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In the end, i believe Hppd is Visual Snow Syndrome.
Jay1 replied to olivier24445's topic in MAIN AND GENERAL FORUM
I'm not convinced.... I never had a bad trip, I haven't tripped for 25 years and have a whole raft of coping mechanisms... Yet I feel the same mental illness as day 1 (which 100% most definitely caused my visuals issues). -
In the end, i believe Hppd is Visual Snow Syndrome.
Jay1 replied to olivier24445's topic in MAIN AND GENERAL FORUM
If it is a drug induced form of VSS... Then all I can say is a feel sorry as hell for those that get it without drug use. I feel like i'm on acid (without any good feelings)... but at least I know what being on acid feels like, so have some understanding of how to keep myself from losing it. Personally though, I really find it hard to believe that anyone could feel and think like I do without taking drugs. -
Doesn't it seem more likely that the very few children that do see hppd like visual issues are likely to have a faint neurological issue? Any child seeing huge swathes of geometric shapes, or bright green "digital vortexes" on any flat surface, or the walls breathing in and out might not just be seeing "natural imperfections" imho. I think you are focusing way too much on just visual snow, which is just one part of the hppd visual spectrum. I wont even entertain floaters... they are not hppd.
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Mix Alcohol with MDMA - the increase of neurotoxicity
Jay1 replied to farrar's topic in MAIN AND GENERAL FORUM
It's worth noting that even a few pints of lager reduces serotonin by around 80%, couple that with an MDMA comedown and it could play havoc. -
Trazodon(possible cure) antidepressant
Jay1 replied to Kris's topic in Medications & Other Treatments
I tried it, sadly didn't help me and gave me incredibly bad restless leg syndrome, so had to discontinue after a month or so. -
Brain damage is not the correct term, but the problem is likely neurological. Probably receptor damage. You might be correct that what we are seeing are natural imperfections in vision, but that in no way means it can be ignored or is anxiety based... It means the filter system that is in place to block those imperfections has changed at a neurological level.
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Mix Alcohol with MDMA - the increase of neurotoxicity
Jay1 replied to farrar's topic in MAIN AND GENERAL FORUM
Little negative effects? I know SO many people in the uk fucked up because of this... (myself included) -
The stupid thing is... even if his conclusion was true (that the visuals are a psychological side effect of anxiety)... It would not change the hppd diagnosis in the slightest.... and the cure, we should sky dive 24/7? Obviously his theory is incorrect though, i had visuals without any anxiety when I had mild hppd. Even with severe hppd, i can control my anxiety to a bare minimum, maybe even zero, if i am at home, watching a film with no one to interact with. Visuals are still 100%.
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I have sky dived. I have surfed 15ft+ waves, I have snowboarded ridiculous off piste slopes. HPPD is still there. (Snow is not naturally green/blue, for instance). I do encourage people to do things that really put you in the moment, it's good for dp/dr, but it is certainly no cure or proof that hppd doesn't exist.
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For me, and we are all different.... I am ok with a few beers, my anxiety is a bit higher the next day, but doesn't seem to make me worse, long term (but heavy drinking does). Weed makes me psychotic. LSD and MDMA are out of the question. But it's is an unfair question to ask.... What If I said weed was less harmful than LSD... You go out and smoke weed and have a full mental breakdown that you never recover from... That's then partly on me. If you are so desperate to carry on drug taking, you're just gonna have to use your own intuition... and then only take the minimum amount you need to feel good.
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I'm also chatting to you on reddit, so answering similar questions /jimmybirch 1) All psychoactive substances have the risk of making your symptoms worse. 2) No one knows, everyone is different... Could be a few days, could be never.
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You made a mistake (taking mdma), you cannot reverse that mistake... So try to learn from it (don't get so drunk that you take mdma again!) and then put it out of your mind. Dwelling on unfixable problems is just wasted energy. Mdma can make you worse (a lot worse), so try to stay away from those situations. Also, getting so drunk that you can't remember can also make hppd much worse, so be aware of your drinking levels.
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Good luck Marie, it is not a medicine I am aware of, but a quick wiki doesn't seem to show any red flags for hppd sufferers. Please keep us up to date with how things go!
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That's really well done
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Welcome Emil. Hopefully these new symptoms die down after a few weeks, CBD can have some strange effects on some of us, but i don't think it will cause long term damage. I would try to stay away from any meds and cures, for now, and start to get used to your baseline. You clearly (like so many of us) do not tolerate any sort of stimulus in the body, so total sobriety is the best step, for now... If you are still feeling bad in a few weeks/months, then start to think about the next steps.
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Interesting New FDA approved drug
Jay1 replied to josht9210's topic in Medications & Other Treatments
Can happen with most anti seziure meds, including Keppra, Lamictal and Clonazepam -
Interesting New FDA approved drug
Jay1 replied to josht9210's topic in Medications & Other Treatments
That does sound interesting, thanks! Sounds like it will hit the UK in 2020, so I might try to get on this one. -
You have hppd, yes. Sounds nothing like schizophrenia, so stop panicking about that. Just go sober, east healthy, distract yourself and see where you are in a few months.
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Please tell us a little more about your symptoms, your story etc. It's extremely unlikely you have schizophrenia.
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Schedule for Clonazepam use - reduces my VS, palinopsia, afterimages
Jay1 replied to sami's topic in MAIN AND GENERAL FORUM
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Yea, this is a symptom of depersonalisation, often associated with hppd. When it happens to me, I pinch my arm as hard as I can and it seems to ground me a bit.