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  1. I personally dont have any visual symptoms anymore, so I cant really comment on that part, but I suppose if you are playing game that increases adrenaline, it could definitely cause symptoms to get worse, i do remember too sometimes in movie theaters my anxiety would get worse. Most of my HPPD only manifests as anxiety anymore, but I had all the typical symptoms, and my anxiety was so bad it was insane, like suicide influencing insane, not like normal anxiety, cause Ive experienced that before.
  2. This. Sounds like you just have anxiety, and meticulously nervous behavior.
  3. https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/27046518/#:~:text=Glial cells such as microglia,to the extrasynaptic NMDA receptor. https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fnmol.2018.00414/full https://www.nature.com/articles/npp2016199 https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2666354619300353 https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0197018613000363 https://www.mdpi.com/2073-4409/8/2/184/htm Just posting these for future reference and reading. It would appear that there is a possibility of glial cell dysfunction leading to increased levels of glutama
  4. Most people to be completely honest, are highly unintelligent. They literally have no idea what's going on with you, they just see the surface of what you are going through. The same thing happened with me. It taught me one thing though, you can only truly rely on one person to help you, and that's what I do every day. Its harsh, but I guess that's how this place is, society focusses so much on smiling photos, fairytale movie endings, and glittering christmas lights, its hard to remember that there is a great deal of suffering on earth, and what people really should be focusing on is the remed
  5. Absolutely, it definitely does sound that to some degree, you have HPPD related symptoms. They aren't the most classically reported symptoms, but they are in the spectrum when considering they are the aftermath of illicit narcotic use. Not all HPPD symptoms are visual, I have no visual symptoms(Although for some time I did have visual snow). Personally I feel the visual symptoms are the more bearable symptoms. Anxiety and depersonalization IMO are the worst HPPD symptoms. My anxiety was so bad immediately after that my heart rate was 90-110 resting, dipshit doctors just thought I was on drugs,
  6. I started talking the two together, for other reasons, and the first 2 days I felt a little weird in my nervous system, typically in the same areas that usually are tormenting from my anxiety from HPPD, but then my nervous system seems to have possibly calmed down. I'm not entirely sure if it has anything to do with HPPD, but if someone could try it out for a couple weeks and report back I would appreciate it. I have been taking 500mg of choline and 2 250mg of Betaine Hydrochloride, they can be purchased at any health food store.
  7. ABSTRACT In the mid-1990s, it was proposed that quantum effects in proteins known as microtubules play a role in the nature of consciousness. The theory was largely dismissed due to the fact that quantum effects were thought unlikely to occur in biological systems, which are warm and wet and subject to decoherence. However, the development of quantum biology now suggests otherwise. Quantum effects have been implicated in photosynthesis, a process fundamental to life on earth. They are also possibly at play in other biological processes such as avian migration and olfaction. The microt
  8. Rat spinal cord ganglia cultures were maintained for periods of up to 19 days in a feeding solution containing LSD-25 in a concentration of 5 x 10-6. Electron microscopic examination of the nerve cells in these cultures revealed alterations in the Golgi complexes, lysosomes, mitochondria and multivesicular bodies. The changes in the membranous components of these structures were particularly prominent and resulted in organelle pleomorphism and very unusual internal membrane patterns. Variations were also noted in the fine structure of the nucleoli of some neurons. The possible relationships of
  9. Strattera should never be used to treat or in conjunction with HPPD. ADD does not equal HPPD. I dont know how doctors are so stupid these days.
  10. https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/10027775/\ Conversely, immature rats can sustain major metabolic activations that lead either to a variable extent of damage, as seen at P21, or no damage, as recorded at P10. And https://watermark.silverchair.com/67-12-1205.pdf?token=AQECAHi208BE49Ooan9kkhW_Ercy7Dm3ZL_9Cf3qfKAc485ysgAAAq8wggKrBgkqhkiG9w0BBwagggKcMIICmAIBADCCApEGCSqGSIb3DQEHATAeBglghkgBZQMEAS4wEQQMYFQnE4k8JeAnLrysAgEQgIICYifamLsH4wt0PhcaiTrNAtOF6dt-jBQn6YTviY7mamU03WE6zRKh9rVTjEokSmtFRVEFga5gTkPM69GAN17GjdjZjIJHwia7qMMWoEVZ8unSvqAvJkWWDCZsd47MDzXtuOBoPLJ6loE02FREWOeXncVpnqg
  11. Thanks, I completely agree. I also don't understand how everyone doesn't realize that pharmaceutical companies don't care about us at all. Even heart attacks are preventable, and they know that, I have seen the studies they have done and its easy to reverse atherosclerosis, making heart attacks a thing of the past, but they don't tell anyone because they make far more if they wait till you have a heart attack. Nice, this is interesting information for sure. Also just because there are volume increases or decreases in areas of the brain as far as I know that does not directly imp
  12. I just want to say that if no one will try any alternatives to pharmacological medications we will never find an answer. I dont see anyone trying anything other than like... benzos, SSRIs, antipsychotics, etc. These medications do not heal, they just alter brain function. Modern medicine literally has zero interest in healing anyone. But there are a slew of treatments that if anyone would try, may find something. Like the whole sorts of vitamins, minerals, and other nutrients that the body needs to function, but I dont see anyone trying anything like these, or even the things that I have recom
  13. Im considering too the possibility of calcium phosphate precipitates in the neurons or issues with the mitochondria, its actually a highly probable case. In a lot of conditions calcium phosphate precipitates are a common finding, aka chronic kidney disease, atherosclerosis, and many more. Heres an article talking about neuronal calcium precipitates. Under high loads of mitochondrial dysfunction large accumulations of calcium phosphates could theoretically be deposited in neurons, possibly even due to hallucinogenic use, which overstimulates the neurons, leading to mitochondrial dysfunctio
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