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We got to find the cause and then the cure guys, we can't live like this for the rest of our lifes.

I'm glad the board is online again.

I didn't say that i wanted to be blind or deaf, i'm just saying that i would rather be blind or deaf than having this bad depersonalization and cognitive dysfunction. I can't even recognize my face in the mirror or think straight.

I've never had tinnitus or ear pressure before HPPD, never listening to loud music.

Am i the only one noticing this? I can feel like a strange pressure in the brain when i hear sounds sometimes.

I would rather be blind or deaf than having the depersonalisation and cognitive dysfunction.

This is such a great idea! We have to get the word out about HPPD.

The HPPD Foundation gives me hope...

I can assure you that my parents haven't used any drugs, they don't even drink alcohol. Drug use affects your brain, not your future childerns, it's simple biology. However, i smoked pot 5 times and the last time was ridiculously scary, i saw myself die in third person view and then i exchanged a few words with the devil (my friends have told me that i was unconscious on the floor during the trip). Marijuana can give you hallucinations if you're vulnerable.

I have that feeling as well! I always feel like seconds from madness.

Mine are dp/dr, anxiety, fatigue and cognitive dysfunction. My visual symptoms are nothing compared to these four. How about you?

The foundation may want to change their copyright text from 2011 to 2012.

Yes, i have all of that... It's so annoying.

I've only done pot and got HPPD from it.

Sleeping with a light helps. I see them alomst every night but some nights are more worse than others. I've had HPPD for over 9 months now. Got it from marijuana.

Is this discussion leading anywhere? I want to be cured more than anything.

So, how long time did you live as normal after you hallucination? I had a totally normal life for three weeks after my hallucination, then one evening, all hell broke loose. Best wishes, Erik.

"Fall down seven times, get up eight"

I see faces and scary things when i'm about to sleep. It's called closed-eye hallucinations and is often a HPPD symptom.

I think LSD-HPPD gives more visuals while marijuana-/spice-HPPD gives you more dp/dr.

I'm from Sweden and they don't have a clue here either.

That's cool! Tell me about your broadcast.

Ah, okay, then kickstarter would be nice. It would be a pleasure to assist, however my symptoms are so intense that i can't even go to school. Hehe, I like your cameras! I've got a Canon 500D but i'm planning on buying a 650D and a steadycam. Are you thinking about 1080 with condensator mic? I think interviews would be a vital part. I also think that if we make a documentary, Kozin and Abraham would like to take part.

How did you find out that you had HPPD? Did your doctor told you that or did you have to find it out by yourself? As in my case, i had to find it out all by myself. My doctor thought that i had a psychosis. Best wishes Erik.

I would prefer a dark and sad tone of the documentary, because it's a real sorrow to live with HPPD.