and spasms all over my body, no sense of any kind of mood and a stronger feeling of depersonalization
Thanks to a forum called Longecity I have discovered a few supplements that may help me: nmda receptor agonists & kappa antagonists. So far I have ordered NAC, sarcosine, piracetam, glycine, preg, and am waiting on a friend to bring over Jdtic to try (kappa antagonist) ....my piracetam arrived yesterday and I tried 1 capsule today of 800mg but I've noticed no difference. Oh and I drank alcohol a few nights ago and it has just made my dissociation 5 times worse I'm rlly struggling to hang in there. Can anyone else plz offer me some hope, help or advice????
Oh and I should mention that I have a trip planned to go to Brazil in 2 weeks time to visit john of god the famous Brazilian healer. He has apparently helped ppl with all sorts of ailments from brain damage to schizophrenia & drug induced psychosis etc in the mean time I am trying not to friggin kill my self until then!
Thank you so much guys!!!