Sammywalker2009

The forum is great but sometimes I wish I could speak to someone in the real world whose going through the same things as me opposed to the cyber one

What was the strange letter he sent to your gp ? Did he write anything about what appropriate treatment and medications could be used if my gp had something written to them from a professional in this country it might just give them the push to let Me try something!

Dude they gave me tramadol after an op it fucks with my symptoms a lot especially dr/dp makes me really spaced out and fuzzy after stopping it though things returned to normal I think it's hard to tell whether it's made my shit a bit worse for longer but I doubt it I think it definitely effects them short term. Though maybe a few days everyone is different though I heard it helped someone

I feel ya brother sleep is my best friend too sometimes! I'm hitting my 2 year mark and I feel like this shit is dragging on longggggg and my fucking gps are useless they ain't doing shit plus I been dealing with other health issues and it's just like what the fuck why is the universe dealt me this shit hand I'm got some shitty ass health I'm out of work living at home no chick and I feel Like no matter what I do to try and get a problem sorted I get another problem if I try and try to be positive and do positive things I still get negative shit life is a real fucking joke sometimes I think what is the meaning what is the point my life is fuxking pointless there is no meaning to it I feel like I ain't doing nothing I feel like I'm in purgatory I'm not quite living a life of hell it could be worse but I sure as hell ain't close to the good life if I could at least get some drugs to trial I'd be happier but thes muvafucking English docs are useless pricks RANT OVER lol I guess we just gotta hang in there dude and hope for the best in the future I felt better when i was exercising and since I had reflux and an op I ain't done none which has made me depressed and pissed keep yo chin up mannnn peaceeeee

When have you got the appointment Chris? be sure to keep me posted on how it all goes and what the doc says good luck.

£600 damn that is expensive

I asked my gp to send a refferal for me to see this doctor I don't even think she has bothered what a joke

I find codeine a relief it gives me a relaxed euphoric feeling yet with the tramadol it just kinda knocks me out like if I take it at night the next day it's like I wake up with a tramdol hangover and feel put of it for most of the day I'm sure I'd love it if I didn't have hppd and it didn't make my dr worse yeah not working out is. Killer I'm hoping 8 weeks I can start again I'm a personal trainer so image means a lot and working out really helps with the hppd by far the best thing for dr I'll just have to go really light with extremely strict form Kai green style thankyou for the well wishing man one week down 7 to go

Well I was taking two 50mg pills before sleeping went on to codeine instead as it doesn't affect me as bad and take the odd tab of tramadol I think it's a mixture of the drugs lack of exercise and liquid diet that is making me so dizzy and spaced out I don't feel far off from when I first got hppd

Funnily enough I took one today and it didn't have a negative effect I'm not sure what's going on with my head at the moment

Definitely think it's making my hppd worse

Had surgery on my stomach for reflux and a hiatus hernia recovering now feeling very spaced out and with lots of visual snow and dr not sure if it's coz I can't eat food properly so only been having liquid but the medication tramadol isn't helping makes me really knocked out and weird headed hopefully it will ware off and get better after i recover I been feeling out of it since the morphine on Tuesday

Made me proper sleepy lol but I've still got morphine paracetamol ibuprofen anaesthetic. The works in my system feel so spaced out and doped up can't help it though the pain I'm in I need the meds don't like feeling this spaced out though lol

I've actually found with all the opiates I've been given they have made my dr worse I feel very spaced out and tired I also get a kind of euphoric feeling was wondering about tramadol as it works on the serotonin system and the 5ht receptors seeing as it makes my dr worse and yours better it's a strange one makes me wonder what is the cause for dr

Anyone got any experience with this I think this is the painkillers they are sending me home with ?

Thanks buddy yeah hopefully I'll be sorted soon and be back down that gym lol

So lying in hosp bed after op pumped full of morphine and well hppd seems a little worse nothing major do feel put of it though very dr dizzy and just spaced out guessing that's normal for anyone after an op is that right ?

Good for you renne :-)

I am exactly the same the things I create in my head the dreams I have theyre so wild and epic if I could write them Down or draw some of the things I imagine id be like a millionaire from creating the next lord of the rings lol but I don't seem to have the talent

Dude I know exactly what your going through happened to me like a few weeks had major sickness food poisoning although it's leveled out a bit but I still don't feel as good as I did before I've had it before but in the past I exercised and ate healthy and would just generally be healthy and keep busy and it would get better and back to how it was before the incident but this time I can't as I got stomach trouble which prevents me from exercising and eating properly having an op next Tuesday but it's such a fucking joke I went to my gp before christmas and asked her to refer me to see a specialist and I swear she hasnt even done it she's useless I feel at the point of giving up I'm so trapped though I feel like there's no way out I'm doomed for the rest of my days I'm cracking up with the stress and anger of all this health shit driving me crazy

I had things done before but was minor and it made my visuals worse for a couple of days then it leveled out my visuals seem to of leveled out again since being ill but my head has this weair dizzy feeling and i feel tired fatigued and derealized sucks man and i cant even workout thats what would usually get rid of such problems i just hope i can beat my health issues this year

So after all the tests for my stomach and I'm having an op in 10 days and am wondering if this is gonna fuck with my hppd I'm still waiting to hear back from my gp About a refferal To an expert in the uk she's useless I swear she hasn't even made the referral

I had food poisoning last Saturday and it fucked my head up majorly I still don't feel how I was before the shitty day my head feels dizzy and I feel like my symptoms are worse and derealization too and I'm going in for an operation In a week fuck knows how that's gonna affect me

What the fuck

Pretty sure it made mine slightly worse while taking it