trip into hell

i dont know what exactly is the reason for that but i also had a view problems with some sleeping...it is that strange sometimes i started dreaming before i fell asleep and my dreams are the most crazy ive ever expierienced in my life since my onset and also i have some problems sleeping for a long time at once so it occurs that i wake up 1-2 tmes at night...im glad that the fear, the frequency of nightmares and even my morning sickness is getting better since the last two weeks all of my symptoms have decreased their intensity at about 50%...wich is great and i have hppd since almost 5 month now

man i hate to ask this but isnt it possible to start smoking pot after hppd without taking any additional medication, a fucking relapse, anxiety or any other problems? because that means hppd is actually a neurological problem right? im researching about hppd...i want to end the suffering..but so far i have only little success curing my own... and i had not only a wide variety of symptoms but also very severe since my onset...now after almost 5 month of fighting, doing the best suppliments, a proper diet, keeping myself away from negative thoughts, perception and also using any kind of state altering substances it went 50- 60% better...but i want it to be completely wiped out...it disrupts my life + i want to smoke again...so lets get it on together..i mean tell me what helped big time and about your ideas by the way...did you try smoking after only using opiates cs1234?

my symptoms: dizzyness, hypothermia, dp/dr, eye pressure, a little nosebleeding but every day, less sleep, depression, feeling exhausted every and all day, visual morphing, visual snow, hearing the silence, migraine, anxiety, brain fog, suicidal hopes ....i just want to die if there is no end i will find one soon...you were lucky so be happy with your symptoms

the faces are not terrible to me because i like them very much...but as i told you i bet everyone who used psychedelics is able to see them so its just altered perception. for me the most terrible symptoms are dizzyness, hypothermia, dp/dr, eye pressure, a little nosebleeding but every day, less sleep, depression, feeling exhausted every and all day and i hate that i cant do what i love so much (smoking weed and taking other awareness expanding drugs) on the top of all that....so i cant understand how one could freak out so much about some faces seen out of irregular structure of surfaces or static...even though if i wouldnt love them they seem to be nothing against severe symptoms

swim was reading nearly everything about hppd thats on the internet and has collected a bunch of knowledge out of it....he is also a guinea pig of hes own research...even though he had and still has a wide variety of the most desturbing and life disrupting symptoms but never the less he is still struggling for hes betterment...if he will notice one day that he is not able to get completely rid of hes hppd hes going to end hes life and start a new one as he has the feeling that there might be another realm of existence maybe this could be the only help...but he will not give up right now...he will let a little time pass and also try lions mane mushroom because he has read about it and hes brain injury is only almost 5 month ago so there could be a chance for lions mane to recover hes 5htp2 receptor and make hes brainchemistry work again as used to.... yes he will read a bit on hppdonline.com to complete hes knowledge a bit more

if anyone knows something to ask me or advice or even has a success story to tell swim would like to read about that please

swim was wondering if there is a real chance of curing hppd...because swim has had terrible hppd for 4 month now...and he took suppliments all the time and nothing happened to his symptoms until he found out that he could controll hes hppd somehow even though it was sometimes difficult for him to keep at it and not sliding back into dp/dr,migraine,panic,suicidal thoughts,hypothermia (the list goes on but these were the most insane symptoms)...and since 2 weeks it is getting extremely better because of his sudden awareness and hes will to fight all this crap

yes me too...but my faces have nothing to do with any static or hppd because i see faces out of my doorglass and i can also see them nearly out of everything that doesnt have a smooth surface but thats just altered perception because i see them since the third time i took psychedelics and this is so long ago....man i bet i took about a 100 trips since then so if that would have anything to do with hppd or even a warning sign of it i think i would have developed it much earlier after my third trip...and by the way...i love these crazy monster faces in other words faces out of surfaces are normal but faces out of static seem to be a more severe hppd symptom (static) combined with fantasy. and i have only mild staic since my onset but never enough to make me see faces or anything out of it.

what is going on with all of you i think life is not worth living with hppd as there are no success stories. i wonder how one could go on working or anything else while having hppd i feel completely unable to do everything that has to do with performance i constantly feel dizzy, have a kind of slightly vibrating morphing hallucinatory state, derealization, depression and feel exhausted all day and night which is getting worse with any action ive allways asked myself why there is no euthanasia for people having hppd...i dont want to go on with that kind of torture and i have it for 4 month now