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  1. Sammywalker2009
    Yeah thats the thing I like to have a drink too with my bad stomach it's kinda made me stop drinking at all but whenever I did drink It just made my hangover worse like my hppd seemed a lot worse with a bad hangover but then it leveled out with weed though it just made my visual snow thicker whilst on it then it leveled out the next day Reason I say is I might be going to Amsterdam soon as they're closing all the cafes to non-Dutch citizens In Jan 2013
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    how much do you think going completely sober helps guys I been off weed and drink for ages now and haven't really noticed any difference I never smoked or drunk much I'm the first place maybe once a month for drinking and smoked weed for like a week every 3 or 4 months and neither made my hppd worse only for a little bit whilst on the substances and maybe a day after just wondering what your experiences are with weed and booze guys ?
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    Sounds like involuntary muscle twitches I got these lot after the MDMA I done now I get it every once in a while of it is that then it's normal and nothing to worry about
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    Yeah I had that feeling a lot during the weeks that followed my MDMA it's like a feeling of impending doom like for me it was rhe worst feeling ever worse than depression anxiety it was horrible I think that feeling is linked with anxiety though my worst symptoms are visual snow light sensitivity and maybe dr when I get it it sucks
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    Fuck that sounds crazy scary man I had a Horrible trip thought electric invisible spider machines were trying to set me on fire and I was convinced I'd stop hallucinating and all this was real was trying to Hoover them up and telling my mum we gotta get rid of these electric spiders haha but I've smoked reefa a few times since having hppd even went to Amsterdam and it never made it any worse maybe just made visual snow a little thicker for a day same with alcohol
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    Death don't scare me to die would be an awfully big adventure haha what scares me is living a life with something like locked in syndrome or a degenerative disease that is much more scary in my eyes
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    Yeah I totally agree with you I tend to think it's more of a reaction our brains have had to a drug and everyone has different reactions due to our chemistry I had issues before I ever done MDMA which probably would be warning signs for me to be a candidate for developing it but I was very uneducated and didn't have a clue about hppd this needs to be told to kids at school when they have the say no to drugs campaigners come in if I was told a drug could make me blind or a drug could kill me I'd take rhe death risk may sound extreme but that's my view lol
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    Oops think you were talking about the sleep thing that started when I was 16 well the first one o can remember anyway lol
  9. Sammywalker2009
    I got this when I was 21 and I'm 22 now will be 23 soon had it for about a year and a half
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    Yeah working out is a life saver can't wait to get back to it waiting on an op ATM another thing I used to get constantly was just going into daydreams and I felt fatigued quite a bit after about 8 months of the gym didn't feel fatigued anymore and if I did I didn't notice it coz I was getting bigger and fitter and stronger so just assumed I Might be tored coz I pushed it hard lol how long you had hppd dude I been pretty much sober for the last 6 months and probably seen some improvement it's really difficult to tell I guess I don't feel as negative anymore
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    I believe my sleep hypnogogia isn't relates to hppd I've had it long before drug use it just happens randomly ever few months
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    I believe anyone can get it's very closely linked with things like pma visual snow lots of people probably suffer with persistent migraine aura I think they are all very close and different things can set these different issues off in the brain I personally think my visual trouble started after a panic attack I had during the come down of my MDMA and bad trip I think people are more prone to developing these things like before I'd ever done any drugs I had visual snow and light sensitivity afterimages the lot one night with a migraine went away after my migraine went away so kinda figures I'd be the unlucky one to develop hppd from doing drugs so maybe it could be hereditary
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    Well I don't get the ghosting but after images I get both I guess sometimes I see things in different colors other times I see the same image like with headlights they can linger on for a while
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    Hypnagogia now that shit is scary right before you sleep when your in-between sleep and being awake and you hear bang bang bang on your door as if there's a ghost or someones broken In haha and the other one where something hit me with a stick and when I woke up and turned over I see a figure disentergrating into the background freaky freaky stuff lol
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    I had all that for a couple of months it slowly tappered off now I have none of that stick with the working out done wonders for me eat healthy I was taking a lot of omega 3 at the time as well whether that helped or not that was in my early and worse stages of hppd so hopefully you get past it sonner rather than later
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    Yeah it's mainly my local gps who are being obtrusive I read they can prescribe off label prescriptions which basically means they can prescribe a medication which is liscensed for a particular condition if it might help so they were basically chatting rubbish when they said they can't prescribe it for me because it's not licensed to treat that medical condition I need a lawyer just to get my docs to prescribe me meds lol haha
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    Yeah Im going to really look into doing something like that after I've got past this stomach trouble thanks for all the advice I'll deffo be sure to jeep you posted
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    Yeah they got a couple of doctors in London who specialize in visual stuff in kcl and ucl
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    Did you show them the actually study?? I said there's been a study by an American doctor and they said do I know any uk doctors that are studying it or aware of it my doctors are useless they have been no help with my stomach trouble either I had to go to the hospital to get help
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    I spoke to 2 doctors here in the uk they were my gps who said they couldn't prescribe it to me due to them not understanding hppd and said the drugs wernt liscenced for use with hppd
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    Wish they would do some dn trials in the uk I mean they have docs researching this stuff here
  22. Sammywalker2009
    What is ghosting again isn't it like and after image yeah this shit really sucks I'm very up an down in spirits
  23. Sammywalker2009
    What is ghosting again isn't it like and after image yeah this shit really sucks I'm very up an down in spirits
  24. Sammywalker2009
    What is ghosting again isn't it like and after image yeah this shit really sucks I'm very up an down in spirits
  25. Sammywalker2009
    That must of been some strong crazy ass weed lol how long have you had it mike any signs of it receeding getting better I find it really hard to tell if this is getting better or just staying the same
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