Missjess

I'm interested !!!

I actually recently made a youtube video tow arn ppl against Iboga use and I talk all about my hppd..

Again this is why there cannot ever be one cure fits all

The site is pretty high up in google, so I think people are still finding the site.

 

Maybe people are doing less drugs these days? Seems like alot of kids prefer staring at their phone than into the hallucinogen abyss!

Jay why can't I like any of ur posts ?

That rlly sux...it fuking sux how we can't take anything anymore !

All good times and fun are gone out the fuking window for us

Yeah it doesn't seem overly active

Well duster

I can onky say that everyone's hppd is unique...we all didn't acquire hppd from the same type of drug...

That's why I believe working to find a cure is rlly difficult because there are different drug causes and different types of causes for hppd like altered brain chemistry could be 1 and damage to sensory processing system could be another etc that's why some people can drink alcohol and others cannot

Hope1

ANYtHInG on top of hppd is a fuking nightmare ...I got a chest infection and a cold not long ago it was so fuking shit having to deal with that on too of hppd...I rlly understand what u are saying

Yep

Oh yeah I have no empathy since getting hppd...it's creepy actually

Low alpha waves apparently affects empathy levels

Yep I completely agree ...and it sux coz everything is sensory and things put into our bodies are sensory too

Man I felt rlly sad after reading this as I can relate to everything u just said

I just made a post about my qeeg results in the main and general forum here if ur interested to see:

http://hppdonline.com/index.php?/topic/3995-qeeg-results/#entry24839

And also I know of a faith healer who can heal hppd ...go and see John of god in Brazil I plan on going back to see him in a couple of months time.

I fuking miss being social too and that fkn emotional connection to the world and other people.,,I feel emotionally starved and deprived every second it's complete torture

Hey guys,

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I haven't posted here in a while but I thought I would share my results on my qeeg.

Basically I have extremely low alpha brain waves. It shows evidence for a chemical injury and a change in my brain functioning. My qeeg really shed some light on what caused my hppd, basically I had a sensory overload from ibogaine & resulted in an injury..so ur body and brain processes everything that enters it but what happened with the ibogaine ...it was way to powerfull and strong for my body and brain to process and handle.,,but it had to be processed so it sped up my brain through the sensory processing system and bang hppd happened so it's basically like a blow to ur sensory system and possibly paretal lobes.

I am going to work on targeting alpha brain wave function and possibly start neurofeedback with the neurologist. Was even thinking of trying biotuner and doing an alpha wave program I'm not sure yet.

I also asked him why my brain reacts fuked up to alcohol, supplements and coffee etc...he said it's because my brain waves have changed and there is a chemical injury there and my brain can't handle or process anything sensory right now. I think this is great feedback for hppd research

Here are some snippets from my report:

"The primary finding of decreased alpha activity can be associated with symptoms such as insomnia, decreased stress tolerance, differences in empathy & differentiation of self vs other sensory and emotional stimuli. There is no clear increase in delta and theta activity, which in the presence of decreased alpha activity might be expected in conditions such as aspergers, traumatic brain injury, or generalized small vessel disease and associated ischemia.

Metabolic or endocrine disturbances such as deficiencies in dhea, thyroid function or serotonin synthesis may be worth investigating in this case. The latter in particular may be associated with variable periods of inappropriate drug dosages or social drug use (single occur acne or chronic)"

I also have some images to attach but they are too big unfortunately...but anyone who is interested I can email to you.

If anyone tries this for hppd let me know what happens

Yep I avoid peak hour traffic also!! Good idea!

Fuking hell I just got back from a long ass drive ....it was so fuking dangerous with hppd!! I will never again drive that far away from my home...long roads are a nightmare and I can barely judge the distance between my car and someone else's!

Thank god I made it home without crashing! Does anyone else have this problem??

Has anyone lost there licence coz of hppd??

I don't see this as any less likely to help than visiting a spiritual healer in Brazil, Jess.

 

A chemical brain injury - what do you even mean by that? It's so vague that it is an essentially pointless term. Everything is chemical. 

 

If you mean a lack of or misappropriation of neurotransmitters (is that what HPPD is?!) - well neurofeedback has been shown to improve the symptoms of Parkinson's.

 

Oh, and have you seen this thread? http://hppdonline.com/index.php?/topic/3665-temporary-visual-snow-treatment/ - how can watching a video for a couple of minutes temporarily correct a chemical brain injury? 

Well excuse me but I may a lot of progress in Brazil for my hppd it was slowly getting better and my perception was getting back to normal unfortunately I just kept having setbacks from taking antibiotics and things that I didn't know would trigger it to get worse again. But I plan on returning.

Yes a chemical brain injury, as in a chemical injury from substances and neurotoxins that's what Iboga pretty much did in a high dose. So yeah a fuk up of neurotransmitters and receptors. Who knows, but it's deff a brain trauma because my speech, reaction time, ability to socialize and function normally have all been impaired. How is not a brain injury ?

That's awesome! Can u please share with us the details of your results!!

I have done it before when I got a qeeg for dp...it helped a little for right brain functioning but I honestly saw it as pointless for dp. I don't want to drag u down but I also see it as pointless for hppd also I don't see how brain exersizes are going to correct chemical brain injury

I tried to like ur post to jay.

That fuking sux! Not being able to watch tv without having to see flashing colours fuk that!

But I don't have anxiety symptoms...I honestly think it may have to do with my frustration of hppd..coz I'm wanting to escape and distract myself every minute but I just can't Bcoz there's no escape and mayb that makes me feel suffocated somehow

That's a great diagram! And just by looking at it I can see that my glutamate and serotonin receptors might be completely fuked

Yes I have short breath since hppd it's all part of the nervous system dysfunctioning I think!

Fuck ! I will take time travel also!!! Travel back in time to the stupid decision of my life to take ibogaine !

Ketamine is an nmda antagonist...I got my hppd from Iboga which is also nmda antagonist I would like to say plz stay away from any dissociative drugs they cause rlly bad cognitive problems!

Hey! That is such a long time and so awfull

I would love to hear ur story and ur symptoms and how u suffer and endure every day with this crap.

Wow you are really lucky !! What country and city are u from? If ur Australian I would love to see that doctor !!