John Smith

Hey guys, just wanted to bring some reassurance to the new kids to show them that it is possible to move on with your life...i turned 21 two days ago, and today i just took my last final exam...BA in Finance with a minor in English from the University of Florida...keep at it guys

DISREGARD THIS POST...IVE SEEN HIS POSTS ON SHROOMERY AND BLULIGHT SAYING HE GOT CURED THROUGH INTRACRANIAL SURGERY AND HIS STORY WAS DIFFERENT AS WELL, OTHER MEMBERS HAVE SAID THAT THIS SOURCE IS UNTRUSTWORTHY

I used it for a while...i think it was of great help, i used it to fall asleep, who knows how many panicking restless nights i wouldve spent if it werent for valerian

Nope not ghosting, I get that too when i smoke sometimes, or when i see things at a certain distance like the blotches on the windshield of my car. I mostly notice it now while watching tv high. It's really hard to focus my eyes, It's different from ghosting because ghosting is vertical, and it seems less eye-brain related than this. This just feels like my brain isnt connecting both eyes properly, while ghosting feels like both eyes are adding more than should be there. Hard to explain.

Ive taken shrooms in a dream. I saw like the room turning and my pov tilting and shit. Ive taken bars in a dream and felt extremely relaxed hahah. It sucks though, many times idk if things that happen that i remember happened to me in a dream or in real life, like if my dad said something or somethin of the sort, then ill be like, oh that never actually happened

ive had somethin happen where it was like a dream within a dream. i "woke up" and i was walkin in my apartment except everythign was bending and morphing and then i looked at my arms and i had these fuckin scary ass baby arms and thats when i realized i mustve been dreaming and woke up again except i stayed in bed and in this weird twilight zone of sleep and awareness for a while...i did have a FULL ON shroom flashback one time i smoked weed though...lasted about 2 minutes...scariest 2 minutes since onset of DP probably. and yea my symptoms are usually at their worst immediately after waking up, afterimages especially.

Hey guys, im having an allergic reaction to attack doses of fish oil (im allergic to sole and apparently this is a type thats harvested...my body is such a fuckin pussy i hate this) weirdly enough the hives and itchiness took a few days to manifest...if i take benadryl will the dph cross the blood brain barrier and fuck my shit up? For that matter, do you guys take drugs with DXM when youre sick? Im breakin out in hives and my moms the worrying kind and she just doesnt get my fear...whatdyou guys think

LSD doesnt burn, it's a very fragile molecule, and PCP laced weed is def not a myth, i thought so til it happened to me, maybe you got some DMT resin off the bong? That happened to my friend once and he tripped balls lol, that could explain the multiple dimensions feeling

Yeah i snorted a few vicodins and got that while tryin to pass out...im not seeing it, but at the same time I am, it's so hard to describe...sometimes it's random others scary...i remember one was an old black blues type guy in a red and white striped suit, another was what looked like a hot woman from behind and then she turned around and she was a bum lookin dude hahaha...bugged me out

Yeah man thats DP, i have it 24/7 although mine comes with some pretty severe cognitive memory type issues as well it sucks

Yea, id been feelin great for like these past 2 weeks...id say alot of my symptoms ARE better...i knew i felt better because the little demon on my shoulder started urging me to be the old me again...so i drank, heavily, for 2 days in a row (but nowhere NEAR blackout)... afterimages definitely got worse, and i have been feeling VERY depressed. OEVs also became slightly noticeable in total darkness once more. It'll go away soon, i know, especially once i get my hand on some benzos, but it definitely DOES affect hppd. Also i smoked weed, and i was watchin tv and i saw two of everything...not like ghosting, but like a face would be two of the same face side to side, like seeing through 1 eye except with both eyes open? does that happen to anyone

I had CEVS, theyre gone now. The most i get now is an occasional, very faint tint of color if im very exhausted. I also used to get those hellish images and intrusive thoughts.

Mostly the same symptoms man. Consider yourself lucky that you don't have DPDR. Things should get better with time, many people do recover mostly normal perception. Even if the visuals dont go away, you will learn to cope with them and ignore them and eventually life will get better. The most important thing is to learn to ignore them, to stop checking for afterimages etc. Some drugs have helped, namely keppra. Benzos as well but they are highly addictive and have the potential to cause you more problems than even hppd does, so they arent recommended. Good luck man, let me know if theres anythin you need.

Nope, no prescription drugs apart from benzos...shit sounds really fuckin sketchy

Hey guys, i got referred to a psychiatrist who has actually dealt with DP and DR and he told me that he's dealt with a few people whove gotten it from MDMA in the past. Hes thinking about prescribing Effexor XR since that supposedly deals with the anxiety siide making it easier to cope with the DR. Might tell him about keppra, im still kinda undecided about whether i should go on meds. Ideally i wouldnt want to, but im graduating soon, and i cant picture myself gettin a corporate job or somethin with this shit lingering over me. What are your experiences with Effexor, just wondering? Reading about it on wikipedia makes me not wanna try it at all.

Yeah man i feel ya...all my friends back home just go to a neighborhood park and pass a blunt and i just stand there feeling awkward, but it's w.e...you dont have to get shitfaced man, noone is gonna notice whether youre wasted or not...get a bit faded but dont go over the line...try to say away from shots, drink water, etc...

i get it 24/7 man. I have those thoughts too, when i think about the really legit shit i used to do, the drugs, the hot ass chicks, it always pops up: was that me? did i really do that? Is this really what my life has become? DPDR with hppd is about right...i think many people feel that way too, ive been chattin with many people on the dp board who dont even care about their hppd, it's the dp that gets to em.

idk man i drink occasionally (3-4 beers tops though, i think avoiding a hangover is important), and i know klon isnt hurting me so i partake if available (in moderation of course, a few times a month tops) but as far as all my friends who id just chill with to burn? yeah i dont really chill with em anymore...i chill with my real friends, i slowly realized that all i had in common with those other people were the drugs...although i cant help but think about all the new people and experiences i missed out on you know? but the rest of my life is more important. And yeah mannn id definitely leave the frat house. Although i guess your problem with klon is like mine...it kills your inhibitions and you do drugs...i feel ya, same boat.

damn ket sounds like playin with fire too...dont you have dpdr?

yeah man some cop around where i live (he was high ranking so it was big news) apparently killed himself because his tinnitus was so bad...i could see that shit drivin someone crazy for sure..thanks man im glad too haha

i wouldnt notice it when i was listening to music or somethin, but yeah it was constant, it's gone away though

I miss weed, and i miss feelin invincible. And how can you say theres nothin wrong with heroin or meth...maybe hppd is a good thing for you man, who knows where you wouldve ended up with that mentality

Craniotomy is not a cure man, you read that from someone called zach seif if im not mistaken on the shroomery..or blulight? His posted shit has been proven to be highly unreliable and hes actually contradicted himself a bunch of times.

No such thing as a DMT gland man, not to be a douche but thats a drug myth that really fuckin annoys me, alot of my seasoned tripper friends get pissed off about it too because it just makes people who use psychedelics for spiritual purposes sound like such fuckin kooks...think about it...if youre dreamin due to dmt...then if you wake up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, then shouldnt you wake up trippin balls since the dmt is still in your synapses? The pineal gland might contain some, which is released when you die, im not disputing that because theres really no way to know...plus my dad flatlined and the shit he said he saw is pretty trippy so who am i to say haha

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/82119975/ hahaha greatest vid ever...i went on a bar, i enjoyed it for a while...but im more of a rock guy...Shrooms over molly was my motto