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John Smith

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  1. where you taking it together with 5htp?
  2. Helps me with fatigue and cognitive issues slightly. Dont think it affects my symptoms. Just my own feedback.
  3. Im sorry man. It could be the hydroxyzine, but it could also be the klono withdrawals, or a combination of both. Good luck man. Hows your dpdr/ brain fog?
  4. Yeah, i definitely have chronic fatigue and fibromyalgia...fuckin sucks, chronic fatigue is probably as bad for me as dpdr
  5. Man zukov, why im i so headstrong or stupid or addicted or w.e...even after i was in dpdr hell from weed and drugs i still kept smokin it, any normal person wouldve stopped knowing the consequences and yet i go on, pisses me off
  6. Used to get mild spirals, was just thinkin last night that i havent seen em in a while..faces right before falling asleep, havent seen em in a while either
  7. I dont really have it that ive noticed...sometimes i guess headlights look brighter but for the most part it's a symptom i dont count among my own
  8. Actually, in my experience, the more knowledgeable and certain i sound, the more they think im a webmd hypochondriac...as far as semantics, if you call them hallucinations, they will immediately think seeing people and shit that arent there, ala psychosis, so i definitely agree with visual distrubances
  9. aw man please be careful, i knew cbd or no cbd smoking is still a bad idea
  10. They are always itchy, squinty, dry and irritated and it's so fuckin annoying...is this hppd or am i allergic to the cat? haha
  11. i gotta say it was a good day hahaha epic song
  12. Risperidone is known to definitely make symptoms alot worse, dont know about seroquel though.
  13. Really? Even on keppra? doesnt make you flare it up at all? hows it make you feel?
  14. Me view is this though...if it helps psychotic symptoms it means it does something to decrease dopamine...we as hppders need MORE dopamine...i dont see how it could help
  15. THC = BAD...ive smoked pure CBD from hemp, ive even smoked hemp (lol) ive smoked everything...THC would not be ideal, i dont see how you could possibly think so man...good luck, hope you dont end up with the same stupid regrets i did.
  16. Theres no such thing as no thc though...listen man, point is, youre not gonna heal that way, if you dont get worse youll at best stay the same...i had your symptoms when this started...very mild, not intrusive, and now i live in hell...i didnt even get mild dp for a whole year, but it hit eventually...you can try, but youre probably just foolin yourself man
  17. Guess i have dread too. Cant be much different from what everyone felt during the cold war though? Maybe 2012 has you worried? haha
  18. Dude, just forget about it. CBD strains still have THC and any THC is bound to make your symptoms worse in the long run. TRUST ME. I smoked regs for a long time post hppd and it didnt do shit. Just learn to live with HPPD on it's own. Accept it and it'll start diminishing or at least stop taking such a heavy toll on your life. The sooner you get used to the idea of a life without drugs (except the occasional benzo ) and alcohol, the better. If anything one or two beers. Ive read too many reports of DPDR retriggering from a bad drunk. Fuck that. Not goin through it again. I was happy once, im gonna be happy again.
  19. Definitely DPDR, fatigue, and feeling lobotomized...all getting slowly better though.
  20. This thread convinced me to go on it...i always wanted to get better on my own, but fuck it, im an instant gratification kinda guy...why suffer longer than i have to? I just hope it works for me...i remember on the old board there were many successful keppa/keto testimonials
  21. Both made my symptoms much worse...a member got a seizure on booze and now sees in frames...
  22. No i dont get that, sometimes i get a weird uncomfortable feeling in the back of my neck though...kinda like when they slit someones throat in a movie and my own throat just feels uncomfortable and it makes me shudder idk hahah Ive had mild hppd since september 10, 2010, although it got pretty unbearable in september 2011, did alot of opiates and alcohol and when the money ran out i had a lot of symptoms lingering that i didnt even know i could get...im sober now, had a little relapse 2 weeks ago but apart from that im feelin better overall.
  23. Yeah i used to see em when i was tired if i closed my eyes...it's like i knew the faces were there but i wouldnt see them per se, kind of hard to explain...CEVs have pretty much left me though, used to turn into weak multicolored spirals, the darkness would have depth etc...wait it out
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