I never took meds until know. I'm in crisis because I broke up with my girlfriend.
I'm taking Paxil, antidepressant. I take benzodiazepines sometimes on the weekends to sleep well, because my mom use that.
Other than that, the only thing that makes me feel good is skateboarding (or exercise in general) and sex.
In any other moment I feel like I'm living in a dream, numbed, disconnected, with no emotions and with anxiety, mostly with social interaction.