Missjess

I really want to try for disability when I return home for the time being, I've had dp chronically for 7 years which got progressively worse over time, anhedonia & of course hppd in the last month. What is the best way to go about getting disability?? Thanks

How long did u have hppd for? ... I've had it mayb 4 weeks now and it has stayed the same so far

U are wrong...dp is separate from anxiety...I have severe chronic dp which got worsened after the onset of hppd to a point where I feel disembodied and severely detached from any sense of self and body..I cannot sense my body in space or time at all...I also don't suffer an anxiety disorder. So in my case it's just fuked brain chemistry....how can u overcome a messed up brain? It's not an emotional problem at all Dpdr alone is possible to overcome but not when hallucinogens messed up ur brain it's completely different ball game

Could this be explained into English please ??

Yeh ur right it's fuking terrible...it is an expansion of consciousness ...solveig had success after taking lamictal for this I'm currently waiting for it to be sent to me now. I can't live with that no wa

Welcome! Looking forward to hearing about ur story!!

That's so horrible to hear that hppd can come back Bcoz of stress!!! wtf I thought is brain problem why does stress retrigger it or not enough sleep etc ?? U poor thing!

Oh shit let me know how u go with that...I wud like to know for future reference if I can be under anesthesia too..

I am exactly where u r....hppd does not seem to be a "temporary problem" I suffered with chronic dp for 7 years and now i get blessed with this bullshit...there's only so much a human being can take Life is meant for living not simply "enduring"

That's exactly how I think Brendan! I'm willing to try every route...since I cannot take meds and supps y the fuk not? I don't wana be tormented by hppd forever Although lamictal looks promising for me too which I will try whilst I'm over here in a couple of weeks

Have u tried lamictal ?

Oh ok...I thought there wud have been

Wat do u mean? It's a serious question

It's impossible to overcome dp if u have hppd also...fuk off lol

Plz don't touch Iboga or ayahuasca if u have already hppd...they will only make u much worse!! It's a very bad idea and won't help u at all for ur alcohol problem ...Iboga gives a person with a normal functioning brain a "glow" that lasts a maximum of 1-3 months that's it ...u still drink during that time of not after total waste of money if u ask me

I'm just curious to know if a lot of ppl committ suicide bcos of hppd...I imagine there would be many

U shouldn't feel peer pressured by ur friends...of they were enduring the horrible nightmare they would have to quite everything aswel!! Don't sacrifice ur healing because of ur friends and drinking and drugs it's so not worth it !!! Hppd is a fuking tormenting hell hole and I'd rather quit drinking and drugs forever then to be stuck like this forever

Kool thank u

Anyone ??

Oh thanks guys !! This helps a lot ! I think I've had hppd a few weeks now

Hi guys, I'm curious about trying lamictal...a girl on here is taking it for Iboga induced hppd and it has worked rlly well for her...now me being me is scared to try any kind of drug after multiple bad reactions. I would like to know because I was reading up on glutamate etc...alcohol inhibits release of glutamate via NMDA receptor ...and I've also read that Lamictal also inhibits the glutamate receptor ....now I cannot drink alcohol full stop it's what made my hppd much much worse. Can anyone explain to me if there is a difference in action and how they are different and have different affects? Thank u

Oh no I won't be touching an anti psychotic

OMFG that sounds so horrible!!! To feel like ur fingers r where ur face is!! Wtf lol and to feel like u have no hands in ur pockets!!! Ahhh fuk that Yup I got Thant too everything feels like 1 big mess with no boundary lines separating objects and things

That picture of the guy with that nose is hilarious and terrifying at the same time!! I am lucky my hppd is not as severe as that !

Hahahahahahahahhahahahahahah yes this reminds of hppd lol