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Hmm i just got diagnosed with pneumonia I almost cant breath, i got antibiotics too, they dont hurt my visuals though, my breath is hurting more for all kinda anxietys. F@!#1 Im taking doxy.

yes, of course. but no-one understands hppd and we dont know where we are going.. are we getting better, or dont we? The insecurity of that makes me mad sometimes. I know i am the most afraid of the DP/DR thing, the CEV's and OEV's are more dealable.. i always think what can happen if i go there and there blabla. Always have the doom thought, maybe you know what i mean. If i have to go next week to a birthdayparty i can stress about it already today and think the whole day about it.. also when i go thinking what is wrong and what i cant do anymore, i hate myself for doing what i did, taken that mdma. When i wake up the first thing that comes to mind is, fuck another day! Panick attack. About this time (5:00PM) I start to feel better, dont know why, maybe because of the end of the day, although i didnt do anything important today.

Hello I have HPPD! What??? Oh i dont know what it is, i will look it up. Yes, something with visual snow etc.. and anxiety blablabka

This kinda post make me going! It gets better!

Hi Like the title says what do you do to fel better? Some still use drugs, do sport or drink a beer? I sleep to feel a little better when things go trough the roof, and sometimes i drink 3 or 4 beers, then i dont have problems the next day. And drive a bit in my car

i dont think anyone is counting this.

Ive been to Denmark last month. Man that country is not good for my deprssion. I was in kolding and rinkobing lmao. Never again. Sorry 1 beer 8 euro

Dude. Be a little positive. Life continues and we all feel sometimes miserable, but there are great things life offers you.. and chanches are you will get better.. i also am sometimes very negative and done with everything. Though there is always something that keeps me going.. Just accept hppd in your life and do what other people do, why not?

Hello Do you people have a psychologist? Another docter of me told me to get one, to help me in my daily life, i dont know what i can say to him/her. Hppd is in my believe a brain disease instead of some psycholigal problem, although i have problem wih anxiety on the streetsan or with poeple etc.. I am confident this feeling of weirdness will not go away with talking about it with someone, or does anyone have other reports? Thanks!

I think Zyprexa will help you, ihad this too but it vanished when i got zyprexa. Since you dont have the fullblown hppd, it might work. Also

Odisa, Arent you in keppra currently? I took lamotrigine for 3 months at 200mg but did nothing.

Vertigo yes. Sinus is lacknof air? Yes very much hyperventilating.. cant sleep with my window because of the noise outside.. even the first bird 4:45 wakes me.

So effexor did nothing? Are you still on lexapro? Hows it going generaly

Sounds like DP

Do you feel alive?

Oh man im so happy with my glasses. My whole vision is way more relaxed!

Yes they are: dégradé 346 glasses.

i dont see it anymore when its cloudy outside because of the brown, its like a sunglass and a real glas.

Hi I just bought new pair of glasses, and told the woman about my snow. This is the result. It works =)

Thanks for that Odisa! Perphenazine didnt do anything with my hppd, mybe less chaotic with thinking but thats the thing with anti-psych. Gerard cant prscribe sinemet since he is not a neurologist.. neither can my psych because of the same reason. That Mucuna sounds good, did you take it? I a doing the same as 23 months ao since intoxication, nothing changed perhaps maybe i accepted it a little and gives me less anxiety.. i know whats going on now but i feel somewhere i can do a lot better. I am still on a SNRI (effexor) Do you think i can take Mucuna along with that and klonopin? Thansk!

Is there anyone with some sinemet left so i can test it for like a week or someting?

Mushrooms was the worst psychoso drugs. It was 15 years ago though but i was the most in panick because i totally didnt know what was happening i took 2 bags instead of 1 thinking it didnt work. I felt like my nose felt of and people with caps and had long hair i thought it was a hairy face.. it was crazy. Mdma + speed gave me the fullblown hppd.. mdma also was the best feeling i got from any drug Never took heroine.

Hehe

Do or did you take em? What relief did u get

Hello All. Klonopin works for me, but the side effects are awefull. The tiredness and ongoing depressions are driving me nuts. Although it keeps away my CEV'S and anxiety.. I do not like it anymore. When klono kicks in already with 0,25MG i want to sleep and my body is heavy, it sux. Thats why my question, is there any other benzo except Oxazepam or Valium that do work too?? Thanks!