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TheGman6072

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  1. i was laying in bed one morning wide awake but could barely even think and was just laying there. im laying there and then i see my friend. there was like 3 of him surrounding me looking over me as if they were looking at somebody who had passed out. then they disappeared randomly. and then i look around and i am suddenly in my living room but then it slowly turned back into my bedroom. then when it was over, i was just thinking "what the fuck?" and it left me a little freaked out for most of the day
  2. Almost a week ago, I was laying in bed in the morning and I was just full blown hallucinating and I didn't even take any drugs. Is this part of HPPD ? I know it comes with visuals but I never heard of it involving full blown hallucinations
  3. I have frequent chest pains but they get really bad after doing diphenhydramine. Somebody else mentioned it being part of HPPD. Is this true ?
  4. Helps Alzheimer's ? If only my family knew this
  5. Well one thing I have to do now is not use allergy medicine. I took 4 pills today and my visuals are ten times worse
  6. I used to take high doses of diphenhydramine to get high. Like somewhere around 300 to 325 mg. I enjoy being high on diphenhydramine but stopped cuz it gave me these hangover like effects. So today I was feeling a little sick so I swallowed 4 allergy pills (25mg per pill) so around 100mg cuz one or two pills isn't enough to stop allergies. Then I was hanging out riding bikes around with one of my friends and then like 20 minutes later, I started To notice something wasn't right. I didn't intend to get high and I didn't even know only 4 pills can get me high but I was having a bad trip and a panic attack. It's over now but my visuals are ten times worse and im seeing the static visuals and it's not even dark. Usually I only see this when its dark
  7. I think a better way to describe the "snowing" is static
  8. I've had HPPD for a year but is it normal for new symptoms to show up ?
  9. I have had HPPD for a year but just a few weeks ago I started seeing flashes of yellow on white surfaces. Anyone else see stuff like this ?
  10. Hey. I'm that guy he is talking about. I posted my story in the Introductions section. Title is : I've Had HPPD For a Year Now
  11. Hey. I'm that guy he is talking about. I posted my story in the Introductions section. Title is : I've Had HPPD For a Year Now
  12. Also, I forgot to mention the constant headaches I used to get. The really bad ones have stopped but I still get a little bit of head pressure on the sides of my head near the eyes.
  13. I'm Brandon and I am 16 years old. I have had HPPD for a year now and have panic attacks 3 times on a weekly basis and often see visuals in the dark and I see movement in my peripheral vision. In freshmen year January of 2014, I tried shrooms and then I tried LSD. From then to June 2014, I kept doing LSD and shrooms and starting in June 2014 I noticed the strange visuals and I would rub my eyes trying to make them go away but they were still there. Summertime i stopped doing drugs but I had brain fog and would often have a hard time understanding texts and would have to put forth a lot of effort to understand or have to re-read two or three times. People would talk to me and I would not pick up anything they were saying and would ask them to repeat themselves or I would think I heard them say something else. I just hated being in the dark cuz of the halos around bright objects and the snowing. When sophomore year started and I started eating edibles again but I only did shrooms once and then did LSD twice in November, I was just totally having a hard time thinking and processing. I would often think about killing myself. Teachers would explain instructions to the class and i would have to raise my hand to ask them to go over it with me again and even then I didn't understand what they said but I would just pretend I understood what they said so I wouldn't piss the teacher off by having them go over it a third time. I started doing diphenhydramine (allergy pills) this passed March but stopped after a couple months because these hangover like effects it caused wasn't worth it. One day after doing diphenhydramine, one of my friends asks me "do you see snowy visuals in the dark?" And I said "yes. Why ?" and he asked some other questions and that's when he told me I have HPPD and that I should never do drugs again and that he also has HPPD. Ever since he brought it to my attention, I just can't stop thinking about it now unless I go outside and be active. Recently I was trying to walk home but ended up going the wrong direction and I brainlessly walked into the middle of the street. I had no idea what I was doing and none of it seemed real. Now, I am just going outside and riding my bike around and avoiding dark rooms and I keep my phone on low brightness so I don't see halos around it. LSD caused this but now diphenhydramine made it much worse The only thing I can't avoid is the movement in my peripheral vision and it still irritates me a little bit.
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