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  1. hppd33
    I thought you were cured? Go to school man, get a girlfriend, and a good life. Never ever think about drugs again!
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    Hi Do people have this? when looking for examples to my curtains they shake and random other things.. This always reminds hey its still there, when i look at the curtains and they dont shake, i hope my last day HPPD had come. I also have it with my floor it feels and looks wavey, soo freaking feckedup
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    I took it for 7 years, it did help me a little with my Agoraphobia along with benzo's. I quit with it because it didnt work since i got hppd, a TCA would work better my new pdoc told me. Everyone is different, you might get some relief. You probably notice some effect in 4-6 weeks, hppd till the time it will work is going to increase..
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    This goes way to fast, you have slept for the last 13 years and now he wants you back on earth in 1 month, insane. I would ask to do it in 3 months, if you still have dp/dr and HPPD you must be very strong. Good luck!
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    My head isnt ready for beer (yet) I still live in a XTC trip, without the euphoric feeling, depression and anxiety only. I Really hope i become in the real world again, then i can drink a few beers again.
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    I asked my pdoc for Sinemet, he told me i had a panick disorder - i ofcourse told him i ave hppd, he is willing to learn though, but Sinemet i didnt get because he thinks if i get parkinson sinemet wont work, he might be right. I have a list from my Dutch HPPD docter what meds possible could work Klonopin(taking now) leviracetam (not helping) neurotin And a few more, nothing about Sinemet ;/
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    SO after the MDMA incident 21 months ago, i havent had a beer. I sometimes miss being at a concert or some kind of club and have just some fun with BEER, like 6 or 7 without being anxious about the next day or- maybe i die with 1MG Klonopin and 75MG Anafranil in my body. Going out without is no fun anymore since my hppd started, i dont want to talk anymore to most people, only girls Damn thing is if they want a date or something i cant drink or be a little relaxed on alcohol, i think alot about this.. Alcohol
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    Im on a TCA now, i feel less depressed and more clear headed. DP/DR is less, i feels somehow my energy back in my leggs.. and i could sit in a lunchroom today without humping on my chair, i hope this will continue. People tell me i look more "alive" which is avery nice compliment for me. Only 3 side effects i dont like: dry mouth, tiredness. And NO LIBIDO
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    2 apples and a orange in the morning Bread in the afternoon veggetables for dinner + a little piece of meat. In the evening do some sports.
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    No i never took keppra, 21 months HPPD
  11. hppd33
    21 months now. Only thing that decreased is visual snow. I wish my CEVs went a way along with the DP/DR
  12. hppd33
    SO, what you are actually saying is nothing works? Did you try TCA's ? What goes better after 14 years of hppd?
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    Hi I biked 56km a few days ago, because i was so sick tired anxious, and thought. This must help. I never went this far without pause, the ride itself was ok, but the day after i was all day in bed. There is good news though, after the day off in bed, i felt perfect - seems like the same story as yours, I think it has to do with too much of exposure, and you need to heal from that. I keep excersing, biking is the best for me, also swimming helps alot. It makes you feel weird in the water (DP thingie) but when i had the DP attack which i expected, i had a good time swimming.
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    Hey man, Thats great! Now dont touch drugs again!
  15. hppd33
    So, do you get a proper sleep during work days? Must be a hell. But on the other side, weekends must be a bliss
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    Please tell us how you got of the DP/DR and visuals, if you had them! Do you take medication? Please share
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    Oh i do enjoy music! especially when i am on my bike and for example "rage against the machine- killing in the name" comes along it makes me smile and feel like i am going to beat my HPPD. Also when i am a little relax and sit in the train I enjoy my music, not the people talking, when i go sit in my house or behind my computer i cant get in that state. Thing is i like other music more now, energizers. sometimes, i do listen love songs (yes, i do.) I sometimes drop a tear. Which is good, I think.
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    Are you stll on valium ?
  19. hppd33
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih5i8lEpaH0
  20. hppd33
    I think a lot of people have it severe here. What doesnt help is smoking, drinking alcohol (day after), using drugs. What does help is fresh air, going to the beach or a wood.. just try to get in touch with nature..
  21. hppd33
    So as of today I quit Piracetam. I got a real bad flash-back and the feeling i was on MDMA, everything became too intense and the DP/DR was going trough the roof. Too scarey. Luckily i had klonopin, otherwise i called an ambulance. Probably i am going to ask for another SSRi or SNRi? what do you guys advise?
  22. hppd33
    How do you feel ?
  23. hppd33
    A cure yea. ofcourse. The only thing i hear out there is acceptance. I MUST accept it, fighting against it makes it worse. I know somewhere in my deepest me i can resolve it, but always being zen, is not what i want. I also want to have a little party in myself, with others, not being tired all the time.
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    Hey people! Lets talk more about this. This DP/DR ruines my life the most, because i dont feel love/happiness.. this should be the reason humans are alive I can live with my visuals, but DP/DR, my god ! What helps? What meds? (benzos work but its just for the anxiety (duh) Meditation helps a little also does sports, but it is ALWAYS there. HPPD33
  25. hppd33
    I wish i could drink some.. I am scared my anxiety goes through the roof and have to take more klonopin.
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