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Cool sure im aware of the highly addictive nature and worse withdrawals from kpin.

About four months ago I was on a very high dose of kpin / 6 mills per day.

I had to do a monitored detox in hospital for four days and nights for severe withdrawals / insane cold turkey.

Was taking it for for approx 1 year and 3  months though for the last four months around 6 mills per daily.

Withdrawals lasted approx 6 weeks or more. 

Have been clean for approx 2 - 3 months though suffering very badly due to the intensity of hppd and dp. 

Maybe this is partly due to the trauma of abrupt withdrawal and additional high stress ?

Have just started the kpin again over the past week.

O.5 - 1 mil daily . No more than that. 

Thanks Cheers 

We have recently submitted our first work on HPPD to The Australian & New Zealand Journal of Psychiatry. An early preprint (already downloaded over 500 times) acknowledging the contributions of the foundation is available here:

https://osf.io/preprints/psyarxiv/xeg96/

There are several other outputs in the works.

It has been my intent after recently start klonopin again to follow Jays dosing skedule / on four days on 3 days off etc to not build dependence or tolerance etc 

However, I am finding symptoms on "off days" especially when heading to bed way to extreme, brutal and generally torturous.. like I don't know if I can do it / handle it. Generally up until 3 am engulfed in the most vivid shit you can possibly imagine.. 

Anyhow, a bit concerned as 

1) seriously disturbed without the K pin and finding it unbearable. 

2) the possibly of taking K pin more frequently to assist in managing, and do my best to not get up to a too higher dose, use it respectively as to not build a tolerance etc. 

I know other sufferers use it on a day to day basis..

Any thaughts ? 

Thankyou 

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Absolutely mate 

100 % Correct 

Yes I will have to stick to it proper this time.

Thankyou 

I'm now back on K 

Will stick to your dosing schedule jay 1

Many thanks 

Hi Jay 

Like this new psyche prescribed me an anti psychotic that made things worse. Have stopped that.

I have been completely K free for about 3 months or more with only very small amounts of V inbetween. 

Tho at present I'm seriously not coping.. 

This level of symptoms is completely F omg off the charts and would drive aneyone completely off the wall. Like this is sone seriously nasty  shit and it's very concerning...it hurts so bad.

Therefore.. I cannot do this anymore. I will have a session with him psychiatrist at 1 pm tomorrow and he better be be prescribing me some K...

Hope this makes sense. 

Cheers 

Pull the K pin ?

To be honest 

Looking at a screen (my phone )is a "coping strategy" to try and distract myself from constant hallucinations and dp

It's not effective and not healthy. 

Majority terrible

Only one helpful one 

Though some help lines are very good showing true empathy and compassion 

Why the F can't I get treated? 

We all have the basic human right to medical treatment. 

Right now we are still doing our very best to secure funding for the Macquarie Protocol hppd study to actually find a legit treatment or cure for the condition. 

This is really the main priority and objective. 

It would be super awesome and great if part of hppdonline could be made into a funding platform to meet our desired objectives / outcomes. 

It is some food for thought.

Please give it some thought and consideration.

Thankyou. 

Thanks y'all 

I think it's making my snow much worse and thicker 

Also I just feel not with it today and "weird" 

I may stop taking it

Thankyou 

I'm scared 

Any thaughts ? 

Thanks 

Just seen a new psychiatrist

He prescribed me 

LAURASIDONE

A little concerned as it is the antipsychotic class (although apparently new) 

I guess I may have to give it a go 

I really hope it does not make it worse 

Thankyou 

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Cool awesome very helpful. Thankyou 

It's really important

Can anyone help please? 

Thankyou 

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Thanks Jay 

Yes unfortunately my visuals are open and closed eye so generally when darker more vivid anyhow. 

So true in the brain.

Just had a super tough day / night with no sleep. 

Many thanks 

Last night was so severe was in the edge of committing myself to psychiatric hospital. 

I was thinking.. if I ripped my eyes out of my head would it stop the hallucinations ?  Likley not because it's comeing from my brain and not my eyes. 

Can hppd turn you into a bit of an antisocial cunt ? 

Finding avoiding people more nowadays.. 

I'm sure it's all interconnected

Thankyou.