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John Smith

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  1. Yeah thats only happened to me once after a horrible bender
  2. Yeah ive had dreams where ive gotten dosed and my hppd gets out of control...others when im just getting new symptoms and im all fuckin depressed...hppd is probably what i dream about the most
  3. Idk dude, i think if youre doubting you have it, then you probably dont. Crazy people dont know theyre crazy, the only way they do, is once theyre put on meds that help em realize that the govt isnt really after them or that Blake lively isnt telling them to kill the president or w.e...your thoughts are pretty coherent, ie not jumbled up, they follow a sort of narrative, they dont jump all over the place. Ive had doctors tell me it's early onset schizophrenia too, theyve tried to put me on antipsychotics, i know how much worse id be had i been on em.
  4. Yeah my version doesnt sound as drastic, the symptoms are always there, including the fatigue, it's just my acceptance of them that seems to come and go i guess
  5. Anyone here ever feel bipolar? i mean, how do you know? One day, i wouldnt say im fine but i at least wanna go out and have a normal life as much as i can, the next my symptoms get to me, i fill up with dread and i just wanna stay in bed all day take a pill and not talk to anyone, this lasts for a day or two and then im feeling motivated, im reading, working out, only to feel like shit again
  6. sometimes i feel as if im cross eyed, but i thik it's just my double vision...i have wondered whether it could happen though, but it hasnt to me
  7. Hmm, well i went up to 1500mgs 5 days after i started and ive been a bit tired...the dread feeling was bad for 2 days but thats about it...my afterimages have definitely decreased and i think cognitively ive imporved a little as well...too little to quantify but definite progress...ill keep you guys updated
  8. Just keppra, if that doesnt work i dont plan on trying anything else
  9. Yeah i had neuro psych testing done...guess what? everything appeared normal, ever since then noone has believed me when i tell em that i feel fuckin fried
  10. Yeah i bumped my dose up to 1500 yesterday ( a week prematurely.) Im experiencing no dizzyness or fatigue, just some of that horrible "dread" feeling. It's not like it wouldn't happen without keppra though. I am experiencing less muscle tension, but that's about it. I expect that a week from now, when i stabilize and the gloom is gone, ill be able to objectively quantify the results of the keppra. I plan on sticking this one out though.
  11. You should show them Dr Abraham's page, it's awfully informative...and HALLUCINOGEN persistence perception disorder...how is that not obviously related to drugs? Many times ive had to point at the DSM on some hacks wall and point them to HPPD so they dont think im making some shit up
  12. You gotta be careful with diazepam though, it's got a half life of 200 hours, vs klonopins 50 hours (i think) and xanaxs 6 or 8...it's an extremely long acting drug so even if youre spacing your doses by a day or two, youre still building your tolerance...i know a kid who stopped taking them and didnt start convulsing til TWO WEEKS LATER because the shit took so long to get out of his system
  13. Wont have nay negative effects it'll probably just put you to sleep, diazepam is alot more somniferous than xanax or klonopin...it also has a muuuuch longer half life so be careful with the stuff
  14. Sinemet and wellbutrin might be worth a try, but adderall will definitely make you symptoms worse. Alot of people have experienced an improvement in cognitive symptoms with keppra
  15. DO NOT TAKE ANTI PSYCHOTICS thatll fuck you up ten-fold...
  16. I love the bass solo intro of the album version but this version is sick too http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiShfBmb-oA
  17. Alright man, I guess don't expect any immediate results. Ive read reports of low doses being effective with some mid-term treatment.
  18. Actually bumped it up to 1000 yesterday, no discernible change so far, maybe a little more tired than usual, but that's about it. I feel more motivated beneath the physical fatigue and my memory and recall seem a little improved but it's to early to really tell.
  19. Takin 500, bumpin up to 1000 on sunday, takin 500mgs of b6 in the morning, anything more isnt really good...after about 2 weeks ill bump up to 1500 keppra
  20. Man, i hate damien hirst hahaha...only modern artist worth his weight in salt to me is banksy
  21. Just took my first 500mg dose. Even before i took it, these past 3 days ive actually felt pretty good, especially today. Ill keep you guys updated.
  22. Hey guys, im startin keppra on tuesday, just wonderin who here has tried it and what your experiences were
  23. Tried alpha gpc for a bit, not sure if it did much or not, visual recommended it though. Cycling it makes it work better though. Not sure if piracetam would help, ive heard that it is kinda speedy
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