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When you have hppd the party is over.

Most important is no drugs and excessive alcohol.

Samen here also mdma intoxication. Lost myself too and its been 2 years now. Its f×€÷;ed up but if you control anxiety it goes better. Sunglasses help me alot with light and visual snow. Some meds help me for depression and cevs

Wellbutrin XR, makes me way more relaxed and less depressed, it doesnt do anything voor my visuals, but the anxiety is way less, only had 0,25 klonopin these 2 days. Great stuff.

I took a very low dose of some subpar molly. Just felt extremely elated for the night. Next day I had the blues a bit. No worsening of symptoms, though. My HPPD seems to be somewhat resistive to worsening. That is, that my drug interactions have returned to what I consider normal. Not the extreme sensitivity that has become a hallmark of this disorder. Which has allowed me to continue smoking cannabis. Personally, I attribute this to my use of gabapentin. But I can not be sure. Perhaps time has played more of a roll than I previously thought. Hopefully, I can continue to tread lightly in this sort of twilight zone of hppd without much more damage to myself.

How is your VS, mike?

Okay im still wrestling with depression too. Do you take other meds besides klonopin? Tommorow iam starting wellbutrin for depression and to ease kpins side effects.

Hey Jay.

How long do you have hppd now? Are there symptoms getting better for you?

Yes man i got hppd from mdma. Its like im living in a continues xtc trip. No thing is normal

I have that too jess. There for benzos

Wrote is read of course. Darn autocorrect

Just wrote a book about how reiki works alittle. Its called Just for today. The line in the book i liked te most is Just for today i Will not worry. It gave me a shot of rest somehow. I tink im going to read more about it!

A few beers help a bit. But its only for an hour maybe. Next days i can stay in bed.

for me anxiety is the worst - also alot of tiredness, and i dont feel like doing something at all, its pure the depression that makes a relationship difficult. When i close my eyes my whole body shakes, along with cev's- I have no feeling of time, nothing to look forward too, no acohol or a party whch i liked alot in the past.. im always happy when th day ends..

I cant feel love or give it to someone that sometimes hurt the most from having hppd.

Im sorry. But when i read when someone is cured and the next question is if hè can intoxicate himself with a hppd trigger i call that stupid. Thats still a mild word

yes yesterday i was total loss- didnt feel any rest in my body couldnt watch tv or go outside, this was going to 900mg. Will it take a few weeks when i land again? im a bit orried about those feelings, also in my head strange not relevant thoughts come to mind :/

Have u triest klonopin jess? It might give some relief. In the mean time your brain can heal

And my vision is more clear. No more moving curtains, but Fuck dp

Today i feel better lees anxiety

i felt horrible all eveving, very dizzy and weak, also the words came weird out of my mouth.. is this normal in the bgein stage or should i quit? I read people were feeling better righ ahead from gabap. :9

feeling weird, bu im smiling, pretty weird stuff hah

I get it for free. I have the prwscription in my pocket waiting for the bus to the pharmacy. Starting 300mg in 3 days to 900mg. Lets pray this is ging to work

Ok, swallow 300mg, nothing yet. Maybe a little more relaxed and my headache went away.

Sounds good. I still have every symptom from intoxication. I Will report. Only thing disturbing me is there are reports of sudden death with this med.

Well we Will see

yea ive been there to reattach, its or an emdr therapy. I have quit it, tapping on my hands and telling me i am a good boy isnt going to fix me.