2muchmandy

Pretty reasuring. Whats ur circumstances ferret? Eg. What drugs did u take, how often what are u taking etc.

yes. unfortunately

i used to see static in the dark if i was hella hungover

maybe man, cos i was sobering up when mine hit aswell. and maybe the depression and stress hit at once

65 sheets a session. il check with my gp, hope its on nhs. i suppose if it might help its worse a shot and if it makes hppd o totally or atleast the visuals its a small price to pay

welcome to the forum dude, i too am 19 and iv had hppd for just over a month after i took some mdma, then a little MXE and just, didnt seem to come down properly i too at first thought i was going insane and it still concerns me now and again but a few tips i have in dealing with it is that remember like normal u will have good and bad days. i thought i was about to be fully healed then it relapsed over the past 3 or 4 days but wel see. the main thing is stay away from drugs, cafeine, alcohol. try eating healthy, lots of fresh OJ and vitamins etc. and try ur best to ignore. telling urself u dont have hppd is pointless its like ignoring a broken leg..its not gunna help i dont think but dont dwell on it. when u feel good make the most of it, try and live ur life and do things, dont let it hold u back and it should hopefully heal up.

i get tingly legs and feel like im on mdma sometimes. i take deep breathes and relax

dali never used drugs! are u fuckin serious? haha i thought he lived on acid

thats reasuring man. id say im like 70% fixed, maybe 80. i have bad days but...thats human life u have bad days anyways. i always used to pride myself in handling any situation laid back as ever but i cant do that with hppd and it upsets me

I agree alice this sites a saviour. I reckon I owe my life to this site and especially some of the posts jay has done. I find it very refreshing and relaxing. If I hadnt found this site and a diagnosis by now I woulda topped myself tbh. Then seeing jay post about the fact hes a long term sufferer but coping well keeps me calm

Addiction isnt an issue with me. I have the will power of a god. So I might try it out

See thats the thing. Iv never been paranoid, anxious, reserved or a hypercondriac. Hppd has brought all this on. I like to think of my brain as a car thats been ecu remapped but iv got worse than when it went into the garage haha

Good way to look at it. I really dont want meds but sometimes I wish I had just to take the edge off

my huge worry for things like this is that il be left out. like id love to try all these things but most of the studys are done in america, im stuck in north rural scotland, the local doctor hadnt heard of hppd and had never met a hallucinigen user. a huge part of hppd for me is fear. im scared my vision will get worse, im scared il go insane and im scared im missing/will miss a treatment that might help

props man. i really really like this, welldone

dam, opposite ends of the spectrum. hppd is very much like being on drugs. minus the good parts

does anyone else find keeping track of the date what day it is and just time in general a bit more difficult with hppd. i feel like time goes alot faster, it was my birthday on march 30th, it was almost 5 days ago but it feels like it was fuckin yesterday

id never go back to drugs, not even grass incase it made this flare up again. if i get this gone im determined it stays that way

thanks alot man il definately look into those. sleeping is an issue sometimes. i feel vunrable when drifting off and get paranoid sometimes

thing is Gmo i wouldnt be. like, that was supposed to be the last time i rolled for a year or 2...and this happened in bmx we have a saying " never say one last run " cos thats the one u bail or fuck up on...and i said one last time and got hppd

aah right so its not just me then. i want my visuals to go away totally but i dunno what meds would acheive this for me

see i might try get summin to help me sleep too morbide. i have zopiclone sittin there but im frightened to take it odysseus. goodluck man. im confused as to what i should do. i think il stick drug free for now

am i the only one on this site not taking any meds and just cutting booze drugs, coffee, red bull etc out my life. most people on here seem to be taking something or other, downers of some kind. sometimes i feel like a valium would take the edge off the paranoia but that only comes like once a week if that.

whats atarax? i wonder if im the only non medicated one on this site

Its horrific stuff man. I know ket heads that are terrified of it