TheGman6072

Damn I hate being off Keppra now.

Maybe. Might start trying other meds but idk yet.

Kinda want to go back on it or try something else

I stopped

Having fun and traveling should help a lot ! I went to Hawaii and it was as if my HPPD and dp/dr were almost gone. I might even go to Hawaii again this summer and it should help

Just like all other drugs, Keppra made my face puffy lol

Jay I took 250mg. Guyindubai, well I heard something similar happened to somebody else saying they were "having schizo thoughts"

Great to know I should have done more than a 5 day trial. I get excersize every day but next time I get an appointment, I might either continue with Keppra or try getting lomerizine but if that doesn't happen, I will try to get Prozac but Prozac might make the visuals work but is known to help dp/dr. I was just crying my eyes out like 20 minutes ago cuz it really sucks how one of my opportunities to recover is gone hopefully I can get it back

Today was officially the last day. I'm not going to continue taking Keppra. I was having psycho thoughts. I was imagining things that were not really going to happen. I was thinking that some dude was going to come into the classroom and attack me and then I was called to the office because of some truancies and I thought that something was going to happen to some of my friends and that they were using me to get to them. These were all unrealistic and psychotic thoughts. I am back to normal now but that was just bizarre

so this morning I woke up after a horrible realistic dream. I started crying a little bit (yeah go ahead and judge me) cuz it was like an entire flashback of the past year and a half since I first got HPPD and it was horrible

Day 3 : I skipped yesterday so today is day 3. this time felt better than the first 2 times. It's amazing how I'm able to think more clearly again but I'm still not completely back to the way I used to be. Still had brief moments of discomfort but not as bad as before

Coca Cola and Pepsi have caffeine and so does Mountain Dew. I drank it

I drink soda. I don't drink coffee gross lol

Caffeine felt OK for me too but the combination of caffeine and Keppra is terrible !

Apparently this doesn't mix well with caffeine. Fucking uncomfortable

Keppra and caffeine are a horrible mix. I have decided to try quitting caffeine because now even in small amounts, caffeine makes me very uncomfortable in weird ways. I have been taking Keppra and I believe the combination of caffeine and Keppra is causing this. I'm either quitting caffeine or I might get prescribed something else soon after I run out of keppra

Today I skipped but I still feel it a little bit. Today was pretty much the same as day 2.

Yes the good effects outnumber the bad effects it seems like

Just took a nap. Woke up in cold sweat probably the worst cold sweat ever

Yes I have Aspergers. But it is so mild that there almost is no diagnosis for me. I never had and anythibg wrong with me before I did drugs. But since I have Aspergers, I heard it made my chances of getting dp/dr from drugs higher

Day 2 : I am still calm but in certain environments, I was a little uncomfortable. i am able to think more clearly, able to have conversations without immediately forgetting what the other person said. Talking is a little difficult even though I can say things clearly in my head but talking out loud I kept making mistakes and stuttering. I'm mildly autistic so I may react differently to medications than other people

Maybe i will but I don't know yet

I got my hands on Keppra finally. I will be posting updates on this topic. Today was my first day with Keppra and i felt a little bit of ups and downs but it is only my first day so I'm not going to blame everything on the Keppra. I feel sedated (but I've had zero caffeine today), I felt a little angry earlier but barely and I don't know why, I left class cuz i felt uncomfortable being there. I was kinda tired but that probably was because I only got 4 hours of sleep last night. But when I went to lunch and met with one of my friends, I perked awake. I looked at my reflection and I am no longer seeing that demonic version of myself in the mirror. When my friend was talking to me I was a little too busy looking around. I have been able to do things without suddenly forgetting what the fuck I was doing. Hopefully this works but right now I still feel fat from normal

Testosterone pretty much makes people angry and tough

I've also just turned 17 and had it since I was 15. I didn't know what HPPD was for the first 11 months of having it but I highly suspected it was caused by the drugs. I just cope by living my normal life, getting out of the house. My brain automatically just shuts off when I get stressed though so I don't freak out. I either think positive or don't think at all