TheGman6072

Pain and pounding. The drug that probably caused this were diphenhydramine cuz I've been having chest pains ever since then

Happens to me but they appear to shift sideways in different directions

I took some drugs that would make my heart start pounding but is chest tightness supposed to be painful to the point where I think I'm having a heart attack ?

I was riding my bike home today when it got dark and as I'm riding, I'm seeing ghost animals running in my peripheral vision and shadows on the sidewalk that were not my shadows and there was nobody or anything near me. I always see things like shapes and movement in my peripheral vision but this time I was seeing cats and other small creatures. These would disappear after 5 seconds but it was starting to creep me out. Anyone else see things like this in their peripheral vision in the dark or very dim lighted areas ?

when I look at a light bulb, and look away, I see the colored afterimage but this time, there are like 6 of them. I look away from the light bulb and then I see 5 or 6 blue/purple light bulbs. This only happens when I look at lights. This happen to anyone else ?

What exactly is fluoride in though ? How have you been avoiding it ?

I still have not recovered probably because I continued to do drugs. If I hadn't taken repeated 400mg doses of diphenhydramine 3 nights in a row, maybe I would have recovered by now

Yeah I twitch sometimes

HPPD and dp/dr don't stop me from having a good Christmas

What's weird for me is that I started abusing allergy medicine (diphenhydramine) and took really high doses. The hppd got way worse but I hardly ever get allergies anymore. Except for the past few days I have had the flu. Even though I get really stressed, my immune system is actually better than it use to be

I'm sick too. i ended up taking some allergy medicine which i really shouldn't do since it contains diphenhydramine. i had to double dose cuz only 2 pills usually doesnt work on me so i took 4 and i am feeling a little better. being sick with hppd and dp/dr sure is terrible

seems like my dp/dr has been getting better for the past week but i was holding off on posting cuz i was afraid it would end up being another one of those "spoke too soon" moments . I've actually been able to feel slight happiness again. I started hanging out with an old friend of mine again and it's so much better being around him while sober. Unfortunately when i get mad i still tend to go off on people and it feels like it's not even me throwing all the insults out. Been cussing out 3 people on the phone and going mentally insane when i get pissed off. My phone got taken away by the school so I've been doing everything on the computer which really is annoying cuz it looks like its melting. I thought my phone got stolen so i was freaking out and pointing fingers but the school officials actually opened my locker and took the phone. But i think going the next 2 weeks without my phone should calm me down. I have been going over 24 hours without my phone and it seems to actually help the anxiety less severe since i am almost completely separated from the outside world. For the next 2 weeks i wont be really active cuz i only have access to a computer 3 times a week plus i dont really like the computer version of this website.

i realised the keppra with the side effects is better than being off it with the depersonalization

so I had started over and saw another adolescent drug specialist. this person was more understanding. I told them I have taken LSD, smoked weed, ecstasy (once) and high doses of diphenhydramine but left some stuff out. I asked for keppra, lamictal and lomerizine. I told her that there is a keppra study that proves it is known to help people with HPPD and DP/DR but I didn't have it so I told them that I "self medicated" and got Keppra from another person (didn't mention any names, actually made up a name) and that it made it much easier to focus and took away some anxiety. This woman was open to keppra and I might see a psychiatrist next time. turns out that this doctor has had many people coming in asking about lamictal and keppra

Ok so the truth is, I didn't get this shit prescribed. I actually got it from somebody but I have an appointment today so I can get it prescribed for myself. Since I don't have a Keppra study or anything like that, I'm probably just going to tell them that I tried Keppra and that it worked but I will not reveal any names

This was like a panic attack without the anxiety feeling and "panicking".

Anybody else get very uncomfortable and painful chest pains ? It makes it hard to breathe plus I feel like I'm about to pass out

I always wonder what my life would have been like. My IQ has gotten lower in the past year and a half. I used to be a smart kid before I got HPPD and dp/dr but I fucked that up and I am struggling in school.

They still are pretty annoying though especially when I am trying to read

Yeah it has faded

Certain colors like hot pink would have turquoise color afterimages like when looking at somebody with a hot pink shirt and then their afterimage is turquoise green. Others would just be like a ghostly faded version like I would look at an object, look away and then I still see a light gray ghostly version of it

Are there any lomerizine or lamictal studies ?

What about lomerizine ?

The depersonalization is a lot worse than the side effects from Keppra

I really need the Keppra study and some other suggestions for medications that can help me. If you are against medications, do not respond to this post. I am trying to get an appointment but i don't know if it will happen. If I get one, I am thinking of asking for lomerizine or a lower dose of Keppra but if neither of those work, I am even thinking of Prozac but that would make the visuals worse but atleast it would help with dp/dr.