Missjess

Lol thanks..

I don't see that thread anywhere ?

What sorcery is this? Garlic that cures depression, tastes good in your tea AND doesn't cause bad breath?

Seriously ...give it a go !!!

Fuk that !!!!!! Lol

I can totally relate to u!!! I am so adamant about what is in my foods, drinks and even perfume fragrances etc

I don't drink coffee anymore, I don't have tea, nothing with alcohol in it, no wheat, no dairy foods. Even colouring my hair I am so paranoid about the bleech being on for too long as it also fuking aggrivates my brain since getting hppd.

I just pray to god that one day I won't ever have to be like this again

I'd like to speak with any members who have gotten spontaneous recoveries over the 2 year mark..

Lol I don't get a stinky breath after drinking it !!

Jay

I've had mine for about 6 months now and have had no improvement

Apart from my healing at the casa in Brazil with john of god if not for him I'd be in square fuking one still

Wow I got so freaked out after reading about ur horrible trip on mushrooms!!! Arrrrrr that wud fkn creep me the fuk out too!! I've never done mushrooms and I don't think I ever will !!!

I know exactly how u feel I don't do shit anymore unless I really really have to and am forced to. Life fuking sux with hppd and sensory and emotional detachment it's one of the most horrible non experiences u can go thru....have u tried any medication or even looked into faith healing ? I am lucky to have found john of god in Brazil to heal and cure my hppd although it's going to take a couple of trips but I've made progress.

Hppd is a fkn hell hole especially when it's with Dpdr ....it must be rlly fkn tough to deal with this shit and have no one fkn believe you, especially having a wife and a kid!!

I hope u find some relief I rlly do

Jagermeister

I'm rlly having trouble with what u r saying...hard to understand.

It doesn't taste bad it tastes pretty good actually,.....u take a granule or garlic and chop up like half or 3/4 of it into small pieces, boil some hot water and put the chopped up garlic in the cup then add hot water and put a teaspoon of honey and add a bit of cold water then mix.

Everytime I have it my bad mood disappears it's great considering it's not medication

Spartan

I would be keen on doing a youtube video asking for funds to research into hppd

But in the visual snow one they already have a team of neurologists who are willing to work and research...do we have anyone for hppd willing to do that ??

Imagine if all of us made youtube videos and directed people to the page?!! Something rlly needs to be done for hppd also

http://www.gofundme.com/visual-snow

Why don't we create something like this for hppd !?????

Jay that sound awfull fuk

I'm glad u are coping tho!!! That's the main thing

Nar I can't take benzos they fuk me up

Jay

Isn't ur hppd rlly severe ? What knocked me back was I had dp for 7 years prior to getting hppd and I was already done with that disorder after trying everything.. So I was already at a given up point u know

I'm so sick of not feeling that sensory connection and everything looking fuked and not feeling right I already had similar shit with dp for almost a decade ....come on I just want a break from all these freaky disorders!!!

I have seen a few members on here who smoke weed to deal with hppd and it surprisingly doesn't affect them...

But I have also heard of weed fuking other members up...chances are u probly won't recover from hppd while continuing to smoke weed

Miss. how are u feeling? I hope more good. I'm really suprised for read that u dont see after images (tracers-palinopsia), snow or floaters.

Maybe people told you, but, had you think that u are suffering dp/dr "only"?

If u havent visual disturbances or they are no much to fuck you daily (I think psychedelics do a small permanent damage in all people), its possible that u havent hppd.

But dont get scared, is the better that can happened to you. I was studying phsycology in my last year when hppd put me in my bed and I know something about dp/dr.

Dp/dr is a fucking disorder in which the patient see impossible to get out but isnt true. If you have only dp/dr, you can look for and found a good psycian an.psychiatrist (sorry fof bad english).and its sure.that thet will help you in less than 1 year

think about.it, if u dont have hppd you will have a really good chance to be dp/dr free. its just an anxiety disordet that makes your brain see the reality from third person or feeling out your body.

wish you the best

As I have gone over this before there are 3 or 4 different types of hallucinogens ...1 being LSD and psychedelics ...2 being DISSOCIATIVES like ketamine, ibogaine, salvia and the third being deliriants

I took ibogaine and yes I'm 110% positive I have hppd... It may not be the same general type that most people get from LSD but mine I got from ibogaine and that is a dissociative hallucinogenic drug

My visual distortions r pretty fuked up but more so in a dissociative way...I feel as tho I'm on a hallucinogen trip 24/7 ...my sensory perception is totally whacked out and what I'm experiencing is different to Dpdr because I had that disorder for 7 years previously

I have been chopping up some garlic and putting in warm water with a tea spoon of honey

It honestly gets me out of a shit mood and lifts my mood for the rest of the day...feels better then what any med can do.

So if anyone is looking for a way to treat there depression caused by hppd and of course we cannot take meds u shud try it too

I've had this for about 6 months now...not as long as u and I'm sorry I can't accept this it's a fuking tormenting nightmare..I do get out and do normal things but I feel as tho I'm on another planet and can't relate to no one...it's also majorly affects my cognitive abilities there is no way in hell I can work.

Spartan what drugs gave u hppd ?

Normality is subjective, just embrace your new perception of reality, no matter how surreal and mortifying it may seem!

Did you seriously just say this !?? Embrace my new perception !!! I am fuking disembodied and disconnected as fuk, my brain doesn't work and is very slow, I cannot pick up on social and emotional cues how the fuk can I embrace that!??

I'm just curious to know peoples reactions to anesthesia and local anesthesia

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I totally agree with this, isn't there a member in here who got hppd from mould ??? I honestly feel like hppd is some kind of chemical injury in the brain, and even possibly a super induced stress response from the brain trying to rid itself of poisonous substances which in our cases were the drugs and possibly in other cases poisens from outside like mould etc...

Thoughts ??

Nice video, Jess! It's courageous of you to put yourself out in that manner to make your experience with ibogaine and your proceeding state of being known to the public. I truly feel for you. In our brief conversations on here, you've across as a kind person, and you appear to be young and attractive - you don't deserve to feel the way you do 

 

There's a bunch I'd like to say, but knowing myself I'll end up rambling. That being said, I've been doing a lot of contemplating, experimentation, research, conversing with researchers/clinicians, etc. lately, and believe that you, as well as anyone else here suffering from severe HPPD/co-morbidities, could benefit from a lot of different modalities. Considering the neurological/sensory disturbances you described, what you stated the doctors thought could/did happen, your previous experiences with certain meds, etc. some things come to mind for effective treatments. I was planning on making an update on here due to my recent absence, in which I can describe some of the things I'm alluding to.

 

It'd be awesome if you made an HPPD channel. If you're interested in what I stated above, or ever need anything, feel free to message me 

Hey..,if I was to make a hppd youtube channel...what does that involve like how could I do that and what further videos would I post ? Would people ask me questions and I make video replies ?

yeah we should do  HPPDonline u tube channel

Totally agree with that ! I would be happy to make more videos just so the information can get out to the public