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Thank you for all your support and for sharing your thoughts with me. I am coping much better now. I do whatever it takes not to think about it. And yesterday was the most "normal" day of my life since I got this disorder. The symptoms weren't gone. I was just happy. ^--^ And one more question: Do you experience lack of.. interest in things and lack of happyness? Are you mad and.. numb most of the time? :c Or is it just me?
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I do go to the gym sometimes. And I can enjoy life. But I can't stop thinking the "THINK IF" thoughts.. Such as: Think if I wasn't smoking that day. My life would have been awesome. And everytime I do think my life is great (even tho I have the disorders), I also think: IT WOULD HAVE BEEN EVEN BETTER WITHOUT THE DISORDERS. Then I feel sad about it. ;c Hahah.. I just need to let go. And it seems like I can't do it.. --------- And you wrote about the woods.. I loved the woods before. ... Now I am scared to even enter the woods. Because trees are so... flat. The trees are the worst thing to look at. ;c ;c They are flat. And as fast as I see a tree, I start thinking about my disorders again.. And question reality. It really sucks. And If I am at woods at night, I can't see a shit. I don't really have a nightvision at all.. or at least it feels like it when its dark. ;c Hahah.. Was at woods at night once after my bad trip... (Told about it in another post) .. Couldn't see my hand when I had it in front of my face. >.<'' So... How can I let go of my "think if this wouldn't have happened"-thougts? ;o ;c
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Thank you for all your answers c; Made me feel better. I had megaanxiety before. Now I don't think I have it.. But.. I still got the derealization...... And depersonalization. I just think less of it. Like: Who cares why we exist. We just do. I honestly can't remember how the world looked before this shit happened to me ;c
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14th april 2012. :C I am planning to make that day official as my birthday or something, since I am not likely coming back to my old self. Hahah, it's so weird the way you see the world and the existance of everything after a trip like that. ;o
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Yo, I've seen Marilyn Manson with my own eyes. hlgkflskjfgkl GAH. He was great!
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Already tried: Omega-3, DMAE, Magnesium, Vitamin B12, L-theanine, Ginkgo Biloba, Vitamin D, Rosenrot (?) and Ginseng. Ate them for 2-3 months.. Everything got better on the DPDR front. But it is not gone. o; The flatness disturbes me :c And the afterimages are not so much better than they were from the beginning.
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Hello, I left this page a little while ago. But I am back to ask if somebody can relate to my symptoms. The world is kind of 2D and flat. Tree trunks are literally.. FLAT. And also: I have always had a poor vision. But now, even with contacts on.. Everything is quite weird. When I try to read text, doesn't matter how big it is.. It is kind of.. DOUBLE and blurred? Has anyone elses vision got worse? + got any vitamins that can improve the vision and make the afterimages decrease? Sorry for bad choice of words.. And excuse me my grammar. Having a bad day.
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Hello, I have brootal afterimages.. :c Anything I lay my eyes on for less than a second is copying itself. I can live with it. But it is kind of annoying. Those of you who use medicine/vitamins.. Have you seen any improvements on the afterimages? Have any over the counter medicine helped you to get over that symptom?
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Thank you *-*
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YES! Got my vitamins now.. Took them 5 minutes ago. Let's see, shall we?
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Really want to see Manson, even tho people say he suck's live.
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We are going to make it through this! And yeah, forgot to answer your question. I am going to Denmark for like 4 days.. Then back to sweden, but another city, Gothenburg.. There I will go to a festival called Metaltown.. I am staying there until 19th of june.. And the rest of the time I will be at my boyfriends house. C;
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Oh, thank you <; I am hoping for everyone to get better. Nobody should be suffering from this shit. No, I don't do sports ;c Hahah... I don't like it so much. I shall no more take a bigger dose than it says.. 1 pill a day is enough.
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It makes me calm. The recommended dosage is: 1 pill a day. Yesterday I took 4. Today I took 2 in the morning and 3 now. Can't be such a good idea. But I need to calm down. :c I feel better today. But still. SO FUCKING STRANGE THAT I CAN'T REALLY FEEL REAL. ;c Hope the other stuff comes tomorrow.. Really hope so. Because I am going away for a month, and if the vitamins don't come tomorrow, I won't be able to take them until next month.. ;c But otherwise everything is great. ^-^ And unreal as usual.
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287kr c;
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I really hope so too <: Thank you for being here 2muchmandy.
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I can't stand the feeling of unreality anymore. Bought many different sort of vitamins today. Hope to feel real again. :C My hppd is better I think, thanks to "GINKGO BILOBA"..
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I don't feel real anymore.. not right now.
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Today is my 19th birthday, and I feel dpdr:ed as hell. Suicide thoughts were not on the list today. But here they were. But I am going to get better. Just a weird day.
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What is magnesium good for? Is it for anxiety or brain?
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Glad everything went great in the end. <: Shall maybe try useing magnesium... Hahah.. Seems to help against dpdr. o;
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How did you feel?
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I think so too. He should kill hppd and dpdr. ;c Mostly dpdr. Cuz it's the worst feeling ever.
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Sorry for the tripplepost. ;c Chuck Norris puched the button for me.
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It isn't sooooo hard to learn. But it is pain in the ass. I am from Latvia originally... My first language is russian.