I can say that I have a similar problem. I'm battling depression. A good friend of mine died recently, and it's tough for me. We were very close. We were spending a lot of time together. Now I feel that I am alone in this world, it's hard for me., I started seeing a therapist since I haven't been feeling well recently, and she recommended that I take CBD. I don't think I enjoy smoking, so I use a disposable vaporizer, which I have bought from e-zigaretteria.ch/ to vape it instead. While I cannot claim to have recovered entirely, I do feel that CBD is beneficial to me. Thus, you can give CBD a try if you have the same issue as I have.