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dmt is naturally found in he body, and is only released when we dream, and apparently when we die do u reckon this means we TRIP THE FUCK OUT when we die ? ;D

6mgs a day?!?!??!!! fuckin hell thats alot... plus dont you think that buying benzos off the internet is a terrible idea, you will just end up heavily addicted for life... and also its illegal in the uk not sure about other places but i know that its a class c here

thankyou so much

yes please actually thatd be really helpful

i understand exactly what he means tbh some people's anxiety is due to thier brain chemistry... and this needs to be balanced with medications whilst some people' is due to things causing them to be anxious and them being used to it. i think thats the kind hppd is to be honest. like how some people are depressed because they are bipolar, where as other hav things in thier life that eventually lead to them being depressed,

yh i knowwww but i rarely drink

i dont really know what kind of anxiety is? it definately comes from the hppd, they come hand in hand

naah im not doin this now this is just from past experience, towards the beginning when i didnt know what was goin on

well im definately glad to hear alot of people have been successful and not ended up as horribly addicted as people make out, if after 13 years its still working for you im very happy

well id say i dont think it does get permanently worse after gettin wasted, just temporarily... ive found that alcohol has a much worse effect on me that afew drugs really its weird, infact sometimes i think MDMA makes it better o: if i get really drunk the next day or 2 is total hell, but i can drink the exact same amount and take MD on top of that and the next day is nowhere near as bad its really weird

aah thanks very much so does it help stop hangovers making everything worse then?

yeah same here it was more at the beginnin then it just went away, now i only get it sometimes and it isnt as loud o.O

i'll be honest i partied rather hard i couldnt help it haha so how much klonopin do you take?

thankyou

thinking of starting nac as it seems to have helped afew people but whats a good amount to start at? and do i need to like.. take it olong side food or anything? also anyone got any similar suppliment suggestions?

this is something ive just remembered from the very beginning of my troubles tegratol may be its british brand name im not sure.. but it is used often for epilepsy, and also mood disorders i havent been prescribed it but my boyfriend at the time my whole hppd started, but i hadnt figured out it was hppd, was epileptic, and gave me some after i found online that a girl was being prescribed it after shed started gettin 'regular flashbacks' when she was spiked at a party, just the once, and actually it worked brilliantly!! visuals pretty much completely went, (and this was towards the beginning when i was living in a permanently aciddy and anxious world) it was actually the first relief from my symptoms since they started happening, it was at its worst and had been none stop for about 2 months or something just wondering as ive seen absolutely no mention of it on here

ermmm ive not been prescribed any meds but ive found that recreationally shall we say that valium and tegretol work ! and visual distortions? im not sure i know wat u mean but i think i do... if u mean like my visual symptoms they areee -mild lsd visuals (breathing, growing melthing and such) - visual snow pretty much always, very badly at night -patterns on plain walls / surfaces -text changing colour occasionally, or weird little patterns between the text -starburts -negative images for tooo long, especially after looking at light, although that has improved quite alot -CEVs, patterns and on bad days the silluette of a person like... dancing and as i panic more it like zooms in to the person and then i cant start to make out the expression, which gets more gruesome with more panicking!! this happens when im the very very very most anxious, definately the scariest of all my visuals -trails occasionally -flashes of light -stationary stuff looking like its moving in my peripheral vison erm i thinkkkk thats it and i know what NAC is i plan to buy some very soon but what's gaba? thanks for the help oh and also what would you consider a good amount to start on with nac?

hahaaa i only just saw this thankyou! im mid getting myself diagnosed its annoying as hell

im on no meds n gettin no help i self diagnosed tbh but im in the process of gettin actual diagnosed basically im wonderin what do ppl do/take to deal with the anxiety other than benzos any tips or i dont know vitamins i can buy or something? not vitamins but ya know what i mean

oh right :S i did not know that tbf tho i do get a very achey jaw its well annoyin but i think that might be the anxiety makin me all tense

not wanting to not take drugs any more is very very common, but it will actually be fine i felt exactly the same and was scared of a life without drugs but i didnt have much choice as a life with drugs was hellllll but good luck with your drug free life trust me its definately better and worth it

well i do feel that the world looks strange quite alot, like not real its weird i can understrand that definately but im not sure about being disconnected from myself and id guess im lucky not too apart from sometimes when my hppd is bad i feel like im just watchin my hands do stuff rather than im making them do it but tbh i dont mind that compared to some of the crazy stuff thats goin on around me haha

wow some of those are quite expensive O:

hmm yeah that makes sense to me, right thankyou you've helped alot haha

yeah but it would be difficult to be correctly diagnosed with and treated for hppd without mentioning drug use haha but yeah i just wanna know if it works tbh some ppl say it does some dont tbh ive taked valium and xanax that ive bought before and that has actually helped alot so i do think benzos would help me a little but im not sure how long for rusty are you in the uk??