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i dont feel bad just a littel depressed feeling because i dont see the sun for a while and i took one few days ago the day after i felt pretty dizzy again no more klonopin for me

its inpossible to save so much money for me i can just hope that there will more sunny days in the next months i like very much desserts there is a lot of open landschape and i like the mountains i hope i will go to there one day i need to find some friends for it

we coming close to winter again dark wheather make you feel more depressed and in dark cloudy wheater i noticed its increase dr in sunny days are the best for dr here in belgium we dont have many sunny days its sucks buth stil stay positive and staying bizzy whats can you do sometimes shit happens if you can geth money move too an sunny country sound the best option

yea i drinked even when my hppd was in the worst and didnt do my hppd worse actualy its mask some of the symptoms when you are drunk i can say its safe buth i didnt drink it to offently so dont know what it wil cause in longterm just the best thing for me works sports and espacialy for the mood i dont feel trippy any more

they ask us we drink beer yea we drink beer

i took this the first day didnt feel a lot and took littel to much i feel i was littel hallunisating so i took it on half recomended dose 3 day after i starting feel bad and my visuals came back what a disaster started imeadedly doing a 10 mile walk and i feel lot better today buth my visuals stil wors i hope i will recover soon damn so be care full with this stuff

i think you have derealisation and depersonalisation i dont think its hppd i dont think you have a visual disorder the best stay of drugs and geth bizzy with wat help dont remembering your dissorder and give it a time and i believe you wil improve

my doctor thougt i have symptoms of psycosis because of cevs i saw real faces and deformed faces and insane feeling bad after i took a few day after i feel lot better buth it was not good yet but its cut the sharp edges of that bad feeling that hppd give its have realy good calming down effects buth with sport together and geth bizzy hole the time it work probably hand in hand i think thats why i feel lot better

haha its a big one thats why didnt upload a pic

maybe you should go to an pshcian and discus to try anti psychotics i am using it 3 years now its fine and work for me if you didnt try it before it realy safed my life its better drug for a long term solution i started with 2 mg and now at 0.5 mg so if its work you can tapper of until you dont need it any more its my goal perhaps

i saw a docu someone who using fire to fire method he give somthing what causing a horrible trip after some of them are reliefed from them heroin addiction buth some of them died its like a last option

just find a psycian and discus with him you wil have more chance with this kind of doctor buth believe me coming of from benzo is anhoter hell maybe a ssri can offer you a long term solution

after i goth a horrible trip all drugs was over for me in 3 years i did just smoke 1 time weed i took a small hit and goth a bad trip so it dont have a point to try something new and i have made a big procces in my recovery i am happy person back again for 6 months now staying of drugs is the best way

its very tricky to say a med wil help anhoter because every med works different for every body its like a russian roulete buth i am glad for you its work mentaly because its the hardest part of hppd all the symptoms blowing your head off for the most here anti depsressants work negativly and worsing symptoms your lucy you find the right med for you

its game over man with drugs and be happy if you can drink a few beers cheers

i see also blue light spots in the dark its year 3 and i still see it buth i dont give no more attention to it its seems to be a part of my visuals for ever

in my bad trip i was feeling that it was destroining my brain it was not worth it all of my good trip all together so thats why drugs sucks it turn me 180 degree about i think about drugs and with the bad trips from weed have confirm it for ever

there is no plan b your not in a movie

my hppd haze praticly gone i hope wount come back again like you i wish fast recovery to you

i was intrested to do this buth they refused grrr they want keep puth me on ssri what never worked in the past

i used a few ssri's for 3 months each and every time i goth no results buth witdrawl i goth was shocks in the head for a few days buth every body gets anhoter witdrawl i dont think your visuals wil go wors buth your psychial condition can make feel everything is going wors i am using now korean ginseng with 5% ginsengoids when i use i geth a spontanus effect a better and fresh mood buth my mood is alrdeay ok i using it for beter memory buth the fresh mood was a bonus i didnt expected i wil continiu ginseng for short term and i have read scientific study improvment for the blood flow in the brain with ginkgo for in the longterm containing 24% flavonoids and 6% terpenoids https://umm.edu/health/medical/altmed/herb/ginkgo-biloba

yea buth for me klonopin dont realy work i was stupid to use it every day for 6 months and some day i took a dose extra and i dont have aniexty problem like the most here buth only have a social aniexty when i need to expose my social status klonopin is not good for me i gues to take with anti psygotics and i dont need it anymore its been a long time passed that i didnt take it and i am stabiel for 6 months now i am lucky i am doing well my new goal is to stop the last med i am taking buth its seems to hard for now or just imposibel because i try it a lot before there is somthing stuck in my brain so thats why i started with anti psygotics when i stop also a geth a rebound of dopamine thats anhoter problem that i cant quit

i use antipsychotics for 3 years now its alright to use it buth klonopin witdrawl had kill my memory and concentration very critical buth to geth use to the side effect for antipsygotics is hell if you want to cut some of the sharp edeges of hppd its worth to try it

yea man we need some realy dopamine skills in the brain haha dopamine rules lets find some safe ways to realease it or wtf it is what realy happens in the brain to feel happy nobody realy knows exactly i dont care i just feel happy dont know why buth its the only thing wat matters the bad days are no longer existing for a long time

man i have very limted things in my life now buth some how i enjoy life again i thought i like you drugs its the only way to enjoy life for me i realize thats no more posibel i am sure every body have things he can enjoy new things he didnt discovered keep listing and search for new music and watching wat i like its one of my key to enjoy life and smoking sigarets try maybe to do sport to create more dopamine in your brain or one herb that even neurologist prescribe for parkinson mucuna pruriens because of high contains of l-dopa just need to find a good source there is been anhoter supp thats called PAE that also have great effect to feel high this 2 things i want to try a read a lot of it seems to work for lot of people i am also searching new supps to make more quality life like i said you can search new ways like this mayby you find something new you very loved and this is a more safer way buth psydelics i forgot it just keep searching is the key if something not working move on i took for me a while to bring the switch of to i cant enjoy life again like for with drugs maybe long after you enjoying life again with somethig else you give your body a better condition to heal maybe you can delay it psyedelics so later you can use again you never know