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  2. My Movie HPPD U Tube

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    I have just done my first U Tube HPPD video / sharing part of "My Story"

     

    I’m sure I will get better with practice and there are so many more facets of my experience I would like to share to raise awareness and possibly "help" others.

     

    http://youtu.be/R5hO8ewxzLc

     

    I likely toned some parts of the severity of my HPPD down. Also I do take "responsibility" for my own situation.

    Likely you can see I do feel "uncomftorble" speaking about it. Id usually smile a lot more..

     

    Anyhow. Check it out and see what you think....

    P.S. My U Tube account is under a "Pen Name"

     

    HPPD is more than a challenge.. its chronic, cruel, horrible and brutal. i should have said this, maybe next time......

  6. Psychadelic Information Theory - E book

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    Hey there...

     

    I stumbled upon this e book.

    It seems to contain some quite fascinating topics. Relevant and similar to some of our discussions on hppdonline.com.

     

     Topics relate to hallucinations, neuro plasticity, limits of human perception, pharmacology, shamanism etc. It also mentions and speak about "HPPD"

     

    and has cool pictures..

     

    “Labotimizer” I think you will like this one.

     

    Please take a quick look.

     

    It may be worthy of quick read.

     

    Thanks.. See this link below

     

    http://psychedelic-information-theory.com/pdf/PIT-Print-Web.pdf

     

    From what i can see it speaks about HPPD on page "34"

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  14. An AMAZONIAN SHAMANS View of HPPD

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    Hey Labotimizer.. And Jay

     

    Absolutely. Sure.. I will do my best to share and explain my experience.

     

    I smoked DMT at an alternative festival in northern Australia.

     

    There were a group of people giving a workshop / talk on psycadelics and they were speaking about DMT. I had never heard of it at this time. After the talk i was curious and asked them about it. They said it was nothing like LSD. They had some DMT there and then asked me if i would like to experience it.. i was curious and proceeded.

     

    The next thing I knew 3 girls set up a rug for me to sit on,,, on the ground and some Guy brought me a glass pipe.

     

    I proceeded to smoke... This is what happened during the trip:

     

    Before i had even finished half an inhalation (toke) the glass pipe turned into 7 pipes directly in front of my eyes.

    Then a huge Gum tree moved through my body, like a car driving through a pane of glass. At this point i collapsed backwards onto the ground.

     

    From here i was transported to a realm half way between the earth and the sun.. what i can enliken to an "astral heaven" filled with the brightest lights and images made of light resembling "mandalas".

     

    There i was met by 1000s of Goddesses.. With the most feminine forms. There bodies were made of light.. of all different colours moving from the crown of their heads all the way to the base constantly moveing.

    They all surrounded me in a circle and then picked me up in the centre with all their hands joining.. and raised me up above their heads and held me up there. While this was taking place, a telepathic communication took place between myself and them.

     

    After some time, I slowly started to descend back to the earth, back to where I smoked the pipe... and came back into my body.

     

    haha wow.. no wonder another name for DMT is "the business man’s lunch"  I was out for about 15 minutes.

     

    I think because I did not even know what DMT was or anything about it.. it took me some time to integrate the experience. was quite blowen away. The guy who administered it to me said he felt "fear" in my heart. No wonder due to past experiences / hppd and drug induced trauma etc.

     

    I think afterwards, from what I can remember... it did heighten HPPD visuals for some time. When when i came back into my body the hallucinations were quite strong still.. and I think reflecting on this and the experience may have amped / heightened my hppd for a day or two or three. Then likely it returned back to the normal base level.

     

    I agree that DMT is less likely to cause hppd like you say. Absolutely.. I think it’s way more natural, found in nature and in is also in our brains. Better than LSD in my opinion. I’m really not sure of the mechanics of how it would affect an individual in a different way to lsd and mdmd etc etc...

     

    It’s quite amazing that, after having this experience, I researched DMT fully. I found Dr Rick Strassman online and shared what I have been experiencing for years (hppd) Dr Rick Strassman told me about HPPD and this is when I first realized that what i had been dealing with all those years was HPPD.

  18. An AMAZONIAN SHAMANS View of HPPD

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    yes.. i too will never touch another hellucinagen again...

     

    i have done dmt once post hppd.. thats was a silly thing to do..

     

    I dont consider my brain fucked or fried, and i dont think that mind-set is life giving or conductive to healing outcomes.

     

    For me it is a matter of "re-training" my brain, re-inventing myself and creating new nural pathways. This can be done in many ways.

     

    I think there are numerous ways to get "energy flowing" again.

     

    Here are a few tips relating to hppd. Each one of there areas can be explored extensivley with helpful practices to be intergrated and executed.

     

    I do find meditation helpful....

     

    http://www.wikihow.com/Deal-With-HPPD

  21. HPP is not rare

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    hey Labotimizer and Visual

     

    I agree with what you are saying with it Having to do with "our Psychological threshold"

    People who have been through "trauma" generally have a lower threshold than regular people / react and are affected by situations that would not affect someone who has not.

     

    This book explains it in more detail.

    The dude in this video speaks about enlargening a persons threshold through this technology.

     

     

    I highly recomend this and the book is an exellent read.

     

    anyhow.. I have been doing this for around 6 months "Holosync meditation" -  i feel like a new person. At times im not even notiecing HPPD and im in a state of "oneness".... i feel happiness, and or  blissful at times. like im on drugs  LOL :) There are times when it just does not bother me so much anymore.

     

    The other morning i had a cool OBE (out of body experience) in meditation///  i dont react to HPPD in the same way because my "threshold" has expanded / expanding etc etc

     

    anxiety has decreased...  and depression... there are many more good things i can say about it.

     

    Just thaught id shade 

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