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  1. alice-acid
    where are you from oliver? UK?
  2. alice-acid
    seriously man madchester hahaha it really is back! no lie even the biggest geeks at my school are stoners now, and some of them take trips and everything most of them take pills its serious madness up here! but ketamine has been a massive problem over the last 2 years with a looooot of people being addicted |: bristol has a ketamine ward!!! its never had a smack or crack ward thats how bad its got... and then came the ket drout... probably the bet thing to ever happen to the youth of this country
  3. alice-acid
    over about 2 years from ages of 15-17 probably about 10 acid trips weed all day every day soooo much ketamine its untrue everyone in this city has a god damn ket problem anyway too much mdma to name a lot of valium too plenty of alcohol speed afew times (and also probably in pills n such) probably around 20 gs of mephedrone coke afew times and shrooms only once when i went picking ;D
  4. alice-acid
    st. johns wort is pretty good i take it daily
  5. alice-acid
    haha yeah a friend posted that on facebook as well!! its brilliant isnt it but i didnt notice the dr abraham resemblence lol
  6. alice-acid
    i sometimes say things that im trying not to say you know the kind of things that you half mumble and turn a room silent XD thst are just so boring or something lmao
  7. alice-acid
    yh ill say things n not mean to say them most of the time its not like i even am thinking them half the time very weird..
  8. alice-acid
    YOU ARE A GODSEND! thankyou
  9. alice-acid
    where is KCL?! and doctor gordon plant? either of these anywhere near manchester by any chance? my guess would be london ):
  10. alice-acid
    i mean literally like.... touch. like sometimes my tongue and my teeth blend together as 1 like they did once wen i was trippin and i get a massive spike of anxiety and an increase in visual stuff at the same time... orrr theres like when my fingers touching each other start to get softer and softer its fuckin weirrrrd man.. they feel like cushions kind of
  11. alice-acid
    yeah be careful with benzos, i mean i personally do buy my own valium n such but i have a mate round the corner that sells em me for cheap its too easy living in a main city in manchester to get benzos, but ive always even before any of this been super careful with them i know alot of people that hav had problems with them so i know how easy it is to end up addicted. but yeah im in the UK too i honestly think your best bet is to ask to be referred to a mental health professional, im in the uk as well and thats what ive had to do! my hppd seems to come in waves though so i keep thinkin its gone and cancelling all my appointments n stuff lol
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    this is really interesting but yeah i agreee i found my symptoms drastically improved the very first time i managed to stop myself obsessing and just power through what i was doing and IGNORE the symptoms instead of stare back at the wall every few seconds and not let myself think about anything else and panic. to be honest to a certain extent i believe that hppd could indeed just be an obsessive thought and nothing more, it is directly linked to the anxiety you feel at the time, and how much you think about it. although i think that to begin with at least something has to ACTUALLY be happening for you to start obsessing over it.
  13. alice-acid
    that is very weird, sometimes i hear things as well, i rarely find other people that have hppd symptoms that arent visual or like.. emotional? i once at college kept hearing my name being shouted in all different scary creepy voices for like 5 minutes every like 10 secinds it was fuckin horrible i looked like i was crazy do you ever get any like textural symptoms? like when you feel things?
  14. alice-acid
    AFEW YEARS?!!!?!! wow thats unbelievable ive never had 1 lasting more than like afew hours before O:
  15. alice-acid
    definately switch!! just show them some decent evidence that hppd is a thing, get them to look it up, and try and get some kind of mental health professional? phsychiatrist/phsychologit they are more qualified to understand this sort of thing
  16. alice-acid
    bahaha im listenin to a dont flop battle where a teacher/poet is beatin an actual mc (blizzard) its very entertainin
  17. alice-acid
    did you not read any of what any1 wrote? seriously if ur in really having any kind of fun 'experimenting' with this then you dont know vaguely how fucked up it really can get. if you carry on the way you are im sorry but ur a fucking idiot.
  18. alice-acid
    gna have to agree with most ppl on here stop taking it so lightly or you will regret it, its mild now but more drug use will just aggravate it and to be honest it is hell. think about it carefully
  19. alice-acid
    yeah it got rid of alot of them worked just like any other benzo
  20. alice-acid
    i dont understand why noone else finds this interesting lol
  21. alice-acid
    yeah a 1mg pill is just like a 10mg valium, except like i said better tailored for quick panic attack relief, and will cause les with drawal issues, and i would say i find less addictive too personally a recent discovery of mine that i am very happy about aha
  22. alice-acid
    have you thought about getting some etizolams? its better if its just for panic attacks becasue the half life is only 6 hours so its in your body, does the job and is out again, whilst with clono the half life is so long that your hormones would be all over the place plus did i mention its technically legal to buy it as its a theinodiazapine or something i dont know but yeah i get em for 50p each on ebay ;D
  23. alice-acid
    yes it wasnt quite as strong as a full on acid trip, but i was just getting acid visuals as well as the other usual hppd stuff all the time. i.e little hairs on towelws wiggling, or 'trippy' things doin what they would do on acid basically, also stuff on surfaces raising, stuff changing colour. aciddy patterns, rather than just geometricy ones if you get me?, also faces on things like wooden doors etc, and general slight melting of stuffs
  24. alice-acid
    my first few months of HPPD i was getting flashbacks every evening, and all the rest of the symptoms 24/7 it slowly calmed down with sobriety though, was awful though seriously
  25. alice-acid
    i just read this and it seems quite clear now lol http://hppd.stormloader.com/klonopin.htm
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