Wow! I am so happy for you man ! I know that dissociated feeling. It went away when i quit kpin! And start New meds. We are going to get better!
http://www.dumpert.nl/mediabase/6544625/aa358851/rusland_op_z%27n_best.html
Maybe its a good idea to create a place where can post links and urls about other interesting stuff, education how to think diffently?
like: http://themindunleashed.org/
I know its also on facebook too, but facebook annoys me, most of the time.
You look great jess. I mean you have to try to be social. Its all in your head. They dont see you as a freak. You have to do what you really makes you feel.good. even if you want to leave a party or such. Time Will heal, its hard. Its going to get better. Like Jay said. Sometimes forse yourself to be social
You Will building up cconfidence, dont stress too much about things. It going to get better.
Try to see positive things. Music looking at real freaks laugh. Etc etc etc
yes i did this in rehab for benzo's withdrawl. it relaxed me and my intestines started to work ;O) Only for a short time tho. It was not an effect which stayed