2muchmandy

ah yeah original sin has made a few absolute bangers like. congo natty for me sums up jungle, hes soo cool in his image and what he represents, plus his tunes are absolute stompers. it really is a shame vinyl is so expensive but theres something satisfying about having a proper record collection. my friend iv known since childhood is getting big now. renegade, hes on radio one a fair bit, gets played by hype and hazard. hes just released an EP on smokin riddims i believe. u find mixing on wax or cdj harder? im eagre to start its shit innit Gmo. i dont play guitar as much as i used to, im into babyshambles and the libertines so id sit with a bottle of gin and strum away, now i have no motivation. how old are u btw? u must be younger than me if u have homework

Hmm sounds, less than ideal I guess il just need to experiment and see if i can handle it, iv heard horror stories about hppd and ganja causing acid like trips so il leave the brocolli out :/ metalheadz and hospital i like, over the years soo many good tunes have come out of them. never heard of ingredients, whos on them? im into alot of jump up/jungle. ganja records, so like. Dj hazard, Dillinja ( i saw last month ) sub zero, im seeing congo natty in may. Quite into bassweight aswell, shit on shogun records, like S.P.Y. total science, need for mirrors As of yet im building my 12" collection and will probably buy decks next month, i just bought another beemer so im skint. Do u mix?

How do u find the hangover? Is it worsened visuals or DR and anxiety that gets bad? Also when drinking do the visuals get worse? The visuals are what scare me most. Sweet man, cant beat a cheeky live mix. What producers are u into? Also i keep tryna change my display pic but it isnt showing up :S

Its definately a huuuge aspect, the head pressure the DR all that shit, but the fact of being sober is possibly the worst symptom on all. Im with you, i used to drink fairly heavily but in return i was pretty stress free, now im snappy, on edge and constantly stressed. As you say us brits dont do tee total very well, i live in north scotland, there is NOTHING to do bar drink. I too hope im almost cured in a few months and can hit the stella again.

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My local doctor didnt have a clue, i had to explain to her what she should do, told her the drugs she should offer me ( i didnt want them just now though ) shes refered me to a drug addiction specialist who " might be able to help " i feel so hopeless. plus i live in the north of scotland, londons hardly a 5 minute walk

It shall be particularly hard to accept going out minus MDMA considering all i listen to is drum n bass and minimal techno. This is a nice track by a good minimal producer, not his usual thing but you might enjoy it as much as i do. edited, embed didnt work first time

jesus man i feel for u greatly. i hope it clears up one day. wonder if i would smoke itd be like 2cb

hahah WHAT a kilo of mdma! jesus man. i cant even picture that shit. i smoked dmt once, but i didnt smoke enough so i didnt really trip....i was on my way to work at the time

they appear to be disappearing like. i think itl be the first time a scot has ever gone easy on the drink but il need to. is that what happens if u smoke weed? start tripping balls? how long does it last?

it wasnt a question or an intention it was me telling about another lads experience. i wont go back to drugs, thats spitting in the face of my bodys screams to stop. im just confused and a bit scared.

i just want to know whats wrong with my head really and if il be able to smoke, drink do whatever again u know. the symptoms hes described sound hppdish but he said it faded and he can now still take mdma aslong as he doesnt over do it with no symptoms just depression and the usual black tuesday

Im amased man. Had DR yesterday but i just kinda laughed at myself and shrugged it off. The visuals are almost pleasant, the snowyness is nice and sparkly and seems to be fading. Still closed eye visuals etc but not as strong and the snowyness is pretty much trippy when i wake up. One of the lads on E30zone ( bmw forum ) was saying he got seratonin syndrome after a hard mandy binge and had persisting visuals on a few occasions lasting a week or there abouts. It wouldnt be that would it? Cos thats pretty serious. Iv had it 10 days now.

Could seratonin syndrome be confused with hppd. I know a lad on one of my bmw forums said he got ss after a hard mandy session that had visuals persisting for a week or so and similar feelings of hppd. Im unsure as I havnt been diagnosed cos no doctor in scotland has a clue....which is stupid seen as we live on drugs

I hope so. Iv had hppd for just over a week and its faded so much. Im just left with faint visual snow

not atal man. im just an idiot that jumped in at the deep end. never taked acid or shrooms, or any other hallucinagen. infact i was terrified of them for years, eventually got drunk and plucked up courage to try it. the pain only lasts like 10 minutes then it goes away. the more i read what im writing and think about it i realise i was actually an absolute arse haha. 2cb is definately mind expanding but fuck its not for the feint hearted

WHAAAT. 373. what the hell man. whats in that thing? earth moving power that is

thanks guys. basically i know my drugs. and i knew when i was on ketamine and mdma, and started seeing 2cb hallucinations something was NOT right. also im chill as fuck, so when im in a corner shuddering crying wanting to die, something isnt right. next day when i woke up and shit was sparkly and a bit trippy i came on the internet. ruled out seratonin syndrome. found HPPD. ID'ed it and phoned the doctor. the next few months will consist of NO booze, drugs, caffine bmx, mixing drum n bass, ps3 and lots of socialising. i might start reading more and get the brain ticking over

convulse? u have no idea mate. i used to snort it. ur meant to ingest maybe 20-30 mg. but probably the worst experience i had i snorted maybe 75-80 mg within 8 hours, it should have killed me. at first u deal with the insane pain of the nose, like its been described as the most painful drug to take, i snapped my knee and 2cb hurt more. then u feel damp, constantly cold and damp. mouth dry, ( if ur unlucky ) instant vomiting with no warning after 10 mins. then u start to trip HARD. the body shuddering, constantly too hot....too cold, wet....cramps. going numb, cramps again, more shaking. its a mind expanding drug but, now i describe it i wonder why i took it, its obviously 100% absolute poison to body and brain

thanks alot dude. im actually turning that one into a rat sorta drift beater. iv bought another black one, same body that il get this week. that ur little motor there? looks pretty jdm and clean, very nice

wonder how il handle drifting breathing in half burned rubber toxins

im gunna start drifting. the racing u couldnt do here. does anyone know if u are " healed up " and then drink again

i think im blaming mdma as thats what i was on last week when it hit although i took mxe aswell ( ketamine annalogue ) for the first time. i dont know if that one time thing kicked me over the edge or my previous mdma and 2cb use did it. in reality it probably was my should have been fatal 2cb sessions that have pushed my brain to such a point

we dont really rate bipolar in number here, my doctor kinda just pussyfooted around it, refered me to a councellor who never showed up and smacked me on prozac which i stopped taking because it was dire. anyway its not too much of an issue im not sure about the barbs and so on but il ask. i really just want the visuals to fuck off because they annoy me so if theyl help, great. i worry theyl get worse. i panic, then i get stupid thoughts, but im strong minded and within a few seconds i come back to norm. i also have the will power of a tank and im not easily addicted so that wouldnt be an issue. really appreciate the advice thank u man. if my visuals etc. go away in a month or so will i be able to drink again. im scottish its my job to drink. i could accept not drinking if needed but i like to think that if i heal i can drink again

Im scottish and 19. Its in my blood to drink until i cant speak. I think stella artois will go out of business now i cant drink. Best way to cut down is tell urself u aint gunna heal if u dont. Thats what im doing, i love beer but i need to choose between that and living a normal life. I know what im picking.