Jay1

I love a good curry high, embrace it! I can assure you it will not make things worse (except for your ass) I remember reading some urban myth that beef/cow milk had miniscule traces of halluciogens too.... so no more big macs for you Honestly mate, just forget about it. Food wont get you high

I've relapsed a few times over the years.... Best to just put it out of mind rather than beat yourself up about it. Is it possible you could suggest something like Lamictal as an AD treatment. It is well known for AD properties, but doesn't affect your hppd. SSRIs (which I assume they want you to take) will 90% chance make you worse, although I think Zoloft is more tolerable.

You must be fairly hopefully to make it to the final though? Your squad is impressive... Ozil, Kheidira, Shweinsteiger, Kroos, Gotze, Klose, Gomez, Neuer, Lahm and probably alot more that I don't know so well. I wish some of them would come to Man Utd!

ahh, I forgot that we actually used to have some very, very classy players. Makes me sad, especially up front.... Carroll plays a couple of decent games and seems to have booked himself onto the plane!

It seems that we have quite a few Europeans on here these days, so let's get some football chat going as we build up to the Euros. Who do you think will win? Who are your countries best players? How far will your team go? If your country isn't going, are you supporting anyone else? I am not holding out much hope for England... We have some pretty average players and we seem scared to use the younger players. Here is who I would play: Hart Walker, Rio, Lescott, Cole Lennon, Carrick, Barry, Young Rooney, Welbeck What I think will actually be played: Hart Walker, Terry, Cahill, Cole Walcott, Parker, Lampard, Gerrard, Young Rooney I will be happy if we get to the 1/4 finals... But really hope we see some of the young players like Welbeck, Chamerlaine, Walker, Cleverley and Smalling. We need to build for the world cup. I think Germany will win, they have a great young team and I think Spain are just slightly starting to slip.

I'd go 250mg after breakfast and 250mg after your dinner.... See how that goes for a week or two, then add in 250mg after lunch... then 500mg after breakfast/dinner... and if needed, 500mg after breakfast/lunch/dinner

good luck mate... but why start on 1000mg? You might be good on 250mg and be taking 4 times the amount of a strong drug, for no reason. Time is on your side, don't rush these things.

Welcome... nepuinthesky is right... stay away from benzos unless you are desperate. Try Keppra. Good luck

Does the way you feel right now really stop you living your life? Are you going to let it? Don't sit around waiting for this to go away.... Just go out and live, you'll be surprised how well you do. Keep fighting... Keep living

The problem with a med database is the benzo use, imho. It seems like some of these meds just help boost the benzo for a whlie. I don't remember many instances of someone getting decent relief from Keppra or Sinemet without a benzo being thrown into the mix. I might be remembering wrong though.

With the tagline "No matter how fucked you are, there are people more mental"

Sport is a cure for me, even if it only last for a short time... I love it. I play football (soccer) twice a week here in portugal... most of the time it is blazing sun and blue skies.... I get to the pitch and i'm seeing crazy VS and after images.... As soon as we kick off, I don't even notice it... not one bit. Just pure focus. Surfing/boadyboard is the same, especially in big waves.... too scared to see visuals

I guess the easiest way would be either to post your visual symptoms in your signature, or start a thread where we all add our symptoms.... but maybe one of our more technical users could put togrther a database?

It might be worth looking into Lamictal as this helps depresssion and, in my case at least, even helped hppd/anxiety

That's why I try and help out as much as possible on here.... It's a cliche, but if I can stop a few people making my mistakes, i'll feel like my hppd is not completly without a purpose.

Thanks mate, sign up and PM me your username and i'll set you up for free... same for anyone here.

Thanks guys.... I can't really link to the app/sites from here... As much as I don't think it should be a problem, I don't want employers to see me or this site on their referals. No one likes a mental working for them! you can see the sort of stuff I get upto here though http://www.stylecreative.net (my portfolio) and http://www.screenspro.com (my business)

yea, busy boy... done 3 websites and an app already (design)

Makes me a bit more anxious, except when drinking. I quit 6 weeks ago though, was surprisngly easy (I smoked for 20 years)... My wife bought me a CD-rom on how to quit.... I thought to myself, i'd rather just quit than have to spend 10 hours going through this CD-rom. Laziness... the cure for smoking

My brother's in laws are mexican... we get the good stuff... Actually tastes nice! I got 2 part time jobs... one with the app guys and one with a web design firm... about 10-15 hours per week, at each... Suits me fine while I build my main Android app..

maybe sleep patterns or stress? mine are flaring, but I know excatly why..... Tequila boom booms on Saturday

Sorry to hear it didn't work.... You should speak to your doctor about how to come off it and especially how to come off Valium (if you have been taking it everyday). There are some clued up people here, but everyone is different,,,, you should always consult your doctor. Good luck with the Keppra trial.

my visual field is a complete mess of green and blue ..... VS seems to be blue, after images green

Stop making me feel old.... I haven't a clue what those things are... Dancehall sounds like something my Nan would enjoy

It is very important.... We all need to hear some good news on here