morbide

Nothing, my life is great, hppd is really my only problem right now. I've had a girlfriend for almost 4 years, i have a job and a loving family and lots of friends, what more can i ask for?

U crave brittish women? Are u fucking crazy our women are disgusting. U nords have the hottest women on earth and u want our monsters?

Oh god no! I mean mead, like honeybeer! The vikings drank that and ate shrooms and then they went to France to rape and pillage.

I might have mentioned it earlier but alcohol doesn't affect my hppd permanently, good thing becouse my Swedsh viking blood craves mead!!!

I don't think that keppra gets a boost from klono, sinemet on the other hand seems to be the bomb with klono!

Also i second this post, i too would like to have the trial file.

Ever since i read about Socrates, Platon etc. A couple of months ago, you can say that my dp/dr vanished, i learned to just "go with the flow" and to stop question everything.

I started a new job last monday, i work for a company that deals in meat delicacies, i work in their factory and my averagr day is 10 hourshard physical work, heavy lifting and a lot of concentration. I also have to speak english every day becouse i only work with brits. Since last monday my anxiety is basically gone, i don't have time to think about hppd anymore and i feel normal! Visuals are still there but they don't bother me as much. Keep yourselves occupied people!

I'm starting to get my emotions back, fells awesome! I laugh alot nowadays, and most importantly, my friends and family have noticed and said that i am happier.

Skunk made me trip and it changed my hppd from barely noticable to hellish.

Great to hear! Posts like these really does keep me going, thanks!

A buddy of mine's brother hitchhiked from Sweden to Turkey, he asked truckdrivers on the way and they were just glad to have some company, and from Turkey he flew to India and lived in a monastery with monks for 6 months!

I get cloudy purple haze (lol) and more visible vs and it of course varies in intensity.

I see, sorry for being ignorant This christmas i started having anxiety problems that was out of this world, imagine a panic attack that kept on going for days and when the panicky feelings stopped i had serious overall anxiety 24/7. Cognitive behaviour therapy helped me to deal with social anxiety etc. but the anxiety over hppd is of course still present. Although i tried Atarax (Hydroxyzine) an amtihisthamine and that helped me alot.

I got my HPPD a couple months ago from mushrooms. I remember that during one of my last trips, I was looking at the carpet and thinking how nice the world would look like if I could always see patterns on surfaces. Be careful what you wish for. Now whenever I stare into something, I see the patterns that remind me of my HPPD.

During my hellish trip that gave me hppd i thought to my self: " Well, might as well get used to this if it won't pass."

Why start with benzo right away? And hppd has nothing to with the eyes, the anomaly is in the brain so an optician won't help you.

Haha i have afgerimages tjat lasts for several minutes, might try counting cards! I'll send you a share if i do it kay!

Mines been worsening too, way too much anxiety... Pregnant girlfriend, new job, family problems, insomnia (i sleep 4 hours every night tops)...

I read a study about people who talks with themselves, a doct.or said that such behaviour is a sign of intelligence. Man i gotta be the einstein of my generation

How would you describe normal hppd and severe hppd?

^^^ What Mandy said.

Welcome to the forum!

So basically you suffer from after images and sore eyes? You've sure gotten away easy, or is that trippy feeling still there? Otherwise i wouldn't call it hppd actually...

There are a ton of threads regarding medicine, read up and discuss with your doctor about which treatment would fit you.

I get sessions of really bad headache sometimes for several days straight, not migraine though but close.

I see chinese letters and chessboards when i press my eyelids

My child got hppd from me. At age 6 he said in the dark he was seeing ants marching all over.(visual snow) I let it go and payed it wasn't related. But some years later he started telling me of even more perceptual issues worse then even mine. He has never taken any drug or been around any drug. He has had dental work with laughing gas and antibiotics for respiratory or ear infections and he has an inhaler just for bad times like flu season. That's it. I did breast feed I don't know if that makes a difference.

It's really scary when you pass this on because how do you help them:(

I read what you wrote about your son and since he's having migraine sessions, are you sure that he's not suffering from PMA?

Oh my god mgrade i would seriously choke the person who did that to me to death... Or atleast a little!

Did you ever find out what he/she put in your food?

Merkan!

My swedish grandmother taught me a simple way to get rid of ear infection, you will need:

A ladys sock

1 Yellow onion

Step one, peel the onion and cut it in half.

Step two, put both halves on your ears

Step three, put the sock on your head so it covers the onion halves and keeps them in place. And shazam, you will get healthy in hours, if you don't then i'll tell my grandma it didn't work. Although it works for me everytime and i had ear infections a LOT when i was a kid!