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Lmao jay I know how crazy that sounds but I basically have to stay up all night, codeine doesn't effect my visuals, and I'm only having small amounts of caffeine, I've had this shut for 2 years and as much as i hate risking it I have to stay up

I'm actually planning on being awake for 2 days straight when fallout 4 comes out, I'm going to be drinking lots of caffeine to stay up and am going to balance it out with codeine, still sounds crazy though

Umit why don't you just take some benzos on this bad days?

I live in California and its always hot but I love cold and rainy weather, heat nakes my dp worse and my sleep but cold weather calms me down

There's lots of threads on it making hppd worse

Tramadol made me feel amazing, actual happiness meanwhile codeine didn't, that's because tramadol cause a release in serotonin which all hppders seem to lack. Sadly taking drugs that affect serotonin is NOT a safe thing with hppd. Drinking makes me feel ok if I only have a little, I recently had only 2 bud lights and felt really de personalized and scared

In just gonna say it to end this thread, you need to get a job or find some way to get money Brandon. You either have to get meds prescribed or get them illegally as you seem to hate this life so much (as do I) so instead of complaining how about you find a job, find a benzo dealer, or just wait till your 18 to see the doctor yourself

Great to hear! Hope your visuals go away with time to

That's why I quit it, idk it seemed like it would work in theory but it probably has to much other stuff in it

I agree with jay, if you gave yourself a year or two sober and stayed healthy you would most likely be cured @trip into hell

I dm'ed you

Have your visuals gone down at all? If somekne lives a life as happy as yours they shouldn't care about visuals tho

Brandon, you can dm me your new number, I have shit insurance so I still haven't gotten meds prescribed, maybe you should get a job and find a benzo supplier untill you can get meds on your own

I ended up drinking a few with my buddies late Halloween night, smoked some cigs to. At first I was having fun was pretty relaxed but I still didn't really feel there that much, kinda depersonalized like usual. I was getting pretty drunk and I noticed something, I was scared and not liking it even though I was relaxed, even when relaxed I don't like being under the influence because it feels like I'm just becoming more lost and gone in my mind, less in this world if you understand. I think I realized through drugs that I don't like drugs/alcohol anymore, and that the most fun I've had was while sober, this is great but can anyone relate?

Got pretty drunk Halloween night, smoked a few cigs to, at first I was feeling good but the more drunk I got the more I noticed something, I don't like being under the influence anymore

You have a kik or a Skype? I've thought about this many times before, many, but I haven't because there is ways to reduce and completely cure hppd and depersonalization, medication for it to

Couldn't agree more

Are you still going to ask your doctor about lomerizine?

In general most supplements don't work, magnesium is about the only one that works for most. For a long term situation like you I recommend getting doctor prescribed medication, there are several non benzo meds that have helped many like Keppra. Lamactil and sinemet

I'll do anything and everything I can

Just get a divorce already

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I'm German to, why does it seem young white men are the most susceptible to hppd?